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Hey girl! I gotta go all the way back to the end of April to catch up! But I just wanted you to know that I'm still enjoying living my life through you! Take care!
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LOL this chick Margo just left the office and as she was leaving out she said "Look at you your a star so pretty". I said "Thanks, girl your a mess". Then last week I was up in Crystals office and she was like "OMG you look so pretty looking like Beyonce ...you do look like Beyonce". She was all smiling and excited now that chick every time she see's me I am looking like some celebrity or she really likes this and loves that about me (smile) now the stripper who works out from tells me the goofy dude out front is always asking about me and she told him I was married (smh) I knew this already about him checking me out and stuff but I didn't know he was asking (smh) The Stripper caught me after work and was talking about how close they are and how he really is into me and he has the cash he is a DJ, MA and gets a check from the military $$$ back in the day ......yeah....but I'm not gonna mess with ole boy...
Okay so last night I worked OT and when I was on the train I got a text from Tony that said "Call me ASAP its an emergency". ................then bam I go back under the tunnel and won't have service for 3 more stops I was a nervous wreck ....couldn't read my book or anything as soon as I got off the train I called Tony he answered but was breaking up and then we lost signal. I called Shay next who was like they were all fine and not to worry because daddy was there and he was just dooooooooing tooooooooo much (lol) when I was in the parking garage I got another text from him that said "It's just I'm falling in love with you and I want you to be the first to know". I was heated when I got home I cussed him out he knows I worry ............smh
James won't be going back to school this spring quarter he took all his money for the fall quarter and now BAM he has no more funding ............this shyt is crazy because so many kids go to dayum college and it's like HOW???????????? I called and spoke with Mr. Samuels who states there is really nothing he can do Tony and I make to much money for James to qualify for any loans (get the hell outta here) I have a few sites to check out and stuff like parent loans stuff like that so he can at least go back in the Spring (smh)) He tried out for Model INC. and he made the second interview then they called him today for a review ....he is siced and seems like he has no interest in going back to school.
I have talked to James about this school stuff and he is sooo tore up mostly about the social part of it and Don Dada said that she knows how he feels but for him not to let that stop him he should take some classes now and work to get his money ready he has 7 months to get that money up $7,000 which is a breeze when you don't any bills to pay (lol) everything will work out.
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About to go through the whole woman gets man woman has no time woman has a man bit (lolol)
Okay Friday night when I got home I can't ....okay I can remember I wanted to stay in the house and sleep ...I ordered Dominos pizza, boneless wings, wings and cheese bread KeKe made Tony a CD so he asked me to call her and see if she wanted a drink ................you know she did....so when I took it to her she started asking me about Tony's gig at the place called Tuckers I told her I didn't plan on going and she should she said she didn't have any money .............When I get back home Tony is getting ready and was like he knew Lisa was going to be there and would be looking for me so I decided I would go and support him ....I sent KeKe a text and told her I could get her some drinks and had changed my mind and was going to go ......she said cool and that was that. I finished watching Ice Castles with Mo and Shay Then James, KeKe and I left to go to Tuckers ............man was it a hillbillie spot I was like WOW!! Tony was happy to see us talking about you guys rescued me (lol) We got us a table and ended up having a good time dancing and stuff it was Karaoke night and I ended up singing 3 songs 1.Before he cheats 2. Gin & Juice and 3. Tyrone (live)....James did a Chris Brown song and I can't remember the name of it and some dude was like "Hey he looks just like Chris Brown" (lol) .....Keke didn't sing anything I was gonna put her in for "Sex shooter"~Apollonia 6 but once we couldn't find the song anymore......I have since found it so she best ta watch it. who came out to support Tony Chris & Lisa they sang you'll never find & Midnight train to Georgia Jay & Tika can't remember but Jay sings pretty good and Tika did a duet with Tony Jamie & KeKe Chanita plus 2 of her friends Duke & Erica Pumpkin ........we cleared to bar out the white ppl rolled out I mean the owner told Tony he wanted him to bring a urban crowd but I don't think he really meant that or if he did the ppl were not aware (lol) We all had a great time and when we were leaving out helping Tony carry his stuff the bartender chick came out and thanked Tony she said she made a lot of money in tips (smile)
I missed Dirty's meet and greet
Saturday I slept in then watched Lovely Bones with Necole and Mo it was a good movie it did the book justice. what else did I do Saturday .........................................I went to get my nails done and eyebrows done too. I didn't buy anything while I was there (smile) but this young girl had just got her weave sewn in and her hair was looking fierce I was instantly ready to go get my shyt done. I mean her weave was mean the length....the fullness...color it was banging Keya (my nail chick) gave me the stylist card and said she really does good work call her........I would love to have money for it but right now ............being 3 months behind in the mortgage .....NOT GONNA HAPPEN so I went to the beauty supply store with the hopes of just buying a curling iron so I could do something with the wig I already had ..............smh...............nope I end up spending $65 on a lace front wig that I end up covering with my real hair soooooo I could have just gotten a regular $19.99 wig (lol) I like it I think it's jive cute and sexy That night I missed the biggest bike party of the year Dirty's bike party in Baltimore it was at the arena and was off the dayum chain .......at least I heard it was off the chain. My girl Bonita went. Raymond called me earlier that day when I went and brought the curler from Big Lots $9 he was like you coming to Dirty party tonight ??? We missed you last night at the meet n great ...yada...yada...yada.... Snaps had called and left a message on my voice mail reminding me to show up as well ............smh I stayed home that night since Necole had a cheer competition in Salisbury, MD we had to be up at 6am ............wow! During the day Felicia and I went to the Macaroni Grill ...Tiffany was supposed to go with us butta ....1st it was the baby hair cut and having to put him down for a nap we changed the time ...then it was not wanting to leave her step father alone he just had surgery (I could under stand that) Felicia and I had a good time and the food was gooooooood tooooo Tony and I have got to go.
