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He acts like he is soooo busy at his job when it comes to us handleing business but let Joan, John, Talk a lot, Pumpkin or any of his other friends come in and he will be talking to them like he wasn't even at work arrrgggggghhhhh I need peace .........I wish he was still going away for Father's Day instead he will be here *rolling eyes* getting on my nerves
TONY took the State tax money .............smh.............ALL OF IT ................ALL $4,??? I can not believe this shyt
Check it........ Tony took care of the taxes he used the same dude that our neighbor Jamie uses .....he did them like a week before 04/20/10 so I was like cool now I expected to use this money to catch us up on the mortgage and put down on the brace money I know but I never asked about it until about 3 weeks ago.
Tony just kept saying he was calling the man and hadn't gotten a call back as of yet he claimed he even went there and no one was there ....I finally asked for the number and left a few messages myself ...I was getting pissed and no call back ....Tiffany told me to call the IRS and see when the money would be available and the state said the money was put into our joint account on 04/20/10 ....now I automatically think the man either stole our money or he put the wrong account number down there since I had not seen any money .......I checked to bank statements before and hadn't seen anything and since Tony tole the money from me last time talking about we wasn't getting anything back and then I found the paper that stated we got back $2,500I was like he can't be doing this to me again right ??? wrong I googled the tax place and found a DC number the man picked right up her verified the acct number and I we back to look at the statements slower this time and BAM!!!!!!! on 04/20/10 States taxes of $4,157.00 and that same day Tony went inside the bank and withdrew the whole amount ....this man let me run around like a crazy woman when all along he knew he had the money....smh
I called him
"Tony you took the money"!
him "uh money what money"?
me "The tax money you had me looking stupid when you knew all along you took the money".
him "Oh ..yeah...I been took that". ..........silence
me "Why"?
him "I owed someone". Man I went off here we are 4 almost 5 months behind on our mortgage and you owed someone ...smh I was pissed and went off.
I still took the kids to get him something for Father's Day and I got him a card but I wasn't even feeling that day our him
That Friday night I called up Tausha ...hit up Jordan who has just opened a lounge Fab 5 lounge and decided to go check him out .........I didn't wanna be home ...really I wanted to be with Lee in his arms butta ...anyway
Tausha took forever to get ready and I was getting tired Jordan was pressing me to get there he wanted to see me and I still had the cold I mean it was fresh so I wasn't really feeling it just didn't wanna be home.
I was home by 2am and NO Tony oh well
Not sure what time he got to the crib but I was up for my hair appt ....every 2 weeks baby (smile)
I didn't get the eyebrows and nails done because I had a cold and my nail check Keyah doesn't play that (lol)
When I got home the kids were ready for our day
Dropped Nicole off at her friends cookout and then the kids and I went to Meesh house for her son's Graduation cookout which turned out really nice the kids enjoyed their selves
Tony said he was going to be home and I didn't have to rush back he would pick up Necole butta when I called he wasn't home he was hanging so fugg it I picked up my own daughter fugg him
I took the kids to get cards and James was getting all type of junkfood I was like are you going to get your father a card and he was like "Mom you have to earn stuff like that".
Man the next day whne I was reading the stuff he was putting on Twitter talking about how he wished him and his father had a close relationship I was sadden but all I can do is be there for him as a mother (wink)
.....would you know when I woke up FATHER'S DAY Tony was not home it was 5:30am I called him got no answer even sent a text no response I went right around Doral and saw his truck now it was parked in the back so I couldn't tell if he was in Talkalots house, Joans or Donyals house I put a note on his windshield saying it would be nice for the kids to wake up and find him there it is Father's Day for Christ sake....
I started calling him again and he turned his phone off ...smh
I parked the van where I cold see his truck and he could see me I put my head down for a second to Tweet and next thing I know he is coming out not even looking my way I didn't even see what way he was coming from ...smh ...he got in his truck and I followed him ...he went to 7Eleven and then home I pulled in right behind
him ...would you know when he came in the house after me it was like 6:30am and this fool says to me "Where you coming from".
me "From watching you walk out of someones apartment".
him "Where".
me "around Doral Terrance ".
him "So you following me now".
me "Tony I'm looking out for Mo she is the one excited about giving you her card for Father's Day '....I go in and get in the bed and he goes to the basement (smh)
That day the kids didn't even cook him breakfast I did take the girls to the grocery store to get them something to cook him for dinner. Smh
Demar came over and that was it I watched big movies that day by my self Date Night, Prince of Persia, Prime and something else I can't wait Book of Eli
I sent Lee a E-Card earlier that morning so I would be first I hit all my guys with text and Rude Boy hit me back asking me if I wanted to go for a ride with him he didn't have plans until 5pm I told him I would pass I mean that just wasn't gonna feel right.
Necole cooked and the food was good she had help from Mo and Shay made a cheesecake but I don't think anyone has even ate it ...LOL as a matter of fact I have to throw it out it's old now for sure I'll have to have her make another one
So that was his Father's Day
What else ...what else
Mo shyt right
The Kickball team has fallen apart and we are short one girl so we have had to forfeit 4 flipping games ...what a disaster ...but I'm still gonna play next year with Hot Sauce and Sice ...I can't wait too.
The dayum chicks on my team some sucka's for real Jawanna, Byrd, Cry Baby and Sheka all backed out because Hot Sauce was coming back to play with us which is some bull shyt it has nothing to do with us and if anything Jawanna and Sheka should have been the only ones to bail out. Butta anyway
Still trying to get the mortgage reduced so tomorrow is the deadline with all the paperwork I have all my shyt just waiting on that nucca Tony ....Speaking of him I have not been feeling him since the whole tax shyt ...we had sex back to back the other 2 nights and it was just that sex I ended up playing with my bullet and thinking about when the hell Lee was gonna call me again to come over I just wanna talk to him and lay in his arms ....but for real you guys I need to just fall all the way back and let it go but it is so hard so I am going to try this detox called the Leetox and I'm not gonna text him starting 07/01/10 until 07/15/10 before I get on the plane to Miami now there is always a method to my madness if ....IF I dont hear from him during that time then I won't even text him on the 15th I won't text him again until I wish him Happy birthday in Sept.
yeah mo shyt
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OMG! Last night Tony said "I'm going to finish putting air in my tire". it was 7:30pm Do you know this man came home at 11:30pm (lolol) No explanation or anything ................then wanted to get in the bed with me rubbing me when he knows I am sick (I have a cold) and he was smacking his food I am sooooo frustrated with and by him it's a sad, sad thing ............I yearn for Lee to call me so I can get it in with him again ...I soooo need that recess one mo gen (lol)
I still have this cold and it's like at the end stages but it's like hurry up and be over with I mean no phlegm no cough just GONE
I never mentioned Tony not coming home right after he went to put air in the tire I mean I really didn't care
Okay I am so glad that my blog site seems to be up everyday again so I can start posting daily .....I be confusing myself with the dates and remembering shyt I have already told you guys or forgot to tell you guys
Like this cold I got it from Ohio the dayum rain, AC and heat *rolling eyes*.
