Mandi791:
Hey I just got my own domain, I was wondering if we could link up there too! Let me know!
jeeny:
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Angie:
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MARITES:
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Angeline:
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Angie:
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kris:
Hey girl! I gotta go all the way back to the end of April to catch up! But I just wanted you to know that I'm still enjoying living my life through you! Take care!
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This weekend was cool I mean James came home how much cooler is that (smile)
Friday I went to the beauty supply store to get some tracks and then I remembered the owner said he had a deal for me on the human hair (Remy) half wig it was $69.99 but he was going to give it to me for $30 I said cool I got that and the tracks I wanted in a golden blonde color (I love it) I call it my Mariah Carey/Leona Lewis hair style (lol) As always I took the las 3 packs I asked dude if a lot of people be buying it because I have yet to see someone rock the hairdo and he said not around here but the place we order from is always out of stock I was like okay cool I paid and then left pressed to find a site to buy my shyt myself and sure nuff I found the site and will order 6 pks of this hair so I'll be rocking this until at least the beginning of the year (smile) I am siced.
When I got home James was already there OMG!!!! I was so happy to hug and see him and kept doing both the whole time he was here (smile)
So Friday night I took the kids out to get Tony something for his birthday ...they got him a nice shirt and it's still in the gift bag (anyway) I asked him where he wanted to go get something to eat ....he says "I just ate this sandwich".....he was being real nonchalant like he didn't want to do anything I even asked him if he wanted to hit a bar nothing ..........so after he cut the cake he went back downstairs and I played Phase 10 with Necole and Mo .....Shay went to her room and James was getting the new laptop my mom sent him ready. We just chilled in the house it was nasty outside cold, rainy and stuff. And then feeling in a good mood I sent Lee a text "What you doing"? him "In here chillin". me "With who"? him "Lol. Nobody what you doing"? me " Okay good I'm chillin".....................I was happy after that text and after the game was over I went to the room.......man Rude kept calling me I was so not wanting to hear from any dudes just one....... I don't even think I went downstairs to check on Tony I just went right to bed.
Saturday Morning I was up at 7am to take Tony to work Necole was up too so I could take her to school she had to decorate for the homecoming dance. After I drop them off I went to McDonalds to get a steak bagel mmm mmm then went home. All I did Saturday was take the girls shopping for shoes for their dances, James went with Mo to bowling and I picked them up ........The girls looked so pretty and said they had a nice time at the dance ...Tony had a DJ gig and did call me to see if I took pictures which I didn't (I forgot) James went to hang out with some friends and ended up hitting a club back in B-More (smh) I was jive nervous since it was raining and stuff but he was alright ....I got on FB and then around 3 am I sent Lee a text asking if he was home but he never texted me back I checked to see if James was home when I woke up at 3am but nope he wasn't the knuckle head didn't come in until 5am (SMH) .......And Tony didn't come home he had went to Doug's birthday party I was going to go with him but he didn't even act like he wanted me to go .....I was like WOW!
Sunday Necole had cheer practice My neighbor KeKe sent some chili over to our house it was the flipping bomb it was in a pie pan ...with a baked potato in the middle with the chili and chesse then baked until cheese was harden and then a dollop of sour cream in the middle. It was ole so good mmm mmm great Shay went to Tausha's to get her hair done I made a nice breakfast Tony came home him and Mo went to 7 Eleven he brought me some chips and candy he never mentioned anything about staying out all night ...............OH HOLD THE HELL UP back the hell up to Saturday <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Mo has a cold and Tony has yet to turn on the heat talking about not for another 2 weeks mind you Saturday it was cold as shyt and in my house it was 55 degrees .....we had on layers of clothes and blankets and shyt .....it was like 2 in the morning when I started thinking ......where ever the hell Tony is staying is probably nice and warm and we in here freezing ...he not even coming home bump that I turned on the flipping heat BUMP that!!!!!!
Okay so back to Sunday >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> After him and MO got back from the store ....I was cooking when he came in and the first thing he said in a stern voice was "Who cut the heat on"???? me "I did". him "Who is going to pay the bill"? me "You who else". him "Yeah, really yeah right okay". Then he walked out the door and we didn't see him again until 10pm when he came to take James back to school.....I was in the room doing my hair when I heard James tell Tony how it would have been real nice to visit with his whole family and Tony smart azz was like "you saw your mother and your sisters right"? James "Sure did and that was the best part seeing my mom ...just forget it dad". I was glad he spoke his mind because I think Tony was wrong for not being home during his son's visit but oh well
Monday I woke up late as shyt I mean so late I didn't get to work until a little after 9am WOW!!!! Don't even have an excuse for it.