We all was up and got there on time .......all 3 of her squads took home 1st place (smile) Necole didn't get to do any flips and stuff because of her knee but she was like next one she is flipping no matter what ....smh she pressed. The doctor said the X-Ray looked good and it should be better in a couple of days ................shyt she has to rest it first uh? Tony and I had a nice time (smile) the kids too. When we got home we were so tired he had some errands to run and I just chilled watching TV and shyt ........ Tony did my brother John's sister Sandie's Birthday party.
Sunday Up bright and early for the Competition. The competition was a 2 hour drive a way I pushed it there and backed even in the rain (smile) I sent Lee a 3 hours later he sent one back.................. yeah Tony was hoping to get home in time to at least catch one of the football games buuuuuut he didn't (smile) Once we got home .....we chilled Tony did some running around We had sex and it was pretty darn good (smile) I mean it's working again and when he went downtown ...the sheets had to get changed (blush)
MON We woke up had sex again (smile) and then laid and looked at TV for a good while ...... Then I was off to kickball practice ....I was so hoping Don Dada was going but when she didn't show I decided to just give up the team the only person to show up that I even brought to the team was Boolu ....anyway let me tell you who all came Jawanna, Bird, Cry Baby, Sice, CW, Breeza, Boolu, Mark, Lonnie New people Trada, Erica, kadeshia, Frog, Sam, Carlos, Dewayne, Hood Rat and Bonus just to help us out. Practice was nice, the weather was nice we had fun and we worked out ...I am jive sore and didn't forget anything ....I still need to work on my kicking ....I think we will have a nice team this year and for some reason I can see Lee coming to watch us play ....................crazy but I can see that him coming up there because he is used to it on Sundays (smile) ...that's if he isn't playing for the other side (wink) The Hood Rat chick and I sorta ...well she rubbed me the wrong way so therefore she can keep her food stamps she volunteered to sale to us *rolling eyes*. Other then that everything went good they hung out and drank I left at 2pm
Tony was on his way to the mall and I told him I wanted to go too so he came to the house to get me (smile) we went to Pentagon and while there I decided to look for something sexy and Pink for the dinner on the 29th (smile) ....I can't believe Tiffany hasn't sent me a response back yet ....yeah anyway ....I am excited about it I still have my sister, Snazzi, Jawanna, Don Dada, Pam Jacki and Cry baby coming so I'm good. I found a couple things I like and Tony offered to buy them for me but I wouldn't let him ....after we catch up on the mortgage then yeah I will take him up on his offer. He found the Big Game Hunting he was looking for, for the WII After we left the mall he took me to Charlie Changs we had a nice time and the food was good we sat there laughing, talking and chilling he had 3 beers and I had a Mai Tai he is doing so good with his drinking I am proud of him. When we got home we watched TV and I washed clothes and got stuff ready for the next day then went to bed We had sex and yeah.
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Okay Lee when I saw KB pop up on my phone I was excited ....shaking....excited I didn't want to open it right away .....so I waited 8 secs and BAM! "Hey"...................yep that's all it said was "Hey".......now remember yesterday I had just told you guys that if he contacted me I was going to call him and I meant that so I picked up my work number and called him ........"Hey U". him "Hello....Hello....Hello". he sounded frustrated and he sounds like that when he answers the phone anyway but because his phone was acting up he was acting more ....more pissed off I just hung up..................he sent me a text like 4 min later "My phone was actin up". me "Well fix that shyt then nucca". (lol) him "lol". me "what's up"? him "just saying hey". me "hey". and that was the end of that...................it made my day and I had a new pep to my step ......I was in a better mood I felt HAPPY ...brighter .............it sounds crazy but it was the truth.
Okay so back to the meeting ..........Skip kept on sending me text and said he loves my lips and wants to kiss them (smile) who all came .....CW, Hot Sauce, Sice, Bird, Jawanna,Mark, Cry baby and me we have a few new ppl from the old team (before us) that will play with us this year and we got DayDay from the winning team last year. Back to Trader (he has dreads so his dread hat was big and they must be long because the hat was big) he was like Man I swear I know you so finally he says "Do you know Corey?" me"Yeah, from MySpace but we have never seen each other". him "Yeah, he had a pic of you on his phone and asked me if I knew you because you played kickball". He was checking me out the whole time he was there talking about "You gonna get me in trouble"........yeah what the hell ever I took a pic with Bonus and Cry baby...........Bird posted it on FB and the next day Tam Tam send me a e-mail talking about "Do you know her"?????????? It was the pic I took with Bonus .....Steven done took the pic and sent it to her (lolol) CW is having his Birthday party at the Pose I sent a e-mail out to see who wanted to hang and no one has responded yet wait let me ask Don Dada because I wont go alone 1st it's in DC and I'm not good with driving in DC and second I don't really hang with them all like that at least not Jawanna and Bird.
