*******************AFFIDAVIT***************
Before you read this know this is not to be discussed with the author
Before you read this know that some names have been changed to protect the innocent if the name has not been changed it means the person is aware and okay with me blogging about them and everything discussed they are aware of.
Before you read this if by any chance you have a weak heart, stomach, self esteem, or bouts of jealousy this ride is not for you so please refrain from reading this post or any in the future exit is located at the top right hand corner.
Thanks for stopping by
LET'S GO!
Okay not even gonna trip about putting this in order but I went over Lee's house last night
he invited me.....
I guess I have to go by some order so you guys can get the feel
When I got home I was at the door finishing up a conversation with Tausha making sure we were still on for the night .............bike night Wednesday's at Friday's (YES!)
Tony pulled up
I spoke with the girls for a little while and was telling Shay how these teenage kids got on the train talking about how I looked real familar and they thought they seen me before finally the girl comes over to me and says "excuse me but were you on TV"?
me "No".
her "Man you look like someone on TV even with the hair and everything ".
me " Nope, sorry" Then they still kept looking at me and shyt (wow) I always get told I look like someone .......
this man who's mother was a patient at my job used to come in and say I looked like someone he saw he before and then one day he said he knew who it was and he asked me if I ever starred in a porno movie .........WTF!!!!!!!!!!! I told him I was never in any porno he went on to say it was shot in Oakland. I told him again NO it was not me and this flippin fool brought in the porno for me to watch ........WOW...............I took it home and BAM! we did look alike wild ...wild.....(smile) ......some women would have been pissed and or offended that he even thought they resembled a lady in a porno and would have smacked him or cussed him out for bringing the dayum movie to them but not me I just took it home watched it and sent it back hence the reason people think the things about me like they do (lolol)
Tausha and I went to Friday's for bike night.
Tony was looking at me getting ready to go out ...he gave me $40 and then I rolled out first stop was to Tausha's she was driving ......the bytch wasn't even ready when I got there........We played on FB she hit this guy up telling him we were going to Friday's Then she asked me where Rude was and said I should invite him so I did he didn't show but had nerve to hit me later that night asking if he could see me ........yeah right playa......
Anyway we stop at the WaWa first and it looks like the party was there I was getting so many looks and this young guy about Necoles age tried his holla at me ...I was laughing and then another young nice looking guy named Zimba asked me to come here while I was walking in the store to pay for gas I told him to come inside when he didn't I thought he had drove off but he didn't he was waiting for me and then he walked up to me.....I gave him my number....went to pump the gas and was off to the spot.....
Man when we pulled into the spot it was PACKED but on the inside was even more packed.....we walked in and I had a few lookers off the break ...I had on the same pair of blue jeans I only have (size 11 dayum) , the I love shoes T-Shirt and the Madden heels I was looking flyy I might add any way I here someone call my name and it's my boy Arthur we talking, hugging ....I speak to his wife ...he asks me what me and Tausha are drinking because he is running a tab and when I tell him he tells his wife to get the drinks (WOW) .....it went down hill from there after she brought us our drinks she went over to her friend ...they kept looking at me ...whispering and shyt rolling their eyes....Tausha had got us a empty table right next to his and 3 dudes were standing by it ....we started chatting it up with them ......I saw CD he was surrounded by girls like always ...when I caught his eye I gave him the look "BOY YOU BETTER GET YO SELF OVER HERE". look and he said with his finger up "Hold up".
Arthur tells me that CD was talking with his wife's friend for a little while I was like okay but Arthur said it was just a friendly convo but oh girl was interested ....I knew once CD got to me he would stay around me for the rest of the night and he did just that .....not up under me but always real near.....guys were hawking left and right ....I asked CD for a kiss on the cheek right in front of everyone and he did it too. (smile)
Arthur's wife is kirking off telling him she is ready to go ....asking him if he is done talking with me....why is he keep looking at me ....I see them having a few words and then he grabs her and kisses her all long right in the middle of the bar area as if she said "KISS ME TO PROVE YOUR LOVE TO ME" I saw it out my side view but then wouldn't even give her the satisfaction of a full look (lolololol)
they left and then..........
Okay so I go outside to hit a Black with this dude named Jemar and he starts telling me how when he pulled up he saw a big dude choking out his girl ...I described Arthur and his wife and Jemar says that was them he said the police had to get involved I was like OMG!