My Grandma looks good and is as healthy as ever my mommy is sick she has fibromyalgia and it is taking a toll on her she is has a lot of trouble walking and uses a cane, she said she be having a lot of pain and then the meds they have her on don't evne treat the Fibro. She states she can not take the Lyrica and they have her on 3 meds because each one has some form of a pain med in them ...my mommy doesn't wanna be placed on narcotics so they have her on a Med for depression which has a bunch of symptoms, a med for epilepsy which if she stops taking she will start having seizures which she has never had before and I can't remember the other med ....smh....since she has been on these meds her husband Mike said she has went outside with just her bra and panties on... She has asked him who is was and her memory is fugged up ...smh...she has went to Ohio to stay with Grandma funny her mother is taking care of her my mom is 58 and Grandma is 86 (smile)
I didn't get to see any of my cousin's or friends while I was there it was just family ...I mean I saw a few cousins but not the ones I used to kick it with Tearah, Crystal, Dwight ( Who is flirting like bad) , Elgin, Merritt...Etc ...etc...
But it was good seeing my baby sis
We hung out with Nickee's friends at some lil spot and boring was not the word for it ...Ohio is just not home to me it is ...a boring place and that's all
MomRe is looking old she has a male friend and everything but in her old age she has gotten a tad bit mean I would say
My daddy is still fresh dressed like a million bucks (wink) his new girlfriend the Bishop Watkins daughter Denise is pretty and seems cool too. The church conference is down here next year and I hope they are still together so I can see how she is outside of church (wink)
I did see Uncle John and Aunt Lori who had the nerve to send me a FB request I denied it of course (wink) I don't even want that drama she has a big mouth bad enough my aunt Joanie is reading it but I informed her already about telling my mommy my business.
The kids had a great time raided Grandma's closet and got a purse and some jewerly ...I told them they better not lose the stuff it's from there Great-Grandmother.
OMG that dude G in my office be so pressed for my attention that he be getting on my last flipping nerves .....smh
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Everything about him... is YUCK to me ....yet I still try ....when will this ever end ....when I think of that smile, tats, glasses, arms, mmmmm mmmm all I can do is SMILE and feel warm alll over
I'll come back to that in a second
This weekend Memorial Day weekend was a lot of fun or shall I say a nice weekend
Friday
I sent Lee a e-mail .....just waiting for the reply ..............lord I hope I get one (lol)
Still no e-mail back yet .............this shyt is torture why do I keep doing this to myself ..........smh I'm a gluten for punishment (lol) no for real I am when it comes to him ............he ended up hitting me back ...I just don't have service in my office ...he said everything was going good with him and then he asked how my day was going.
Since then we have been texting a whole lot more then before....I mean he has even started a few of them but none like when this last text came through on Friday night .....I was on my way to Dayton, Ohio for my baby sis Jacqueline graduation when in the van on the way there Tony was driving all fast and crazy stressing me out so I decided to send Lee a smile he sent on like right back ....I was content with that and then he hits back 5 min later with "What are you doing up"? no this seems strange to me because it is a Friday night so I could have been calling him from the club trying to come over for a quick one or just being off that bullshyt butta anyway
I say "Just chillin".
him "About the same just in the house".
me "You chillin ...I'm chillin....we could be chillin together".
him "So what you gonna do you come in ova".
me "Naw on a road trip gonna have to take a rain check".
him "Got chu'. ....................and that was it I sent him a bra pic of me the next day and I thought it looked hott ...so did Tiffany and Rude Boy OMG he was all over the pic and even texted me the next day talking about it ...Tiffany said she thinks Lee likes it more then he is putting on but he always plays that roll like its no big deal but she said she bets he was looking at it again the next day I hope so ....
So Anyway yesterday I sent him a text asking if I could cash in the rain check he hit back with "I'll have to work something out it's hard to get to chill with the kids hanging around".
me "Okay cool just let me know".
him "Okay".
And when I do get over there it's gonna be so different I'm not even pressed for the sex ...I mean it's the bomb .com (lol @ Felicia) but I just wanna lay in his arms and talk I mean talk ...wake up in his arms ....let him just feel me with his knowledge...make me laugh until my insides hurt and smile so much my cheeks burn ...that's what I want from him that's what I miss ...it's what I long for outside of the kiss.
So now I am back to waiting for him to hit me up ....smh.... But I feel good about it ...really I do
Tony and I have been okay but he is drinking a whole lot and smoking too ....anyway besides that he is alright we cool first and for most but I am not in love with him and still believe if I can get this house shyt together and caught up and running semi smoothly ( nothing runs smoothly) then he can go on about his happy way and I can be content alone ...It's just not there sometimes his touch gives me the creeps.....It's just not there really it isn't and I know he has to be feeling it.
He filled our taxes with this dude back in April and we have yet to see the return I kept asking Tony and he like I called and left a message I rode past there and no one was in the office. So Finally yesterday I tracked the dude down and he was acting like he couldn't give me info....we getting back $4,??? back in State and $5,??? in Fed that money can be catching us up big time with the mortgage right???
I asked the Golden Girls for the website to check the status of the returns and the State said it was already transferred in our account ...hold up I didn't see that so I checked the Bank statements for all of April and BAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nothing so we have to call the State today to see what is going on and then the Fed was like there is a delay on processing our taxes what the hell is going on...*rolling eyes*
Roll Call (Guys)
Rude Boy
Him lets see did I tell you guys about the dude Keven from Cali coming out here and me meeting up with him and some other people I went to school with at Friday's Bike night??? well if I did re-cap and if I didn't here it goes..... Rude boy was there and true it looked like a date 3 girls 3 guys but I already told Rude Boy I was there with friends so I asked him or shall I say told him to bring me some money I said " Rude Boy bring me some money". now I wasn't counting on his cash I had my own and wouldn't have took his money anyway just wanted to see what he would do and would you believe he told me no ...NO ...he said "Have that nucca pay for your shyt". I went off in the text he asked me to come outside I went and he started asking me if I was gonna leave with him he wanted some sex and after the way he acted HELL NAW.
He waited there until I left flashing his lights and following me home and ringing my phone like a mad man.
I didn't talk to him for a month after that I mean when I ask for something just DO IT if I cant count on you for something small then fugg it what are you there fore cause your name definitely isn't SideKick *rolling eyes*
Him and I are talking again ...no sex ....as a matter of fact I haven't seen him either and is just buying time until Sidekick and I are back together (cheezin)
Skip
He still playing flirt games but has not stepped up to even keep a date with me....so basically we just flirt over text and FB
Black
He is back to texting me and hitting me on Twitter now we talking about hooking up soon so he can hear one of my poems ...we shall see
FattBaby
We had a scrimmage against his team and he was jive flirting with me ....but I think he was there with one of his baby mama's but then again it could have been a relative because I was flirting right out and he was too.