Tonight I am staying in tonight I already have decided that I was gonna order pizza and chill in watching movies in bed all night long ......I am not taking any calls only text messages (wink) Last night I went over Dorothy's house for dinner she invited Sophia ......we had a nice time she has a sitting room and we sat in there drinking talking and they chief'ed ...I think I caught a contact (lol) the food was the bomb and I ate sooo much ....Dorothy and I kissed ....she was talking about she was going to give me a shot gun and she just started french kissing me (wow) ...... We left there around 12:45am I was home a little after 1am ...... Yeah I'm a stay in the house and chill tonight
Tony has a gig from 9-1am I wanted to go down there and support him but have decided I should rest instead.
T sent me a cum shot and then called me at 7:15am this morning to see if I saw it ......he is a trip he seemed a little ticked off that I wasn't home last night butta that's life right?? Right
Black hit me with a text to get up this morning even after I told him I wanted to hear his voice the text was like "Wake up I am running behind and will call you this evening". Whatever I am so not tripping off him really
Emel .......he has been skipping school and had someone call the school pretend to be Aunt Rip and say he was going to be out for 2 days because he was in a motorcycle accident (smh) Tony told him to go where he been hanging at Tony had been giving him money for the train to get back and forth to school when all along the school gives him a metro card for that (smh)
James is trying so hard to get the money he needs to go back to school .....if he doesn't get this loan theeeeeeeeen we have to pay $4,000 and make the payments of $700 a month .............GET THE HELL outta here...........I have got to write a note to remind me to call Alma Smith on Monday I have got to work on getting Necole lots and lots of scholarship and that's reeeeal talk please pray that James gets the money he needs I have yet to pay the Nov. Mortgage ...it will be paid on the 22nd of this month things will be very tight butta yeah
Oh well about to leave get with you guys later ((muah))
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Talking to T right now he is telling me his hospital story and how sick he was .......he sent me a dyck shot and it was nice ......yeah put me in the mind of Lee's shot he sent me (smile) I can't wait until I can really look at it (smile) he said he was thinking about it one day and was like he was going back and forth with himself about it should he take it should he not take it ....he ended up taking it and said he hasn't sent one out before but I so don't believe him and oh I do plan to bring up the new ...NEW connections he made and when the hell did he find time to connect with them and .....yeah I saw him on IM and he didn't even bother to speak....Oh yeah he knows it's coming he even said so himself. ......SMH nuccas It felt good talking to T though it really did. ........He just called me back to see how I liked the shot ....I told him I really liked it and he was acting all like a lil school boy all shy and shyt I could just hear it in his voice it was jive shaky and he was cheezin hard........... (blush) that's one friendship I have to just let what happens happens
I am so in love with Musiq song "Beautiful".....no it's not my first time hearing the song and I been had the CD but every time I hear it ...it's like the first time and even though Lee played this song for me when it first came out I never paid it any attention but now .......now.......this is my shyt I love this song......I really do listening to it right now and this song came on this morning and I was feeling so alive and happy I was wide a awake then.
Oh yeah the wake up calls (lolol) Let me turn on my IM hold on..........................
Okay so Tank was 5:59am this morning ....with his .....gee I knew he was going to be first then Black sent me a text "Good Morning wake ur azz up". .......yeah.......yeah anyway Fatt Baby didn't call at all he texted me last night while I was at the meeting asking me if I wanted to come over his house after the meeting .....I can tell that would have been a booty call and I don't plan on giving him nothing so it wouldn't have ended well......so I guess he didn't call me because I didn't call him last night oh hell well
I just got a text from Da Breeza who said he was coming back ....when the txt came through I didn't realize how bad I was hoping it was Lee ....I was thinking if it's Lee I am going to call him back instead of texting him back ....I think that's what I will do the next time.......if there is a next time I will call him back instead of texting him back (smile) .....gives me something to look forward too.
Okay Dorothy just sent me an e-mail and she said she is so looking forward to our date at her house tonight ....I was going to cancel because I wanted to work buuuuuut I mean she is cooking for me and I would love to find out all about her new boo and ............yeah.............yeah anyway we will see.
Tony has not drank in 10 days and his dyck is back on track I mean it be hard and stays hard too ...it's not all that great the sex but yeah it's aliiiiiiiive and last night we had sex then he sorta nudged me awake at 5am with a stiff one and said "Would you mind if I slid in". Me "Nope". he didn't nut ......he couldn't nut it went soft but when we got up for work at 6:30 it was hard again .....he was like "I think all that drinking was messing up my dyck". me " ya thiiiiink". (smile)
OMG! I keep thinking Lee is gonna contact me some way today but he isn't I know that but deep down inside I wish he would reach out to me.
man this is jive weird but .......................dayum I forgot ...........I really forgot I wish I could have a hour of privacy set aside for me to post ...............Oh yeah this is weird but when I eat the Ultimate Chicken Sandwich I have to shyt it's like the sauce or something like that ..........dayum last time I had a bowel movement was last Wednesday .....you guys know I'm not regular or shall I say what some say is regular my Dr. B told me it was fine if I don't go everyday ....anyway if I could get my hands on that sauce I could take a tablespoon of it a day and BAM!!!!!!!!!!!!! instant weight loss ........my stomach looks so much smaller after a dump .............look at me talking shyt with you guys ................lol...........talking shyt (lolololol)
Tony took Necole to her appt and just like I said a X-Ray was going to be needed ...Tony took her to a facility that could do it today and he might get the results tomorrow .....Gosh I hope so ......I wish she didn't have a competition Sunday I just don't feel like being bothered ....real talk and to think how I pray she doesn't want to cheer next year .....................can you believe she will be 17 next month ....dayum Shay will be 16 in Aug I am throwing her a surprise party ....a on da lo surprise party I mean mums da word ...she is so worried no one will show for her party that I just have to surprise her.