When we go back inside we talking about it again and this dude comes up to the table talking about it was all my fault ....yada, yada, yada (lol)
I talked with Arthur the next day and he broke her wrist ...he said it was a accident they were arguing and he pulled her out the car and POP it was broken they were on the way to the hospital . (SMH)
That night I met and exchanged numbers with
Lamont........sexy ....30....prez of bike club...kingz....long dreads....has a roomate....cool
Lonnie...can't remember what he looked like ...I think he was the light skinned dude...suspossed to take me to the football game tonight....works as a bartender in some club in DC....always hits me up at night .....not to sure about him
Darryl....young dude ....from ATL...seems cool....has a roommate....dark skinned....dresses nice.....real cute babyface ....yeah ......doesn't date married women so ......I'm not even gonna go any further with him
Zimba.....nice looking ...young guy.....long dreads
Jay Bling ......older dude...in a bike club....nice looking
Might have been a few more dudes but I can't remember these guys hit me up the most.
There was this one dude who was trying to talk to me and Tausha just str8 interrupted him and was like "You don't remember me do you from last week you were talking to me I told you my husband left me and you brought me a drink". While they were talking I stepped off he kept looking at me and I could tell he wanted to talk with me instead but HELL NAW you will not go from her to me ...not gonna happen.
Anyway why a few days later he asked her what WE were getting into ....it was like she clearly couldn't tell he wants me to hang out ....geez mo Christmas the dude I hit the black with Jemar is the same way butta anyway
She also was the only one to say something negative about my masquerade mask and dress .....remember Tiffany said something like I think everyone is jealous of me ...wants to be me or what's my man and she thinks Lee had put this in my head ..........LOL I have felt like that all my life and WHY??? because of the so called friends I have ....the haters I deal with on a regular ....I mean I don't know if you deal with females hating on you all the time you either get low self esteem or you learn that they are jealous and I mean you can tell the difference ....I can just tell with some people and it took NO ONE to learn me this.
Okay so I ended up calling Lee and he sent me to voice mail it ticked me off and I wanted to cry but I let it go until I left the spot and did a drive by past his crib ....only to find out that the car wasn't out there nor was the van uummmm I wonder the van was broken and sat out front for the longest ....anyway I didn't call or text him the rest of the night I hated that he had me out of character like that but it was what is was.
I got on FB and talked with a few people
Jay Bling texted me to make sure I made it home safe and then I went to bed
Thursday
Was when I started getting text from the dudes I met
Lamont and I have hit it off the best so far.
Rude invited me to this chicks house for drinks and a game night but I turned him down of course just wasn't feeling it
Crazy Dogg was hitting me up trying to get to see me but my weekend was too busy
I was chilling working when I got a 
from Lee ..........I didn't respond
about a hour later he sends "What you up too"?
about 30min later I send "Working".
he hits right back "What you doing later"?
me "Hanging out".
him "Where you hanging".
me "Undecided". Which was true I was waiting to hear back from Angel and P. Clark to see if we were still on for 1/2 time.
him "How about my house then lol".
me "Lol".
him "what's funny".
me "Nothing, I'll be over".
him "what's your time frame"?
me "uh"?
him "never mind".
All this takes place during me working OT
I finally get in touch with Angel when I leave work and she is playing cards with Sonovia so we not going out.
I go home and then hit Lee asking if he still wants me to come over ...he says he does
When I got over there it was like old times
we sat on the couch in our spots we talked looked at TV and he laid his head on my lab ...I had my arm on the back of the couch and he took my arm and laid it across his chest (wow) he told me to just talk so we talked bout the kids ...me ...my job....me hanging out.....and that was about it we started watching Mamma Mia (my idea) and then he said lets go watch it in the room ...............I sat on the bed fully clothed and boots still on while he got right in the bed under the covers ................he never asked me to get in the bed nor did he come on to me we just laughed and talked ......I rolled out a little after 12am and he didn't call to talk to me on the way home like he used to but that was okay...............
The next morning I sent him a text telling him how I had a nice time and he sent back he did too I then sent
"Your assignment for today is to clean up your room I was going to spend the night but can't sleep in a dirty room it gives me nightmares".
him "Lol oh really".
me "Yes, really".
him "hmmm".
Nothing else no more contact all that Friday which was cool with me .....................
Friday
I went to go pick up A-Ron's bike from Walmart it's a Handy Mannie push bike with the tools making noise and stuff I thought it was real cute (wink)
Tony was frying fish, fried potatoes,steamed shrimp and broccoli and cheese for dinner he had beer too of course. He posted this on FB and Jamie came right over before he even went home from work (lol) that dayum FB is a mother uh?