Ashton
Sent me a Hello text the other day butta I mean he still lives at home so there is nothing for us to do unless his folks go out of town ...LOL dating a 21year old can be a hassle if they don't have their own place (lololol)
D-Block
Still trying his hand but I'm so not feeling him
Mark
I sent him a Birthday text yesterday he hits me up every now an again talking about us hooking up but no dice
Tank
He is still Tank he hit me up talking about he wanted a new pic of me I told him they were all on FB and he was like he know he has stolen them all off my page (WOW) I was gonna send him the bra shot but didn't want him going into shock (LOL)
Ville
Dude I met in VA Beach he is 26 and in the military we chat via text a lot and send flicks back and forth
T
I sent him a e-mail to see if he was good and he said yeah he hoped I was good too
Well that's the dilly o on the mens (wink)
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OMG! You guys T's wife called me ..................she called my work phone .........it was like a dream.................OMG!
I get to my desk and get a call from outside the building now this call is long distance or blocked I can tell from the way it comes in but I answer and get
her "Hi this is LaShawn Drew T Drews wife".
me "Hello".
her "Sorry to be calling you while your at work but how do you know my husband T". I was floored like wow ....I mean I have never had another chick call me before so I stunned.......but just for a second......She was asking me question after question here's how it went
Her "How long have you known him"?
me "A year".
her "Did he tell you he was married"?
me "Nope never mentioned you at all just the kids and his ex wife".
her "Have you ever met in person"?
me "Nope"
her "So you guys have never had sex?? I see he called you from the house phone yesterday and the other women I have got him with he has come clean but he isn't saying much about you".
me " Well look you should be talking to him".
her ' I have tried but I thought woman to woman we could discuss this how did you guys meet".
me " The internet".
then the chick losses me and gets flyy out the mouth you guys know me right so she says
" I think he isn't saying much about you because he knows me he did not marry a dumb woman and he is protecting you". uhhh??? what?? come again ...........Naw I didn't say that what I said was " Naw sweetie he knows me pretty well and I think he's protecting you"!!! Would you know this chick still kept asking me questions
her "Are you married"?
me "Yes".
her "Did he know this"?
me "Yes".
her "Then your crazy nothing could come of anything with you guys he wouldn't leave me for you". OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I lost it I said " Okay look T and I have been talking since he was stationed in Kuwait 6 years ago...I was trying to protect your feelings but since you wanna keep drilling me he never said he was married to you but that you were pressing him I told him if he married you to kiss me goodbye so whenever I asked if he was married he said NO I know all about the kids and his parents I know so much about you please don't make me meet you at YOUR apartment sweetie talk this shyt out with T and do me a favor tell him there is no need for goodbyes there is no need to call me ever again". I hung what they call the hell up!!!!!!!!
I was trying to be easy on her....wow if I would have gave her everything she would have packed her shyt and jumped off a bridge (lol)
I checked my e-mail after I hung up on her dizzy ass and there was a e-mail for T it said " I'm so sorry I fugged up ....LaShawn knows I called you from the house yesterday ...I have a problem ....I have to deal with I can't lose her I am closing down my Yahoo account I hope we can still be friends". ....I wanted to give him a piece of my mind soooooo bad and wait I still will believe me just wait.
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Kickball WAS going great we were up 3-0 I mean undefeated and then Hot Sauce hit Jawanna in the face after she hit him 6 times and twice in the eye ...this nucca fractured her fucking cheekbone ...I mean she was looking just fine if you ask me but it was still fracture just couldn't see it.
She had surgery yesterday for it and the majority of the team did not want Hot Sauce to play with us anymore and he is a big part of our team I mean dayum with out him I knew we wouldn't win anymore games ....the dude they got to take his place Buck be hitting and missing practice and that triangle is very important back catcher, pitcher and right short stop butta anyway.
Wait I have got to catch you guys up I have so much to tell you so lets go
We lost that game needless to say the game was lost.....and this nucca Mark was arguing at the game being a hot head like shyt he was getting on my last nerve and still does (rolling eyes)
We have lost every game since Hot Sauce has left ....I went to VA Beach again with Tony and his friends and missed the game against Skips team we lost that too...smh I still dont see why since Jawanna can't play why she out for surgery but like Diva said she has a lot of family on our team *rolling eyes*
um
T called me and we decided to start talking again he said he missed me and yada, yada, yada he even called me from home...It was good to talk with him again ...I really did miss him
Lee ...smh...it's so good that I get to see him on Sunday's he isn't all that handsome...but I have been saying that but when I think of him all I can do is smile ...his smile is contagious (grin) when he see's me he always speaks and has a lil convo for me I wish I knew how he really felt when he see's me .
lil things he has said to me .....well he always ask me what time we play he comments on the weather and I mean when I catch him looking at me he is smiling, nodding his head at me I mean I got mad love in my heart for this dude still and it's not letting up real talk.
Just catching you guys up real quick
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They who play it safe, are quick to assassinate what they don't understand," she speaks, off camera. "They move in packs, ingesting more and more fear with every act of hate on one another. They feel more comfortable in groups, less guilt to swallow. They are us. This is what we have become, afraid to respect the individual." ~~Erykah Badu
I love this statement Erykah made it filled me with soooo much confidence and brought so much insight. I have to look at this from time to time. I have been soooo over looked since I stared wearing my real hair ......It's amazing how men and women talk about fake hair but they all loved my hairstyles no one ever had anything bad to say I was never over looked women and men would always check me out ....smile at me ...men would speak I mean all the time there was never a day I would not turn heads right I mean yeah ....but I have started wearing my real hair and no one is saying anything to me ...checking me out...making remarks ...it's lie I'm a average chick and being over looked ....example I was in Wendy's and the chick skipped right over my ass to take the dudes order behind me I was like what the hell........now average is something I don't wanna ever be soooooo I have another theory I'm gonna test out ..........maybe it's not the hair after all maybe it's the confidence the hair gives me! like Samson or some shyt like that right sooooo starting Monday I'm gonna start this test ..........for one whole week I'm gonna pay attention and wear my heels again, pull out the spring clothes, walk my sexy walk and put on my biggest smile and see what happens then I'm gonna hit a club up and see how many approaches I get then the following week put on my wig hit the same spot and see what happens ........me and my theories uh? but yeah I think I'm on to something with this hair thing and either way I'm rocking my real hair for the whole summer .....I can say this if I had been rocking my real hair last year Tony wouldn't have nothing to worry about .......he seems to think I look way older with my hair like this and I hate it the looking older part plus I have this unexplained weight gain (I say as I eat another ...well my 5th Peanut Butter Girl Scout cookie) lol.....smh
I have an appointment with this girl at the hair salon I get my nails done at. She is going to check out my hair and the cuts I want and talk bout color I want her to hook it up ........hey
I was just thinking I wonder if Rude Boy is going to like it (huummmm) anyway this way I can stay focused on the plan right no male distractions (un-needed) at least Lee won't see many nuccas hanging around me and might decide to check me out or something yeah people it always comes back to him so get use to it *rolling eyes*.
