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TODAY was a WOW day
I can't even talk about nothing but today okay so here it goes
I sent Lee a "Good Morning". text he didn't send anything back
later I sent him something asking about the trip and if I should call him since he wasn't responding to my e-mail and he hit back that the trip was good everything was some what the same and that he has hadn't checked his e-mails yet.
he asked about my weekend and then .......................then ....."What's up wit my sheets lol "?
me "I still got them I was gonna put those 1000 count sheets on my bed the other day lol why you want them"
him "Damn right I want them you brought them for me".
me "You can't get them unless I'm in that bed mister"!
him "lol Thats Cool"
me "I can always get you a 250 count for the few ppl u hang wit 
"
him "Lol. Not like that".
me 
That was it nothing much but I'll take whatever ......it makes me smile
I have not heard anything else from him and I really don't even need to for real I am just happy for the lil convo we had today. ..........and his "LOL. NOT LIKE THAT". is classic if I could have seen my heart it would have had a sombero on it jumping around like a jumping bean....hey I used to have a jumping bean when I was in elementary school
Okay sooooooooo let's get this post in order
Yesterday was work and Ruby was packing her bag (YES!)
Work was working nothing exciting yesterday but today I was a tad salty when Lee didn't text back that I should call him so I told Tiffany to send me a text every morning saying fugg Lee and remind me why I don't ever want to hear from him again and she said "I sure will I gladly will". mmmm hhmmm just like I thought ...............butta I'll keep that to myself because if though I don't think she reads anymore some ppl who know her do so I'm gonna leave it alone but I knew it .
I won't be telling her anything pertaining to him it will be as if him and I don't even talk so I didn't tell her about the texts today (smile) I'll just keep that to myself
After work I went home and was hoping to get in the bed early I worked OT unitl 7pm ....but when I got home I watched The Ant Bully with Shay and Mo it was good then I went in the room and got on FB for a little while
lets see
My cousin Terah was talking about how when she reads my Good Morning post it reminds her of how I used to get on the school bus this morning and say real loud "Good Morning Terah". She said how it was a flash back for her and how she misses it.
I told her I do it to my office in the morning too but with a princess Dianna wave "Good Morning office good morning".
she said "I hope they appreciate it I didn't then lol". And she sure didn't she used to be so embarrassed (lol)
Then when I was looking at my notices I saw that Mom Pat left a comment on Kkay's page (that's her mom)
Kkay was on chat so I hit her up "Girl that's not mom Pat on your page"?
her "Yep that's her".
me "STOP! girl I sent her a friend request ...think she still remembers me"?
her "Girl, how she gonna forget trouble". (LOLOLOL) I was happy to cath her as well as my Ohio BFF Fee da Mo (her name is Felicia) but I always called her FeedaMo (wink) I was the first person to cut her hair in a cute ass bob ....she got me a job at Taco Bell where she worked and when I saw how her manager used to talk about her and treat her all bad so my first day on the job she gets smart with FeedaMo and I don't know I didn't like her on the strength of my girl sooooo I stole the bytch BAM! knocked that bytch on the counter then I walked the hell out she called the police and shyt....man if I was in a line up I would have hit that bytch with the Cleo move in set it off ....turning to the side tapping on my top jacket pocket with the grit face.....yeah but it didn't come to that she dropped the charges ....FeedaMo quit soon after that
I had just moved to Ohio from Cali so I had a whole lot of pent up anger I was moved to Ohio for Gang reform (lol) and Ohio was so full of white people man it was just slow as hell there..............I can't wait until she hits me back so we can chit chat (smile)
Lee has not hit me back regarding my poem to him yet I mean maybe his internet has been turned off.............I mean he has wireless service so I mean ............I don't think he would let that get cut off I think he is just not speaking on it ..............WOW............that hurts I gave him a true piece of my feeling through my words and he can't even say thanks .......naw ..naw.......I'm a stick with thinking he hasn't checked his e-mail yet and maybe that shyt is cut what they call the hell off.
I thought I was going to have to takes a cash loan out but the car ins ppl said I could pay them o the 30th and T-Mobile let me pay them next week so I am good I'm just gonna pay for a week of after care and then next week I will get the other $85 up rom some where ................
Today is Tony's Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He is acting all nonchalant towards me and really how I feel is .......I can't wait for this day to be over .......I'm glad Dr. B refilled my anxiety med because I am going to need it he's acting soooo I can't put my finger on it but today is his day so I'm trying to be cheery calling him singing happy birthday asking him how his day is going and what he wants to do tonight and he's being so non responsive ..........what I want to do is say "Happy Birthday". and then go about my day as any other day I am just not into it or him anymore and for my birthday believe me I don't want him to go out of his way to do anything for me I'll be alright I will be so glad when this day is over believe me
Last night I went to Necole and Shay's old middle school for a college tour meeting .....it's gonna be for spring break and they are going to all the HBC's I am excited for it..........one of the coaches there Mr. Mundell called Necole on her cell phone last month and told her about it ......that was nice of him to include her as well as a few other high school kids.
Left from there and went to Shay's school for a pep rally she was dancing in and modeling in the dayum thing cost $10 to get in $40 for our family SMH!!!!! it was alright lots of school spirit and Shay danced very well she was on point I was very proud .........very...........then she did alright in her modeling as well she was the last to go and had a spot light (smile) another James int he making (lololol)
it was over at 9:30pm and then we went home
I got on FB to fix my Cafe and then show the family the little baby doing the stanky leg ....it was so cute we all liked it.
Tony was acting all funny when I was making a grill cheese sandwich I asked him if he wanted one and he was like "No, Thank you I'll make my own remember you said your not going to be that type of woman right"? I rolled my eyes and was like "Right, I'm not going to fix you plate every single time I mean I'm offering because I want to I mean I am cooking".
him "I'm not trying to argue just leave it alone". MAN I just went upstairs and got in my cold azz bed he hasn't turned the heat on yet and since he does pay the bill I'm not gonna open my mouth. I just snuggled up with my pillow and got on FB until Tiffany called me and then right before I fell asleep I thought about what would happen if I called Lee and told him it was cold in my bed and I was wondering if I could come spend the night with him......I fantasized about different responses he could have gave me.....each ending with him saying "Yeah come over". (SMILE) not sure what time I fell asleep after playing with my bullet (wink)
I can not believe Lee has not said anything about my poem I me geez if someone sent me a poem I would be flattered at least send them a thank you I mean geez why am I so pressed for his azz why!!!!?????!!!!???
So anyway
I thought I was going to have to take out a cash loan but every thing worked out ............did I say that shyt already ????
Work was okay today nothing really happened
Oh Precious Dogg called me to see what I was doing this weekend
Crazy Dogg sent me a text we sorta text all morning I told him since it was going to be
I'm so ready to go home wish I could just crawl under my bed but I have to put on the fake smile and attitude for Tony's Birthday and James is coming home as well so I have to be cheerful ..........
Hope everyone has a nice weekend and can't wait to start my week with a bang next week
maybe I'll call him one day next week .....maybe......just maybe .........yeah I'm gonna call him one day next week
later gator
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