Demar came over too he said I looked like Sharkira (It's just the curly, long hair and it is her color)
Tony picked up Lil Troy too for the weekend
I remember going to bed early I was so tired ........
Saturday
I was up early you know Mo had bowling .......
after I left from there I went to look for some earrings for the party later that night ...I ended up not getting anything new but a pair of earrings and I was glad I didn't because my black dress was just fine ...............shoes and all
Okay anyway
I went home and took another nap until was time to pick Mo up...
Then once we got back home I had everyone getting ready for A-Ron's birthday party ..............Tony had taken Lil Troy to work with him so he didn't get to go to the party.
Oh yeah Tony had Lil Troy's hair cut in a mohawk it looks so handsome on him (smile)
I ended up taking Malayah to the party who cried the whole dayum time but once we got her to our house she was laughing and walking around and shyt I was blown.....Man A-Ron was loving the colorful balls all over the floor.
It rained cats and dogs that day too during his party
When I got home I went right to sleep .........Shay woke my up a little before 9pm and was like "Mommy are you okay your phone been ringing off hook". I looked at my phone and had 12 missed calls and 8 text messages (WOW)
I called Tiffany back who was telling me she didn't have anything to wear and asking me if I would pick her up and Felicia who was asking me to scoop her too. I did return G's text he wanted to know what time it started and planned to be there....Oh yeah Meesh sent me a text about the parking and everyone else I just read the text and started getting ready for the party.................Tony hung around to see the finished look I thought I looked real cute and then the mask just set the shyt off (smile)
I picked everyone up and Felicia looked so cute I was like WOW she cleans up nice (wink) the party was real nice and I had a nice time I was working the dance floor on my own every now and then Meesh and Domo danced with me but neither Tiffany or Felicia danced since they feet were hurting .....G kept coming on the dance floor to dance with me and he dances pretty good too for some reason it always amazes me.
Tiffany was falling asleep looking all bored so I left before I was ready too I wanted to see if they did the mask contest because I knew I had it in the bag but didn't want Tiffany thinking I was stuck on myself or some wild shyt ......man I wanted to win but didn't want to be all big headed so we left it was already 2:15am if they did do the contest the winner was happy I had left the building and that's real talk.................I put a pic of me on my FB profile and received nice comments from every one but Tausha (lol) anyway
Sunday
I was home all day Necole and I went to the boutique I got 2 pair of pants and 2 shirts .....Necole had to get a outfit for a fashion show she is in.
I dropped her at practice and then went home ......Tony was cooking dinner he made all my favorites Homemade meatballs, creamed spinach,biscuits, roasted potatoes and sauteed mushrooms mmmm mmmm good everything was wonderful
I washed clothes
got on FB
and watched my Sunday lineup
Later that night I get a text from Darryl asking if it was to late to call me and at that same time I get a text from Lee it was a smiley face. I hit him back with what's up but he didn't respond and then I called Darryl we talked for a good while and he made it clear that if I was married we had to end the conversation right then ....I kept it going for a little while longer after that and then got off the phone.......guess I won't be talking with him and he was a fine youngin too Tausha and I both saw him at the same time and expressed interest if she would have spotted him first I would have left well alone but anyway he stepped to me.
Oh yeah I texted Lee earlier that day just to see if he ever got the poem I sent him and he was like "No, when"? So I sent it again and he hit me right back all he said was "That was nice". (SMH) LOLOLOL that man I tell ya ....I'm sure he read it more then once but I'll never know it (lol)
Tony slept in the bed with me and I still stressed to him how much of a friend I feel in him and I don't want anything else anymore.
Monday
I had a meeting with Shay's math teacher Shay and her got into it and Shay kept telling the teacher she was doing to much and to just be quiet and the teacher put her out the class and Shay asked for her to call me while she was in the room and the teacher told her no and all this started with Shay asking to go to the bathroom.
Man yaw when the teacher called me she was still hyped like she wanted to fight my daughter she even called her a heifer ....yes a HEIFER ...to me ....I told her "This conversation is now over ...my child has a name and heifer is not it you think Shay went off in your class what you don't know is if we don't end this conversation now you will see going off". I called the front off and scheduled a meeting ASAP!
OH Shay said the teacher rolled her eyes at her and was moving her head and hands popping and stuff.