I have still not reached out to him since we last saw each other boy have I had the urge too but I have not ....I think he will be at the party Saturday and I have got to look sooo fierce with it real talk from head to toe smelling the flipping bomb I'm much heavier then I was last season (kickball) so I have got to shop all over again which means a new look .....I like the weight gain on me but the stomach has gots ta go maybe I have fibroid's and that will explain the big ass stomach I mean I do still drink beer and I don't do sit ups ............shyt I have got to get rid of this belly real, real talk....smh
Okay so we got the uniforms in and they look good I have got to get me some cleats now and will be spending Friday doing some shopping big time I need shoes, cleats, clothes, bras, panties and I don't have much money to do this all.... in..... wait I need an all white outfit for the party in Norfolk next Saturday ...smh..WOW!
I haven't been talking to any guys and for real for real I am not interested in anyone right now Skip included....I'm not gonna sweat it really...what will be will be... just concentrating on finishing my book ...My Story I want to be done by Dec. so we shall see ....we shall see.
Nothing much going on I have kick ball practice today it will be their first time seeing my real hair....can't wait to see how this goes that dude G at my job he be on my FB page hard checking on it last night too ...WOW! and he makes it his business to inform me that he has read it *rolling eyes*
Nothing else .........well the girls are still punished
The cookout was nice the guy with the horses didn't come thru but we had the Easter Bunny (Joan's son Dennis), the pic man, a moon bounce, Tony on the 1's & 2's and the Easter egg hunt was sooooo much fun Krissy found the $50 egg and Sefe found the $20 egg and not to mention a $5 egg too we had 3 $5 eggs and a bunch of them with change in them (smile)
P. Clark came and brought Malayah with her of course she was acting all stank at first but then she was playing in the moon bounce like a big girl (smile)
We hade Easter baskets for her, A-Ron,Lil Troy and our God_Daughter Sydney ....everything turned out real nice
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Don't wanna retype the trip over so I just pasted it from the e-mail I sent to the Golden Girl's
I went with Rude Boy and my girl Jessica
The ride down was nice, fun basically we had a good trip
We stayed at the Hilton we had a suite the bike party was there Clutch n
Burn
1st day/night
We went to the liquor store he already brought me the big huge ass GG
and Patron silver but no chaser (dummy)
ABCdefg liquor store that looks like a check cashing place her we come.
So we in there and every time I was picking up a mix ........say a
margarita mix this lady who worked there was like "Are you mixing that
with Vodka cause it doesn't go with a cognac (sp)". I gave her the look
like ole bish when I want your advice guess what I WILL ASK FOR IT so
then I was reaching for something else and she was clearing her throat "
ahemmm ahemmm, get the other one behind that one it's good". Rude Boy
looks at me and sorta pushes me along because I turned around so fast I
was about to toss the flipping bottle at her like for real tho who was
she and why was she TALKING TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
back at the hotel I don't see too many bikes and Rude is like it's still
early a lot of people not coming down until tomorrow I just wanted to
spend time with you (awww)
I started drinking at 4pm I mean shyt I'm on vacation the meet n great
party was at some pool hall and started at 8 so around 6 Jessica said she
was going to walk around the Hotel and see what was going on while she
was gone Rude wanted to have sex and you guys know I had just put the
dayum bread baking killer in Thursday night so I was like
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! plus not to mention I had a little tear from being
irritated down there that I kept opening back up when I wiped
soooooooooo he puts on the condom and we fuggin OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was
blood all over (GROSS) ....details stop there .............I was
flipping embarrassed I went to jump in the shower he kept asking me if I
was okay and trying to come in the bathroom I was trying to jump in the
shower all fast turned it on and the shower thing was up water
...splash...right on my hair fugg my hair was soaked and would soon be a
bush....smh....
Jessica comes back after I text her and tell her we had sex and I bled she
was like "girl did he come". me "yeah". her "Then that's all that
matters that nucca aint tripping off that".
I took care of my hair and then continued tossing them back (the GG)
they both telling me to slow down I'm like "I aint driving fugg that".
So yeah by the 7th cup I was like "saaay donth leth me drank anys
mores".
Rude is saying lets go
I get in the hall way and say "YOU GUYS I CANT WALK". I'm trying to walk
but bouncing from one wall to the other like a pinball I can hear them
laughing at my ass and then BAM I black out they said I was talking up a
storm they Jessica said I was telling Rude about being raped, molested by
3 different men when I was little, about Anthony and how I'm not in love
with him about when I was in the gang ....get it I was talking too much!
Jessica said Rude put me to bed and then when his boys was like lets go he
didn't leave he just kept sitting on the bed with me while I slept she
said she made him leave and then he kept calling to check on
me.......when he got back his boys was like there were strippers on the
4th floor but he was like go head and he got in the bed with me. (awww)
but when I got up 7am the next morning I was cussing both of them out
Day/Night 2
When I woke up at 7am I was like dayum what happened last night I didn't have my pants on but still had on my shirt and my hair wasn't wrapped Rude Boy was in the bed with me. I just knew something went wrong when I couldn't remember going to the meet n greet. I went to the bathroom to wrap my hair check on Jes in the other room and then got back in bed ...when I got back in bed Rude was sitting in the bed making sure I was okay I told him I was hungry so he ordered me a omelet which are my favorite but I could barely eat room service woke Jessica up she came in the room with us and then they went into joinin on me ....we laughed so hard ....
Rude was in the basketball tournament and after he left Jessica and I decided to get dressed she he wanted to take us to a seafood restaurant in VA Beach (we stayed in Norfolk). Jessica was ready to meet her some meat and I was too (I love bikers)
So her and I are outside chilling it was like 94 degrees out that bytch I was looking flyy too (wink)
We chilling with about 8 nuccas when Rude pulls up on his bike followed by his club members oh yeah Rude is the VP of the Wrisk Takerz (smile) him and his boys chill...I'm still flirting it up ...Rude shaking his head says "Come on now Sexy Redz dayum leave you for a minute and you go to the bottom of the barrel". They start dappin each other up they knew each other (lol)
We hope in his Denali 3 of his boys too and go to VA Beach for lunch ate at some seafood place that served our food on flipping paper plates I NEVER ....SMH...he brought me a VA Beach hoodie jacket cause it was cold near the water, we rode on those 4 people bikes (lol) I kept holding my legs out so they was doing all the work yelling go faster, faster (lol)
When we got back to the hotel I told Rude I was going to the mall he said okay, gave me $200 and said see you when you get back and him and his boys left and I got in the driver seat ..................soon as we pulled off I called T ....yeah Dianna T he lives out there in Hampton ....he didn't answer anyway so we just went to the mall.