Okay nothing else right now ........o yeah man I looked at my stats yesterday when I posted like 4 post ....and on Dec 14th I had 204 views and on Jan 13th I had 101 OUCH!
hold up Skip just sent me a friend request on FB .......hey I do have stuff to tell you guys
Kick ball meeting ............the place isn't that far from my house took me like 10min to get there and I knew the spot because Rude boy had taking Tausha and I there before anyway Bonus came and he was looking handsome ...just seems a lil jive slow to me he talks in a soft whisper voice too anyway he was chilling with me for a minute ....talking about him and his girlfriend broke up lol ....then Skip he sent me a text talking about how pretty and sexy I was we texted for the whole meeting he invited me on a date 01/30/10 I plan to keep it. This one dude named Big Hat ...he kept looking at me and was like you look so familiar to me it's like I know I have seen you before and he kept saying it ..........so long story short My Space Corey had
I was right Lee sent me a text it said "Hey". I knew it....I just knew it I knew I was gonna hear from him today (smile) seeeeeeeeeeeeee
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OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the morning wake up 6am was funny and it was .....I was just so ....I don't know but it appears my theory is becoming correct............guess who called me at 6am on the dot .............they must have been dialing my number at 5:59.59 sec.........LOLOLOLOL #1.TANK.......Tank I saw his big face pop up on my phone and I was like dayum he would be the one to call first and he said "Sexy Re Good Morning it's 6am time to get up". ..............if he was............if I was a teensy bit attracted to him it would have been an awwww moment but I felt instantly ....sick and let down.............. next 6:08 was a text from Black ..................yeah people a flipping TEXT MESSAGE "Wake up". ....smh..... Okay nothing else to even say about that one I did send him a
Okay I have to type this right now ..............why is Tony acting like he is NOT going to get me the flipping C-230 ...........aaaarrrrggghhhhh I am livid WTF!!!!! talking about I should wait until my student loan is paid for and then I will have more money to pay for the maintenance (smh) he acts like it's gonna need something every flipping 2 weeks ....geez ....okay i'm not even gonna trip off it ...........smh!
back to Black "Thanks" text back I mean he did think about me butta yeah I text ........lolololololol he has failed and Ill hit him when he hits me other then that ...it's a wrap Fatt Baby .....Fatt baby 6:15am .............15min late he calls me his face pops up on the screen looking ole so cute and when I answer he hangs up (LOLOLOLOLOL) OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF was that about he hangs up ...........smh okay he did call soooooo I won't but him just yet That dayum Tank SMH!!!!! Then Tausha calls at 6:45am screaming in my ear "WAKE UP BFF"! (lolol) wow this morning was funny to me ............I miss those wake up calls from Lee there will be no other like his .........no other *sigh*
I am feeling okay this morning actually .......just sooooooo cold outside and I'm tired I know I have anemia and should be taking some iron pills for it butta they constipate me soooo with me not being regular in the first place ....it's not good ...not good at all. I work long hours and then when I get home it's always something so I don't get much sleep either and I still haven't had any good sleep like when I sleep with Lee ....snuggled up next to him ....dayum ...yeah anyway.
having a kickball game Monday with my team I can't wait to see everyone .....Crybaby is coming out to the meeting tonight too she said she can't wait to see me and really needs me ....something about her and Showtime ...she said she has been going though so much drama with him and he is basically a whore ......now ~theory in play here~~~ I knew this to be true because of 1. his looks. 2. the way he carries himself. 3. look at her! ......she's not ugly ...shes average ...chubby ....plain ..no spunk and if I was him I would be thinking okay I got a winner ....I won't have to fight off a bunch of dudes, she will cook, clean, stay her ass at the crib...wifey material without being wife and then I can do me what she gonna do she should be happy she has a man like me attitude and I think that is the type of attitude he had with her sooooo it was not a surprise to me ....as lets say .....okay gotta come up with a name for this person on da low hold on.....................................................................................................Pig Pen, Sherman and duh now those I would have been like WTF!!!!! they did what? how dare they! (lololol)
Dayum it's sooooo cold!
Okay so Necole she went to practice yesterday so they could change the routine around some taking out her flips and tumbles ....anyway I can't stand the fact it's like they don't care about her injuries shyt...Necole is even acting like it's no big deal so fugg it last night I asked her once I it felt and she said it was still hurting .....anyway the dayum PCP gave her a ref to some radiology place which messed up my plans to bring her down here with me this morning to have the x-rays done at Diagnostic Health that way we would have the x-rays in hand for the appt tomorrow in Orthopedics ...............well she F'ed me up with that ....then I left the dayum paper at the crib so I can't even call to get an appt it's like soooooooo pointless I don't even care anymore it's sad ....I know she is my child ....man she will be 17 next month I so can't believe it .....17(smh) anyway she is acting like I'm making a bigger stink out of it then her soooooooo I'll just wait until she see's Ortho to see what they have to say about it ....she might not even need the X-Ray after all.