When the teacher couldn't reach me she called my sister and Nickee said she had to tell the teacher to take a breather cause she was way to hyped I was like WOW!
The teacher acted like Shay went off for nothing and told me she said SHUT-UP (which is a word not even used in my house) and that Shay never asked to go to the bathroom ........I know my children and she would not have popped off like that for nothing believe me and then before Shay went out the room she said "YEAH CALL MY MOTHER CALL HER NOW". That showed me right there that Shay wanted me to know what was up before the lies were told.
Of course when we get to the dayum conference Ms. Pitman after hearing Shay's story said that Shay did ask to go to the bathroom and I was like you didn't say that when I spoke with you when you called ....her "I forgot I was so upset".
me "See the reason she wanted you to call me right then .....see how people forget and this was an important part of the incident".
her "And she told me to shut-up". I look at Shay who repeats "I said be quiet".
me "It was still wrong but I don't believe she said shut-up".
her "weather she said be quiet or shut up it means the same".
me "Naw I would have to differ SHUT-UP is a very rude word you wouldn't tell a toddler to SHUT-UP you would say be quiet now grant it either way she shouldn't have told you to be quiet but if your gonna tell the story tell it correctly". She was looking at me all stupid in the face. Then she had nerve to say she wants Shay to write a letter to the class for disrespecting her I said "Oh no that's not gonna happen she will write a letter about disrupting the class but you disrespected her too rolling your eyes popping your head and hand gesture ...naw that's not what's going to be done .
Man people think just because they are children you don't have to respect them ...........so not true......so not true.......
Of course they pulled her grades and the chick has a 59.11% (lol) I was like dayum Shay bring that book home everyday ask you sister for help or go to tutoring you have got to bring the grade up and turn in that dayum homework she had so many missed homework assignments.
I mean it's better to turn it in and get some wrong then just get a plain ole 0
Okay so I got to work late just a little after 9am
Tiffany called off she had a headache
I texted with Lamont
I got morning text from all the guys plus my daddy
I talked with Kris for a little bit via text as well.
Then Lee hit me with the "Wanna come over tomorrow"?
me "Yeah sure what time"?
him "Soon as you get off".
me " Off from the 1st 5pm or 2nd job 8pm"? took a while but then he sent "Just when you get off period".
me "Dayum I'm coming hold up nucca okay".
him "I'm horney so be prepared".
me "Good me too should I bring protection or do you have some"?
him "Bring it but don't like it I haven't been with anyone".
me "Me neither but I'll bring it".
him "So you haven't had any sex since or last time" ?
me "Well the bullet".
him "the bullet uh? you haven't been with anyone"?
me "Dayum Lee no not even Tony he has tried but no dice it's not even there I mean how come it's so hard to believe".
him "You like dyck".
me "And you like puzzie and I don't believe your azz either fugg you Lee".
him "Why you always go off the deep end with me I was just saying no one knows what you been doing".
me "And the same goes for you".....That was that and I haven't texted him since if he hits me I'll go I do want some but I won't text his azz or just go over there fugg that nucca he thinks just because I fugg with him he can say whatever maaaaannnnnnn anyway
I worked OT
That dude Lonnie hit me up but he wasn't talking about taking me to the game so I ended that convo quick
When I got home Tony was warming up some food
I got on FB
and then went to bed he slept in the bed with me again talking about he is coming back for his wife he wants me back .....I told him I wasn't wanting to be won back but he's not hearing me so I just turned over asked him to scoot back and went to sleep I woke up in the middle of the night with him all on my back holding me tight I so can't wait to move or something real talk I just want to separate I will be so much happier.
I can tell he was surprised I am still thinking ........going to Ohio for Thanksgiving and our anniversary without him ..........Oh well
I chatted with my sister Jacquelyn she was saying how excited she is that we are coming up there. And she saw Terah and she is excited too.
I sent T a e-mail last week just asking how him and the kids were he replied back all was well but he wanted to know how I was really doing......Haven't replied back yet
My sister got a call back from her GYN saying she needs to come in so they can discuss her ultrasound I think it's fibroids and told her not to worry I asked her if she wanted me to go with her but she said "No". I think I may just meet her at her house anyway if Mike's not going with her.
Nothing much happened yesterday ......get with you guys later.
0 what u said.
Bravenet Blog 
Blog Community
Get a Free Blog
Manage your Blog
bravenet.com