Jessicawas like call your friend Dianna but I was like she said she was gonna call me if she saw her friend anyway
we was at the mall until 8pm Rude called close to 8 to check on me and when we got back to the hotel ....girl I had to make sure it was our room the door was wide open and it was full of nuccas and 2 chicks one with her breast showing but not the areola or the nipple but the whole DDD size breast and her dress she had on made her look 7 months pregnant with 5packs of yaki tracks 35 in down her back .....Both chick was sitting next to Rude and when I walked in all convo stopped I said "WTF! you didn't say it was all these people in the room dayum Rudy". one of his friends said "Dayum you was right shorty flipping out". Jes and I go in the room Rude boy says "continue the conversation". and these little young hoes talking about swallowing and how they enjoy the texture OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! Rude boy comes in the room and ask me if I want everyone to leave I said just the chicks who out there drinking up all my shyt and he was like okay he says hey baby girl( the one with the breast out) and leliani you guys gotta bounce.
I felt a tiny bit some sorta way like I should say naw let em stay until leliani says "See you later tonight ladies and omg whoever owns those Blue heels they are ill where did you get them". I look at Tak and go in the bathroom pissed no the fugg these lil hoes wasn't in the bedroom looking at my shyt. When they left I heard Jessica telling the guys Redz gonna come out here spitting fire and boy did I if I was on the TV it would have sounded like this "BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!!"
Everyone left then to take the party to Baby Boy's room and Jessica went too after we made our Patron Margarita's Rude Boy stayed and we fugged order room service steak and shrimp, ate then fugged again took a shower and then I texted Jessica and told her I was getting ready for the party.
The party was packed I ended up wearing a cute Coogi short jumper (rumper) and these real cute black cloth and patent leather bootie style boots/sandles
I met 4 guys , danced and had a good ass time it was over at 2am ....Jes and I ordered pizza and before the delivery man could get back in his car we sold 3 slices for $5 ....shyt people were hungry as hell and looking at our box as we waited for the elevator so one dude said "I'll give you $5 for a slice". It was on ..........when we got to the room Rude was knocked out we ate then went to the after party 4th floor where I hung out with the dude I met from the Ruff Ryders......(smile) he was a nice guy
When we got back to the room Rude was still sleep I was looking for my lip gloss (mac $20) under the bed when he got up to use the bathroom he couldn't see me so I pretended to hide he asked Takia "Where your girl at". Jessica was playing along "In the bathroom". she was like he was looking all sad she can tell he thought I was with another nucca ...he got his phone and texted me "Where is YOUR room at"? lolololol
When she said he turned over I got up and jumped on the bed he said "Man you play to much". ....
When I got in the bed we fugged again and then went to sleep ...then woke up to fugg again this time .......................
Jessica joined in
The ride home was nice
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OMG! Tony just hurt my feelings I asked him if he worries when something is wrong with me and he said "No it's nothing you can control see I don't worry death worries you but it doesn't worry me".
me "So if I died you wouldn't be devastated".
him "No I would be hurt but I mean what can you do the same for the kids I would be hurt but I mean it was in Gods plan and what could I do about it".
me "Dayum".
him " See when you experience death like me it's different".
me "I experienced death the same as you".
him " No you didn't your siblings and mother not dead". ....BAM! it's the truth and it hurt like shyt at the same time cause I felt like they were my family but when it boils down to it ...they weren't really my family after all (smile)
Anyway
Yesterday practice was the bomb I had that fast speed and I was kicking pretty good too ...It's like with the new team there is noooo pressure and they even gave me koodles for being a unselfish player ...I was like what did I do and Lonnie said for sitting out and letting Angel get some field time .............little do they know I am molding her because I will be out a bunch of the games taking trips so yeah she gonna need to learn that base (wink) I made a good play to during the game too ball came past the pitcher Curley and I stopped the ball and threw it to first base getting an out (yes)
The rest of the week wasn't much going on .....then Thursday I got a FB asking me if I wanted to see some ass-cake (male strippers) I wasn't sure if I was going to go since I was supposed to be going with P. Clark, Angel, Donna and Tony to see Cheryl in West Virginia....come Friday I knew we weren't going out of town since the P. had a wedding Sat. her and Angel did so I was like fugg it I feel like hanging with My Lady anyway I wonder how she was gonna be acting .......her BFF Sheman was looking real nice I was like okaaaaay.
I had a nice time and saw Mo's old aftercare provider there she was like I saw you here last time too (lol) I was like dayum does this mean I am becoming a regular ...Neka was chill this time she was talking to me a whole lot more and even asked me why I was sitting so far away from them so I moved next to her and let one empty seat between us (wink)
it was nice my man Centerfold wasn't there but I still had a nice time. I even got the dude Playboy to sign his calendar for me cost me $5 (lol)
My sister went out of town and the kids stayed with us until Monday (kids are on Spring Break) ...You know Shay and Necole are on punishment I did tell you guys about them not answering their cell phones and shyt (lol) yeah they have a month
I went to the GYN dept because I have been having some bleeding before my cycle ....they told me to come in and be seen even if I was bleeding so I went and they did an exam no bacterial infections and everything looks good the doctor had nerve to tell me she doesn't believe it's menopause due to my age and there was no sure fire test to do to check it out she did order me lab work to check my Thyroid but ....well... I haven't went yet and then she wants to do a biopsy to test for endometrial cancer (smh) .....Man I felt so uncomfortable ..but I did it
My bleeding has been off and on still and still not in any pain or anything .....I went to the lab to have my blood drawn since they say it can be my thyroid ......Okay got those results back and they are normal ...........still got this bleeding going on.
Skip canceled on me something bout he had to go out of town for a comedy show in NYC ...I was a big girl about it.
um I saw Lee Last Monday at the Zone .....OMG! it went like this Cry Baby and I were walking to the door and I see his brother ....he is holding the door and we walk in he says "I wasn't holding the door for you". I just looked at him and smiled and he said "I'm being serious go back out". .....OOOOKKKKAAAAYYYYY so when we go in we hit the rest room so I can calm down I tell Cry Baby that I know Lee is going to be there because his brother is here and to think I thought they weren't going to play this year ........dayum so as we come out the bathroom his brother Count says to Cry Baby I was holding the door for you and then as we walk away I see LEE coming through the door we stop and talk to Lucky Lee comes and stands next to his brother and then turns to speak to Lucky and I walk away with Cry Baby behind me ..................we find us a table Jawanna gets there and we get ready to sit down when Lee taps me on my shoulder and says "What's up Toni".
me "Sup Lee". he walks away I was like this nucca think he still got it like that uh? (he does) but I was embarrassed because of all the shyt I had been sending him via e-mails and text messages I mean a straight stalker chick right so that's why I was like he is laughing at me ...............so then Skip never mind bout Skip he canceled on me so anyway back to Lee ...............my team and Skips team started a soul train line and while I was standing in the line his brother came and was standing next to me i ignored his fat mean azz and then Lee stood in between us an put his arm around my waist ...........no really his left hand went right around my waist and he said "What's sup Toni"? I leaned into him and said "Sup baby". smiling all hard I moved out of his arm and begin talking to Jawanna and then they were gone. Dayum I didn't get to see him leave but he was gone.