Okay putting this post on hold ....don't have any other news right now I'll be back
Oh wait I know you guys heard about the earthquake in Haiti it was a 7.2 ..............I mean bad the hospital crumbled down ...thousands dead and it's just sad please say a prayer for them.
okay BRB
Tony needed me to get into his e-mail account and print him a confirmation from Motorola and fax it to his job right? So 1. I was shocked the pass word is still the same from when I helped him set up his FB and by the way he hasn't changed that pass word either talking about " I told you if I got you back it would be different you wouldn't have to worry I wasn't gonna step out there again". anyway so of course I went through his e-mail turned up nothing (could have been deleted) saw a bunch of un open notifications from FB ...saw some from that shick Shantaye who was inlove with him and went around telling ppl Necole wasn't even his baby (humph) anyway also soe stuff from Donyale but nothing to make me question, get upset or nothing it ...his shyt was jive BORING ....I do see that my sister Jacki talks to him way more of FB then she does to me but it's all good.
I am soooo tired I have got to catch up on my sleep ....real talk ....real talk
brb
Do you guys have Angii Stones new CD??? It has a few nice cuts on it ...Mary J is growing on me ...so far I'm still rocking that WALE joint his CD is rocking .........
Going to the kickball meeting tonight and I'm anxious to see everyone but wondering as well is Lee's brother count going to be there ....and OMG! is Lee going to be there and how is he gonna act ........I mean how am I going to act...........I think I'm gonna kick it to everyone that I am seeing someone and leave it like that ....I'm turning down all numbers and shyt like that ....no games with these nucca's this season let em want what they can't have .....I wonder if Lamont would like to play kick ball he seems athletic ....I think I might invite him out the next time we have sign ups or something....yeah that is something I will do.
CW just sent me a text inviting me to party with him down the POSH in DC I went to the website and it looks like a nice spot ......now Tony and I have never been to a place like this together soooooooo oh yeah we went to the Cadillac Ranch but yeah I booked us dinner reservations and we gonna party on the upper level too. I am soooo excited and can't wait (smile)
Oh well my work day is over I'm off to hit the Zone tonight for the kickball meeting ...........I'll post all about it tomorrow . ((Smooches))
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Okay Tony asked me again to not forget to get the quotes for the Mercedes C-230 '96 ....I called Tammy with our ins. company yesterday who said she had to call me today with the quotes ....well she called and the total for the van and C-230 full coverage and liability on Tony's truck will jump from $266 to $460 ....WOW! now the deal is I won't have a car note .....he is going to buy me the car .....but I have to pay the ins and handle the maintenance on it I heard the maintenance can be very expensive .....I really want the car ......he told me to think about it WHAT SHOULD I DO PPL?????????????? I think I'm gonna really pray on it.
Tony has been sooooo nice and understanding .....last night we watched "Couples Retreat". it was jive funny I ended up falling asleep with my head on his chest .....we had sex ....no need to mention how it was for me because you should already know........I ended up getting the bullet and thinking about Lee and Dorothy who I have a date with Thursday she is cooking dinner and were gonna eat, have a few drinks and catch up on a few things (wink)
Kick ball is really getting under way and its like CW is keeping me a part of this whole thing he did ask me to bring Talk a lot to the leadership board with Don dada and I ...I said cool ....I plan to change her name as well ever since her and Lonnie have separated I have a sorta soft spot for her soooooo I'm gonna call her ...................................................I'm thinking hold on ...........................I'm a call her Jawanna (wink)
O well ......um yesterday I ate fries from Five Guys smh ...............it's so sad and I gained that 1lb back .....I got on the scale to see if they were all saying the same dayum thing ....Felicia lost 7lbs and Tiffany 2 1/2lbs ......come on Toni I have got to do better
Necole got injured during Cheer practice and the coaches can only think about THEY HAVE A COMPETITION ON Sunday OMG!!!! *rolling eyes* She had to go to her doctor today ...Joan took her and she is to rest it ..elevate it...ice it and take Aleeve ....tomorrow she has to come with me to work so she can get a knee x-ray and then Thursday she has to have a doctor appt with an orthopedic and her coaches act like it's such a panic that they have a competition on what in the world would they ever do without Necole *rolling eyes* I so wish she would just STOP cheering all together but I'm not one of those moms who will stop my child from perusing his/her dreams. I did tell her she could not tumble, flip none of that shyt ..............maybe she won't do it next year I don't got her getting a scholarship anyway I mean not in cheer so what the hell ...........she wants to go to school in Tokyo anyway do they even have a cheer team in Tokyo (lol)
I did something crazy this morning I sent a text to 1. My Space Corey 2. Tank 3. Fatt Baby 4. Black and 5. Mark it said "I'm in need of some help will you do me a favor" Okay 1. u in need of sum help 2. What is it 3. What's up? 4. What ya need? 5. No response Then I said I need help getting up in the morning could you give a me a wake up call at 6am for the next 2 weeks 1. Wow I will try to look out for you. where do you work? U need an alarm clock 2 okay r u 4 real 3 k 4 yeah I think I can handle that Okay I said Thanks! ((MUAH)) to all of them but told 1. never mind I already had a friend and he said he would do it .....................I mean I didn't like all the extra he gave me so he was out (lol)
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I am sooooo sleepy today ...........I'm going on my second week with NO coffee and today I could have really used some ...I just can't get it together this morning.
The weekend was pretty nice Friday Tony had plans to go to the Wizard game but Katherine didn't get back to the shop on time soooo he couldn't go .....I asked him if he wanted to go to the movies with me instead and after we dropped Mo off at my sisters house we went out Potomac Yards to see AVATAR in 3D ............OMG!!!!!!!!!!! it was good .long but good time flew it was well worth it .....I really loved it and can still think of nothing but this movie I hope it's like a sequel ....I didn't know until James told me that James Cameron is the same guy who did Titanic which was another great movie.......in this one it's like the imagination ....the human mind....it's remarkable ....just a wonderful thing ...smh....
before we went to the movies we went in Best Buy and played around for a lil bit we were looking at the WII games and playing around with the DJ Hero....(smile) I think I'm gonna get him that for Valentines day.