Did I mention the other day I had a panic attack and Dr. B called me in some more Lorazpam I was in need of it
Did I tell you the boy across the street got locked up it was one day last week there was un marked cop cars (4) and a state trooper on the street I was like WOW they went in the house and came out with him in hand cuffs I felt sad for the family ...I did no bull .....
~~Anyway~~ Monday morning I got a text from Lee "GM". me "Dayum dude I'm not even worth the full spell out anymore Good Morning to you too". him "LOL you wild". me "How come you didn't reply back when I text you the other morning it wasn't a sex call I was just coming from getting my hair done and was going past your way". him "I fell asleep at my boys house and didn't get home until right before the game". I didn't respond
I worked OT by myself since Felicia left to go get the crab legs that were on sale $2.99 a lb I wish I could have got some too but I didn't have any funds for that
When I got home Tony had dropped Mo off but wasn't home and wouldn't come home that whole night made me know never mind ....me and the girls just chilled in the crib (smile) Shay was jive sad I think she is going through cell phone withdrawal (lol)
Tuesday Yesterday I was up happy and early we all got to our places of destination on time (smile)
Work was jive alright even with no contact with Lee
Did I tell you guys I opened the gas bill and it was $403.00 and a disconnect notice ....I called then paid $218.00 and the rest I made payment arrangements ......then today I called the mortgage company regarding the President Obama plan helps you lower your monthly mortgage ....I pray I can get it lowered to something I can manage on my own. What a blessing that would be .
I worked OT
When I left the train I took the way that would put me closer to Necole cheer practice I was calling and texting her to see if she needed a ride ......then when I pulled up to wait for her I get a call on my cell from ................................yeah NOT Lee but Tony "I see you Tone you here to pick Necole up"? me "Yeah". him "You sure"? me "Yep I got her". ..................I see him pulling out the parking space ....break and look in my direction....he hadn't seen me in 3 days.....when we got home he wasn't there was no big deal to me I went about my evening ...listening to my MCC CD (smile) and rockin it ..................I was in the middle of singing when Tony peeps his head in the room ..........he was like "Look at you got your hair all done up and stuff". He walks over to me to give me a kiss on my cheek. He just kept talking to me sitting next to me and all that stuff he even ask me if he could sleep in the room with me .........this nucca hasn't been home in 3 days (LOLOL) but I said sure he hugged me while we slept but that was it.
I got up this morning wishing I got a GM from Lee but no dice not a call or text all day
I do have a jive crush on this guy named....lets see he's on my FB page so I'll just call him .......Black ..he is real nice looking to me and we have no friends in common I have no idea where I know him from or anything but I get good vibes we leave comments on each others status all the time and .....I sent him a message for the first time last night ....no response yet but um yeah .
Rude Boy and I texted each yesterday I stood him up for a movie date again he is so sweet he was like no problem I had to ask him why does he even bother with me and he said "It took me 6-7 yrs to get you I have patience with you". He said I did something to him and he just really likes me (smile) It's sad but I don't feel that way about him ....at least not anymore.
Didn't go on the ride with Crazy Dogg as a matter of fact they canceled it due to all the rain.
Why did Precious Dogg call me and ask me if I went to the Rodeo party with Snaps ....I told her Snaps called and invited me but I told her I had plans ...OMG! you guys why did Snap tell Precious I was there celebrating Tony's Birthday and everything said I had on a cute outfit...Precious was like when she heard I was gong she called Cherry and tried to get her to go but it was so nasty out they decided to stay in .......man that dayum Snaps is still up to her games I see (LOLOLOLOLLOL)
Work has been chill today I have been getting a lot done (smile)
Keeping busy so I don't send Lee any love sick text or ecards it worked ......I even checked my AOL account and BAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! had a email from T......yes! T it was short he said "I'm thinking about you". I didn't reply .....should I .......I ?????????????????????? yeah I will
I'm chillin".....................I was happy after that text and after the game was over I went to the room.......man Rude kept calling me I was so not wanting to hear from any dudes just one.......
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