I thought he would have sent me a text or something but NOTHING and no matter how bad I want to send him something I haven't and it's been hard but I feel like he is being ....being I don't know like yeah she is on me so he thinks he can step in and out I don't know how to say it but anyway It was good seeing him and I wasn't even thinking much about it I was concentrating on my date but now I am done with that too.
I got my real hair out today and will be getting it cut soon Tausha acting like she don't want to or she doesn't know how I want it ....I plan to to it one day this week just incase she mess it up I got time to repair it (lol) right now it's just wrapped and brownish with my gray hairs showing LOLOLOLOLOL I don't want anyone from Kick ball to see my new look until the party and I hope Lee is there and I'm looking the flipping bomb like tick tick ...
The games start this Sunday coming and I can't wait we play okay together I know that and can't wait to see the rooster.
I wish Tony wasn't coming to my games like that because real talk I will be inviting a few of my guy friends and funning and I don't really want him around real talk ...I mean I want to leave the option open for Lee if he wanna holla at me ..........smh I know I know I should be sooooo done with his azz by now uh?
Later folks
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OMG! I am having so much fun on Facebook okay so
Monday
I was rushing to get to work on time
Mo has testing at school for the MSA
Work was chill nothing much happened
That night I went to the Zone for kickball night ...now it was the first time we would see CW and everything but it went well until he started talking about us saying no one takes us serious and told Mark he was playing with a losing team (smh)
Okay so now the fun stuff
Rude Boy
he sent me a text taking about he thought about me to much and he missed me he wanted me so bad sexually (rolling eyes)
Skip walked in and shut shyt down he was smelling sooooo good and he hugged Jawanna first then me then Cry-Baby he stood next to me tho ...he leaned into me when talking and he said he sees me all over FB he said he doesn't get on much because people be hitting him up on the chat and I was trying to tell him he could turn that off when Jawanna joined in talking about that shyt be happening to her too and for me to tell her how to shut it off too *rolling eyes* He walked away and went to the bar with his boys.
CW walked in and hugged us all and then he stepped off while we talked to Sice and he went to talk to Skip.. Skip was checking me out I could see him but was trying not to act all pressed.
Soup arrived next an set at our table and Jade too....skip went to play pool with his boys and sent me a text that said "mmmmmmm". I know he was referring to my lips (blush) I just sent a smile back then he started in on the whole new team thing and then he asked me to come see him when I had a chance I wanted to trot over there (lol) but instead I did nothing he later caught my eye and said come here. I went we talked about the team for a lil bit then he asked me why I had my breast sitting out like that and he hoped he would get to see more and yada, yada, yada.
Soup was flirting with me like crazy and Mark ....well mark I have to play him with a long spoon he ...yeah he the type who would try to blast on me so I'm not even flirting with his azz real talk.
When Byrd got there she was all flirting with Skip but he wasn't flirting back it was like a friend vibe I got from him she was pressing him out to buy her something to eat and he still kept standing next to me touching his leg against mine and saying slick shyt like when he was taking Jawannas number so he could set up a scrimmage with us she was like what's your number and he said "Toni got it". (smile) anyway
WAIT
They was talking about me and the kickball team when I walked in the room ...how I know because I came in and they fumbled around with the convo and then ...yeah I can tell it was in the air ....all because Jawanna and Byrd have taken ...or have started their own team (lol)
Man you ever seen a chick with a square back ....smh funny shyt anyway
Oh man the Rianna CD is a rocker I likes it
I am sad today ...went to get the Maxwell tickets only ones left up in the 400's Tony doesn't want to see him if we have to sit so far up ....sooooo I won't be seeing him and yes! I know I saw him in Oct but this is 2010 (pout)
Okay back to the post.
When everyone was about to leave the Zone he leaned into give me a hug and get a kiss (mmm) it was nice and soft ...real sweet ...he sent me a text a lil while later that said the kiss was nice and he ...something let me see if I still heave the text hold on ....................he said "Dammmn them lips are soft mmmmmmmmmh".
me "I keep thinking bout that lil kiss.. mmmm mmm boy what you do to me".
him "I kiss more than lips babe. but let's hang out we need to".
me "Dayum baby".
him "I don't know what it is but I can't wait to find out".
me " I cant tell".
him "Call me". So I did right when I got in the van (wink) we talked all the way to my crib and since Tony wasn't home so I talked to him a little longer. The convo was good what I have learned is that he has been on his own since he was 14yrs old, he has a son, loves family, is a comedian, he travels a lot, has a hooptie, owns his own house, has been stabbed 5 times once by a female his baby mama, He used to hustle and he seems to be a very nice guy. (wink)
We scrimmage against his team this Sunday and I am so ready to see how Byrd is going to act around him I think she has a thang for him ...I almost slipped and told Jawanna that I Skip and I flirt but so glad I didn't (lol)
This whole work week has been a daze to me the time change is critical I mean geez as soon as I turn over good it's time to go to work I mean like I should be at Mo's school dropping her off instead of just waking up.
I haven't been hanging with Tausha her and Frank are back together ....she did call me last Friday talking about she needed her BFF after she was supposed to go with me to the Karma lounge but she never called me back Frank had called her. So now that she needed me I was to drop everything mind you I was at a cabaret having a ball so I text her back asking her if she was stranded or in trouble and she said no just crushed ...Frank issues I didn't even bother texting her back ...sorry people ...sorry
Friday
Tony and I went to Timbuktu's for Tika Birthday ....the food was bomb but the service sucked and then when the bill came $998 and the tip already included $218 I was like this is going to be a disaster and that it was Tony gave $100 for our meal and then when they were $78 short her tried to pay that shyt too not to mention he had just brought Tika a bottle of Moet Rose so I was like dayum Tony let whom ever is short go back to their pockets. As a matter of fact I rolled out and went to the bar area to grab us some seats for the Karoake part....boy was it some bammas in that joint .....first Tony was over there watching the game while we were waiting for the food to come out ...he came over and got me to show me something and who is it all the way out there Jo (smile) she was there with Jerry and another chick meeting some dude up there who she called her friend (wink) Jo was like "Girl I saw Tony first and I was looking around too because I was trying to see if he was there with a female I would have walked right up to them and said Hey Tony then to her is your name Lynette and if it was her I was gonna bust her in the eye and tell her I was sick of hearing her name". LLS
We got home and crashed
Saturday
I was up jive early and climbed on top of Tony I was going to be needing some cash for the mall later and after we have sex it will be easier to get that money out of his azz. Sex was a bust he didn't stay at attention .....he is back to his reg. scheduled program of a 6 pack plus a day (lol) but I faked like I got mine and then when I went to the bathroom later that day I was bleeding a little so I just knew Ruby was here but I haven't seen anymore blood butta anyway.
He gave me $100
Rita's was giving away free regular size ices I took the girls up there before I rolled out to check into the hotel ...I was ready for this night to be soooo nice.