I lost 1lb..............1lb you guys ....well it is better then saying I gained another pound uh?
The first Kick ball meeting is this Wednesday ....at first I was worried about not having a team at all ...then I was worried about Lee and now I am worried that dayum CW might 1. not coach for me. 2. steal all my players 3. act a fool if he coaches for me. .................Don Dada is my VP and I think we will do okay together ...I have no idea what happen to my balls but I will buy me 2 and start practicing on my kicking ....I have got to start working on that shyt.
Hanging with Sherellie on Thursday she is cooking for me (smile)
was supposed to hang with Lamont one day this week but I'm not fugging with nucca's no more F that if it is not gonna be Lee then it will just be Tony and that's just how it's going to be this is my life.......I was having the I miss Lee blues this weekend and even told Tony about it ....I ended up sending a smile to Lee and he sent one back ...............that was it a smile back I mean nothing like "It was good hearing from you the other day, don't be a stranger". nothing just a smile back .............man F it the whole Lee situation is as follows LET IT BE! ....make of it what you want for me it means just what it says LET IT BE!
P. Clark called me today to tease me because she was on the Freeway (lol) she was with her sister
Jo wants me to help with this Deep Creek Lake trip but the dates she has chosen are not good for me ....we just need to find time to sit down together I would love to do the trip again coed this time but it's just when???
I'm taking Tony with me to G cabaret I think we will have a nice time I mean why not I am no longer booking nucca's I am chilling ...............chilling making this marriage thing do what it do the way we do it (lol)
Tony called me today to ask me to call our ins company and find out how much it would be to add a Mercedes-Benz C-230 '96 and a '06.....(smile) yeah that's all I'm saying okay ....that's all I'm saying.
Tony brought more meat from the meat man he brought the whole trunk he has like 30 whole chickens he is giving some to his employees and I'm giving some to Felicia and my sister.
Well ....oh yeah the dude Black .......haven't been talking to him as much on IM it's like if I don't hit him up he not hitting me * rolling eyes* them dayum lookers (lol)
I sent a e-mail out asking if anyone wanted to play kick ball this Monday since we don't have work so far Tracey and Don Dada are down (smile) CW sent me a FB inbox for me to call him he wants to meet on Jan 31st. So I guess he is still down with me (smile)
Man I still feel so tired and I feel like I might be sick...I have got to get a physical before I start playing Kick ball wanna make sure my heart is up to par.
O well nothing else going on right now ....wait yes James .....he goes back to school on the 23rd of this month and does not have the money ....I am so stressed ......please pray for us ...
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Man the dude I think is Lee's cousin is at the front desk working today .....I mean when I seen Lee with the full beard I mean they look alike I tell ya......Every time I see him I think of Lee.............I wish he would say something to me. I mean Lee told him I work here and he told Lee he has seen me before when Lee showed him the pic of me sooooooo I don't understand why he doesn't say "Hi". at least ..............anyway
Fatt Baby hit me yesterday and today with the good morning and today he was like he made a mistake while lookng at my pic he erased it..................so I sent him 2 more then a bra shot too ......he sent me 2 as well one was a body shot he has a nice chest
Wait ALL LEDISI SONGS remind me of LEE *sigh* ..............listening to "Alone"..........*sigh* the lyrics .....the lyrics
Anyway back to Fatt Baby the chest shot was nice but the messy bedroom that reminded me of spending the night at my grandmother money bags house (smile)
The guy Tausha hooked me up with Jordan ..........(Fatt Albert) he has been hitting me up in the morning 5 days in a row so far ..........Why do these guys keep hanging around like this.....okay this may sound mean, conceited, stuck up ....whatever shyt you read the affidavit......so fugg it .... I think they ones that hang around..........I am the best looking chick who has paid them some sort of attention .............not saying they not talking to any women .....just none of them look better then me, shaped .....smaller then me .....outgoing like me...I'm saying this about the guys who hang around after years waiting for a chance....I can't see myself with them because ...they are fat, ugly, short, broke, boring and just not sparking that attraction ............I come to believe this because the guys that I am attracted to ...the fine ones, nice bodies, head turners make you take a double look .....they either 1. show no interest in me 2. if they do it's short lived because I'm not moving fast enough ............shyt maybe I'm in the ugly, not flyy enough category for them (lololololol) Example Black ............he is the first .......FIRST naw SECOND Shawn (Necole's father) was the first he is fine ....mocha complextion, dark features, bushy eyebrows, bedroom eyes, Tall basketball build, dressed nice, kept fresh cut, had money, drove a truck....flyy truck, .....now he was the first dude that was a head turner, ladies man, I didn't feel like the main attraction I HAD the main attraction ...............thing about that EVERYBODY wanted what I had and it was fight after fight all the time.....he didn't sweat me after we were dating for months ....he didn't really trip off me ....why should he???? he had women throwing themselves at him left and right ...he was not lacking in the choices ..........it's like I don't want someone on my arm nobody wants....that's what Tony always says too but is it because men say this .....because they know if they have the bomb chick on their arm ...every man looking and wanting what they have they feel like the man knowing a woman is supposed to be the faithful one and won't step out on them .........but a women she thinks the lookers treat you bad so they settle down with the boring fat guy thinking he won't step out on them because who wants them.......you know the lookers have a rep of not being faithful but someone like the ones who hang on to me with hopes ..........would still be a man but would be faithful more husband material ............. I don't know I think like Tiff said she doesn't look at the way a guy dresses she looks more as to will he be faithful to her ........it jus had me thinking .........Black is the second dude that is a looker (in my book) who has showed a lil interest in me but he is not like my hanger ons .......smh....nope I could have sooooo much more if I would spend a little time, so a little attention to the hanger ons I wonder how close I could get to a Mercedes.....mmmmmmmmm....mmmmmmmm ( Jada must have typed this part of the post I just re-read it and it sounds sooooo evil)
Okay just spoke with Tiff about the post and she soooooo agrees ...........I'm gonna try something for the next 2 months ........the hanger on types get NO play from me NO MORE ............lets see if the lookers will come .............if you build it they will come .................(LOLOLOL)
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First lets get this out the way ...........My Lady got married .......