After I checked into the hotel and took my bags to the room I called Tiffany to tell her I was on my way to pick her up so we could go shopping....Potomac mills you know that's my shopping spot I'll take the 45min ride plus peace of mind and yeah so anyway. Shopping wasn't like how I do it 1. it was late 2. I had someone with me. I did get these banging open toe boots (wink)
So Tony calls me and says he was at the house James had to go to work ( I told you guys he works at Target right?) yeah so Tony says the girls aren't back yet he told them they could go some where now he knew Shay had 3 E's (F's) on her report card so why would he let her go some where but any way it's like 8:30 and they not home yet ....smh I get back to the hotel and Tony is there with Mo. I was pissed because things weren't supposed to be going that way and then when John and Dez came to the room you know ready to chill Mo was there and it just wasn't how it should have been so we calling the girls and they won't even answer the phone, call back or even send us a text back.... come 10pm
Then my sister had to use the bathroom right so I give her the key, I tell her to hold it since she has the purse. When I get back to the table from picking up the pics we all took everyone was gone but Felicia so I ask her where everyone is at and then she tells me they went upstairs I'm like hold up what the fugg...Pumpkin ask if he can go get a drink and he wants to take Jo with him (lol) I tell them to go upstairs because my sister is up there. .....I call Nickee because Pumpkin is like they not opening the door. I know I must have sreamed at her over the phone I was twisted but I remember saying ... "WHo told you to go to the room drinking up all our drinks and you should have asked me so she had to have said something to Tika and them because when they came back down Tika tried to give me $20 for the shots she had (lol) I'm thinking lil bytch you think I'm tripping off the drinks please my man just brought your ass a bottle of Moet Rose just yesterday ...lol so I'm trying to explain to my sister why she should have asked me she being all sarcastic and shyt you know I don't have time for that shyt I was telling her shyt like I wouldn't never just go in your shyt just because I mean dayum I would have said yes but you still should have asked it's a respect thing I left my bathroom a flipping mess I mean yeah my girdle, panties all that like all over the place and I don't roll with them like that for real ...so I was heated and I was telling her that if her and Mike had a room I wouldn't just go in there without asking I don't even really roll with her like that so I know I wouldn't have done something like that to her I'm even closer to Takia more then her and I wouldn't do that to her either ...I'm sure I hurt her feelings because I can be a bytch when I've been drinking and plus I'm already holding shyt in about her and the Jacqueline stuff and how Nickee never asks me to do anything, go any where not even come over for a cookout but she can include me when she needs a babysitter (lol) If that's all I am to her then keep it real believe me I can live with that ...cause I only invite her because she is my sister but best believe if I didn't have to I wouldn't.
So anyway I had all that pent up and I just went on her when she started with that sarcasm shyt I told her I didn't like her sarcasm and I was out before things blew up and I rolled out left her standing right there FUGG it.
So She comes and says bye to the table Felicia said then she said it again so that Tika and them could hear her and they all left with her ....BIG DEAL...
So I end up leaving the hotel since I'm calling Ant like crazy and he not answering the phone so I think he must me outside with Nickee listening to her side of the story (smile). I rolled out talking on the phone all the way home to Felicia and when I was going past Lee's exit I wanted to take that exit and go to his house so I can be with someone who would have my back. But I was strong and went right on home ...........Mo was in my bed sleep ...I went downstairs to tell James about the party ...he said I was right to say she should have gotten me first but it was how I said it ....yeah he is right....Then I was talking with Tony just now and he was telling me how Nickee and I don't have a sister, sister relationship it's more like a mother daughter relationship and that's the problem...once he broke it down to me I feel a little better ...Tiffany said not to beat myself up about it and when she is talking to me again then bring it up how sorry I was and the whole inviting me out to hang thing and how I really feel.
It's my niece B-Day Thursday Mo is supposed to go over there for a sleep over and then Friday she is going to bring the kids over to spend the weekend while she goes out of time ...just like she would if I was her mother ....(smh)
See I don't have Jacqueline treating me like that ......nope
her and I will have a sister relationship .....man this is sad but the way things are. I'm gonna have to type up something so I don't forget what I need to tell her.
Sunday
We had two scrimmages against VIP and won the first one we were dead serious out there we did a very good job ...allof us we played as a team ..............who was working my last nerve was Mark ....OMG he was working my last nerve kept yelling at us while we was teasing the other team like "HAVE SOME CLASS PEOPLE". lol that shyt was comedy he was trying to be the mini coach (lol)
Skip was out there all buff and shyt looking good he didn't speak to me until after the game during the line up and giving each other high fives he touched my butt (raised my eyebrow) I made sure to watch his hands o see who elses azz he was touching and it was no one else.... so then as we walking off the field he puts his arm around me and walks with me up the hill talking about how he had fun out there and stuff like that (blush)
When I was at my van taking off my cleats him and Dewayne drove by in a bad azz grey convertible ...top down (smile) ..yeah Skip was in the passenger seat ...he saw me and then said something to Dewayne I could see them through my van window it was almost like he was telling him to back up because I seen dude put the car in reverse (the taillights) and then look behind him but it was 2 cars coming out behind him so they drove off.......
When I got home Tony still wasn't there so I talked with James for a little and then went to take a nap it was much needed. When I was up at 6pm he still wasn't home Mo and I went to the grocery store...to pick up something for dinner. While I was cooking I called him on his phone and Tony said he was over his sisters house.
I cooked only washed one load of clothes and after we all ate and I watched TV with Mo. we went to bed.
Tony came in the house around 2am
I'm worried, scared and pissed thinking if they doing this on purpose how could they....smh...Tony finally gets in touch with Shay who ...I don't even know but he takes Mo home John and Dez ride with him...G has already called me twice regarding my table he has with my name on it and he needs me to come down. ...I am not please with my hair it looks wiggy if you were to ask me I have to do my corn rows over they have grown sooo much. Then I'm feeling jive chubby in my outfit ...smh... anyway I get to the party Tony has one of his female friends Saymi and her girlfriend there I have them sit at my table people from work showing up and I'm so glad when Felicia shows up ....she is looking good too ....OMG I decide I'm a drink something new and get a Patron Margarita ....GEEZ I only need one of those I was fugged up I mean to the point I was a cursing mess ...I got in the Bartenders shyt even though he deserved it he tried to over charge me $20 ...I wasn't that fugged up (lol)
I just went to the bathroom and was bleeding again .............smh I was trying to get the exact date of my menstrual cycle this month but can't even find the post and nor can I remember ....I think I'm going through menopause ...I pray that's it
OMG! Felicia showed me a new article and video about a 31 year old black female who after being shot by this dude 6 times she was on the bathroom floor bleeding and having trouble breathing but had called 911 and was telling the operator who shot her spelling his day and everything describing dude ...he was arrested for her murder ....man after I read that and watched the video I was feeling some kinda way ....I was sad but Happy and proud that she was a strong black woman who was determined her murder was caught I mean dayum.
Okay so the rest of my work day for me has been pretty busy I have so much work to do. Michelle has been out sick all week and Won't be back until Monday so let me get busy.
~~FRIDAY,SATURDAY and SUNDAY 03/12-03/14~~
Work was cool I was working my butt off.