Okay Tony ............. The other night we both were so jive horny right? Ruby is here so there wasn't much I can do ....or was going to do (lol) So it was a bunch of touchy feeling going on right and he was sucking on my breast which was turning him on since I have grown a whole cup size (lol)..........once he thought I had fell asleep he pulls his dyck out and starts beating his meat ...I sit up and grab his dyck and start jacking him off we ended up kissing and I mean kissing french kissing it was good too......not wet and I was into it that nucca ended up cumming right in my hand we laid back down but I was still horny so asked him to suck on my breast again then he felt me on the outside of my panties I started grinding ...moaning and jacking him off again then I started sucking his dyck ....I sucked that thang so good the nucca was like "I'm about to explode ....you better watch out". I still kept sucking even after he was cumming in my mouth.....I leaned over and spit it out in the towel by the bed and then when I looked back at him he was staring at the ceiling fan all starry eyed he said "Man I been waiting for you to do that for sooooo long". He slept like a baby .....then the next day he was all over me wanting a kiss and talking about thats it just that lil peck I was like "Tony don't push it". I mean ppl I have to be in the mood and everyday with him aint the mood (smirk)
I wonder if I can suck Lee off like that he claims no chick has sucked him until he came before ..............I wonder .........smh!
~~~Okay focus Toni focus~~~~
Temp is trying to do the get together ladies nit thing at least once a month and I am doing it with her including my girls shyt the more the merrier ....but I chose the ones I thought would mesh well you know everything aint for everyone (lol) I have my sister coming, Snaps, Tracey,Don Dada, Jacki and Candace it should be big fun and we have to wear our Pink (smile) I am soooo excited I talked to Don Dada today and she is still going to be my VP and play kickball.........she is excited as well we have the first meeting on the 13th of this month .....I can't wait this year is going to be sooooo much fun. I wonder if Lee is going to play?????.............is his brother going to still play? are they going to be there Wednesday? OMG should I take a dude with me so I can feel safe? I mean I want to see him but then again I don't ..............Kick Ball with Lee is going to be a ruff one .................Kick Ball without Lee is going to be a ruff one ...........geez mo Christmas. *sigh*. Not sure if you guys ever remember me talking about the guy who was a youth minister on my team Zay and his wife Moo anyway she is pregnant (cheezin) I am so happy for them Don Dada told me and I can't wait to get on my FB so I can send them a in box (smile)
Doing this 1400 calorie a day thing has been working out good ....I'm not hungry and I have been shitting .....well you know I usually go 1 every two weeks hence the reason my stomach be looking so big.................I went Sunday at the Gaylord and then last night my eating has changed I'm eating fruits everyday, veggies and no junk food ......................this is the way Lee eats he always got on me about junk food *rolling eyes*
Tonight I am hanging with Tiffany after work for a few drinks we hitting the K street lounge .............she just said she wanted to hang with me .......not sure why I wonder if she has some news of some sort.
I was supposed to hang with Sherellie last night but she forgot ...which didn't surprise me ..no worries or love loss I knew it so I was disappointed Just like with Mr. T ......yaw why he hit me with the he has been in the hospital with pneumonia ....now see if he had good history with me I just may have believed it but he is a LIAR which means I DON'T BELIEVE HIS ASS and then I sent him a IM back and asked him WHEN? he has yet to respond .....hey maybe he realized we have a yahoo connection and I can see that on Dec 30th he made 2 connections with 2 chicks at 2:47pm ............oh yeah he had his lap top with him (lololol)
ummmmm lets see ....there is nothing else I can think of........sooooo until next time folks ........OH yeah why is someone just now reading my old blog tales of a wifey and mom ...............gee they left and anonymous comment that said they liked it found it interesting but liked the newer stuff better more creativity and originality ....originality what is they talking about it is original HELLO it's my life it has happened to me HELLO DUMMY!
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Okay I have not spoken via text to Lee since Dec 20th 2009 when I sent him a text asking how he was doing in the snow and he informed me he did fine and was on his way home with the kids and they were going to be spending the Holiday with him ...I informed him this made me happy and he sent back a " ..yep".....And that was it....I mean it.... nothing......... I have not heard anything else from him ....I am a tad hurt not as much as I would have been months ago and I really think I am done with guys bout to get back into my female stage (smirk) I did ask Lee if he had found a job and he didn't even touch on that part of the text (lololol)
I haven't talked to the guy Black since Christmas he did hit me up .....I hit him today and no response *rolling eyes*
A lot of guys hit me with the Merry Christmas and I was cool with that ...oh did I tell you that the dude Myrtle beach Dare n called me during the big snow storm we had here to see if I needed any groceries or anything ....that was so sweet of him and his azz lives in Brandywine .....smh.....Lee lives less then 20min from my azz and he couldnt even text to check on a sistah (smh) ....any way ...over the holiday I was still getting a poem from Big Boi (smile)
Christmas was good ....real good I got the watch from Zales go to www.zales.com and look at the Hello Kitty line it's the watch with the White band (smile) I love it and it is like the most expensive thing he has brought me ...I think it cost more then both my wedding rings (smile) Shay got a new cell phone the My Touch that bytch cost me $303 down with a remainder of $120 which they broke up into 4 payments for me big whoppie anyway she was siced she got a stuffed Elmo, a G-Shock watch too $100 visa card Necole got a digital camera, guitar and lots of nail polish (10 bottles) and the nail design paint as well.$200 visa card Mo got games for her DS she is in love with this baby fashion game. She got a real cute coat and a $50 Toys r Us card James got $200 visa card and other small stuff I was gonna try to get him the Mariah Carey tickets but he is so disrespectful towards me that I don't want to do anything for his azz and that's real talk. As a family we got the WII (smile) I can't wait to get the WII fit.
Tam Tam told me I need to stop shopping in the Jr. section and then I can fit my real size she said I have to start shopping at department stores in the Women section........smh ........she said in the right section I will be wearing a Med. (smile)
I still start the biggest loser on Jan 4th and I can't wait I need this weight gone .......I have a friend who be hitting up swinger parties and I want to go too but gotta at least get this big belly to a small belly (lol)
I talked to my grandmother last night and she acted like she didn't know who I was at first ...it sorta weirded me out ...like made me realize my grandma is getting old
For Christmas I also got from Tony J Lo glow perfume, a digital camera/video camera/MP3 Player/WEB CAM all in one (wow wonder when I'll learn to work that) My Doctor's gave me $100 cash then separately they gave me 1. $50 gift card to the Cheesecake Factory, 2. $60 cash, 3. A Ham, 4. A turtle neck sweater, and 5. $75 visa card Two of my doctors are on maternity leave and the other didn't give me anything I got all the doctor's throw blankets ...nice and warm and cute (smile)
The day after Christmas I took the kids plus Captain to Potomac Mills (I do every year) but we got a late start this time .......The traffic was a monster and the lines in the stores were off the meat rack (lol) ...Shay passed out she was hot and dehydrated standing in that long azz line in Forever 21 .....After I got her to the restroom splashed her face with cold water...got her something to drink and then eat and she was fine off to shopping again (smile) We left the store when it closed I mean they were closing the store and turning the lights off as we were walking out the mall (lololol smh)
I sent Lee a text this morning to check on his kids Christmas I also included that I missed him and would love to still be his friend and for him not to be a stranger and this dude hit me back with the most saddest replay "It was good they had fun". ................That was it ........that was all ..........man why do I even keep trying with his azz (smh) I must admit the feelings are leaving ...slowly but they are leaving
I should Kris and P. Clark Black on my FB page and they both said he was a cutie .........he hasn't been really hitting me up I wonder if he has found the blog *biting nails*
I still have not paid the Mortage for Nov and Dec yet .......smh.....the Christmas shopping did it I had it worked out I would pay Nov on Dec 25th and BAM the My Touch (smile) I don't even want to look at my account I know I'm negative like $200 something.
Tony and I went to Unos for drinks after I dropped the girls off at the movies ...they went to see the Princes and the frog and Shay said she almost cried (smile) she said "Ma it's a love story". (smile) During drinks or shall I say my one drink ...it was a nice size Pomagranted Margarita and was good you could taste the Patron Silver in it big time ...........Tony and I talked and he asked me if I heard from Sidekick for Christmas and I told him "Hell NO"! he asked me how I felt about that ....that was the second time someone said those same words to me (wink Tiff) I told him I felt indifferent ..............deep down I felt............nothing ....you guys I felt nothing and I mean it ....Sunday I thought about him but that was it and then today I sent him a text and got that BS response so yeah it is what it is .............. Kick Ball is starting back up which means if his azz plays this year I will be seeing him EVERY Sunday again.............we shall see ...........we shall see I have got to get myself together (smile) .......hey who has my balls???
Anyway Kickball I can't wait something exciting for me to do I so don't want Tony at every game and would love to walk /sit around with Black on my arm major revenge (smirk) The Sideline is closed down and I heard the employees had to go to his house to get their money (smh) I mean last time I was in there the day before my Birthday he was in there and I was thinking Lavar needs to get his dreads twisted ..what's up wit dat nucca he look broke as shyt and then BAM the dayum place closed down and he owes the employees (lol)
I have not heard from T since he was supposed to be up this way for the Dallas game (smh) ....he kept saying how he was coming up here and was going to sneak away to be with me and yada, yada, yada.... I didn't believe it so no hard feelings....but yet in still his ass was on IM all day yesterday and never hit me up....I was like okay he hasn't even called me today either ......trying to get that so not needed lie together (smile)
I went over Tam Tams house after work and took some pics ...real nice semi nude type stuff (smile) all we did was a little touching ....nothing heavy ...I have been so horny lately I wanted to get it in butta .....naw......
I am getting ready for Kick Ball I so can't wait ..........this year will be even better ......real talk ............I wish Tiffany was going to play with me again buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut she not ( )
3 hours later he sent one back.................. yeah
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