When I got off work I had so much running around to do I just knew I was going to be late for the CFE to see the male strippers but thing is I beat Kris there (smh) I haven't been in years so 1. I paid $15 to get into a place I didn't dance and had no guys to flirt with ...I mean really who flirts with strippers anyway.....they not checking you out for real and they telling the same thing to all the women in the joint ...LLS naw I don't flirt with no strippers. I just danced in my seat to the music, drink ...pretended to be interested and give them fools more money...smh. Kris was funny as always she was twisted and she has a stripper crush on this one dude (lls) if she wasn't there I would have left.
I still had to leave early cause I had to pick up Shay from her a Go-Go she went too.
I was drinking Grey Goose I had a nice amount too and it does make me horny so I wanted to get it in I texted Tiffany telling her I wanted to fugg Lee and she was like call him do not text him .....so I did I called his azz went right to the bathroom and called his azz no answer and no voicemail still (dayum) ....I go back to the table to try and enjoy the show this dude Centerfold comes on the stage with Body they have the B-More dance steps and they like that Centerfold all tatted up and shyt ...I'm like wow I am thinking he is WOW!
I end up giving him the rest of my cash and the show wasn't even over yet ....smh ....I just found out that Centerfold has a twin sister who is a dom and dayum the chick is B.A.D I am no longer in love with a stripper I am in love with a stripper and his twin sister gosh daaaaaaayum. the chick Tafreakia at my job said the chick goes with this girl adrienne who works up stairs I'm like daaaaayum she got her ass a looker I wish ...yeah so now I gots to go check her out at her strip joint .....yes call me pressed for now ...pressed (smile)
I look at my phone because it's lit up and BAM a missed call from Lee like 20 something minutes later (smile) I don't call back and after I have picked Shay up and I'm in the crib (a hour later) I get a text from .......Lee (WTF!) yep sure did and it said "I called back".
me " I know ...I wanted to see you but it was too loud where I was".
him "Oo okay".
I wanted to say "Oo Okay what?". because I was wondering what he meant by that was it as to say 1.Whatever 2. cool glad everything is okay and you didn't need me. 3. Ooooooo so now your calling me after all that long azz drunken text.
Okay he didn't have to return my call
after that he didn't have to text me to let me know he called back either.
I mean sometimes he acts like he ...I don't know and other times he just doesn't wanna be bothered with my azz ...it's crazy. Meesh was like kick him to the curb and let his azz get hit by a car I said girl don't say that he is only giving me what I asked for KICK ROCKS NUCCA AND NEVER CALL ME AGAIN and shyt I have learned from him to be careful what you say ...some nuccas will give it to you (lls outside, crying inside)
I climbed in the bed naked and Tony and I had some pretty good sex ...yeah... all over the bed kinda sex and he went downtown too....after that a sistah still wasn't satisfied so I grabbed my bullet and yeah got it in (blush)
Okay so Saturday I was up early I had a nail appt but I canceled due to lack of cash and I just chilled in bed watching "You can't handle the tooth" with MO.
Tony had to work and Necole had left that Friday during the day to go to a cheer comp in VA beach they brought home all 1st places again LETS GET IT! ALLSTARS!!!!
Oh yeah Friday night Necole called me and said the police had called her phone and said they had Emel detained and she was looking for Tony ...once we got in touch with Tony he went to pick him up from 3rd district and found out this had happened earlier in the day and Emel was in the hospital getting his stitches (4 of them) since he resisted arrest bucking on the cops and stuff so they hit him I guess ...Tony didn't even want to speak to anyone about it he said that was what he got SMH!
Okay back to Saturday
So Tony got off work at a good time right but he decided to go over Grams house to eat crabs and drink beer right so of course when he got home he was tipsy and tired due to the benadryl he has to take for the shell fish allergy....aaaarrrggghhhh he knew reservations were at 7pm it was hard for me ot get him up and then when he got up his lip was big azz shyt and his left side of his face was swollen ...smh I was heated ....
We made it to the DC Chophouse at 7:15pm ..... The place is nice and the food was wonderful I loved it tony did to and the drinks were awesome as well as the waiter we had . But that dayum Tony man he was talking all loud on his cell phone "Nucca this nucca that". and then he try to get a crouton off my plate and stabbed it and the lettuce went off my plate on the table I was like this man here ......smh.
We decided that he would got the Gold room with me and he called Duke and Pumpkin and informed them so they went and got tickets too.
We were stuff and so glad to see the van.
When we got home I went to change Tony laid down ...smh I put on some jeans and then woke him up so we could hit the road.
When we got there Cherry met us so she could give me the ticket for Tony ....It just so happened our table was right next to Pumpkin and them table so it really worked out. Tony fell a sleep and few time while watching the fight and then when we couldn't find his ass he was in the DJ booth ....smh...Tony is a real DJ uh? (lol)
We danced once together and he hung out with his peeps and I mine ....Cherry looked good and Precious looked like a dude (smh) Taft was there looking old and like a bamma the Val and her girl showed up and Val was looking a hot mess Tony said to me "Hey Tone who is that in the red she sexy". OMG! him and his jacked up taste (lol)
The party was nice and all was going good until Rude Boy showed up I mean he was sending me text saying he wanted to see me and he missed me and yada yada but I never in the wildest thought he would pop up since I didn't respond back to the text but as Tony and I are coming off the dance floor BAM there he go ....I walk over to him and hugged him..talked to him for a minute you know showing him some love..but I felt real awkward ...smh...Rude Boy is turning into a true stalker (lol) real talk but I'm holding on for this Norfolk trip me and my girl going on at his expense (smile)
Afterwards Tony and I went home and went to sleep
Did I mention at dinner that Jawanna called me talking about she was leaving the kickball team and wanted to know if I would come with her. I said sure and as a matter of fact our whole team left CW ...I am so happy about our team we are now called "DA FAMILY". (cheezin) and it's the old gang with 2 additional ...I know we have to get more people on the team since we only have 11 *rolling eyes* but they will come watch ...just watch we have Jawanna, Byrd, Cry-Baby, a new girl I'm a call her Jade and me then for the guys ...Soup, Hot Sauce, Mark, Bulu, Nephew, and Curley.
Anyway we have a scrimmage today ...I wanna play really I do but it's St. Patricks day and I have all my Green gear for the Green Turtle (geez)
Okay let me get back on track
Sunday
I got up and ready for the kick ball meeting and then home ...I had errands to run and did that before finally settling in the house to watch TV. I wanted something good for dinner so I made Fried Pork Chops,Mac n Cheese, string beans and asparagus, baked potatoes and corn on the cob the food was the bomb like tick tick (lol)
Tony had some running around to do and then we watched our shows together until Necole called saying she was back at the gym then he went to pick her up.
In the middle of the night he rolled over on me for some sex and thats what he got it was pretty good.
He been giving the oral like crazy all the time so I'm happy with that ....real talk (lol)
Time went up and it was tuff getting up Monday for sho.
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