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First let me start f by saying do you guys know a female who when she gets shown a little bit of attention from a dude her whole attitude changes , she is more happy, talkative all she can talk about is HIM and just all so giddy you would think they just got engaged but all in all it's just a little bit of attention ........some people not used ta nothing (lol)
Okay so let's see oh yeah second off I need some sex my face is breaking out .....geez Lee getting his off some where with one or both of those few ppl he hangs with (PISSED OFF IS WHAT I AM) I have never felt so sex deprived in my life and I can't even get it from home because that nucca can't keep it up geez mo Christmas and to think before Lee I could go months without sex and now I think I'm gonna kirk out real soon if I don't get some from LEE (DAYUM PISSED OFF IS WHAT I AM)
Okay now
Yesterday at work the work day couldn't have went by fast enough for me I was so ready to hang out (smile)
Michelle was getting on my nerves talking so much she was interrupting everyone when we we're talking .......Felicia was working my nerves to I was just ready to get off work.
I didn't have the urge to call Lee all day or to change my status on Twitter (remember he can still see it) oh right now it says "I didn't ask 4 n e 1 2 b here...I didn't sign up 4 dis thing called luv....I'm now sign n off ...much luv Tweeples. I'm done with that
Tiffany rode home with me yesterday so we could hit Friday's .....when I walked in the house it smelled like big azz dog shyt ................I was pissed I thought they forgot to lock Marlow up and he shyted all over the house but not true Necole had to give him a bath because he had diarrhea all over his cage ..........OMG that shyt was funky.............I told Tiffany I would be ready in 10min and I was out the door we went ..............my sister called when we were almost there she was in the parking lot and said when we pulled up "Is this a club or restaurant or what". She looked really nice but I think she wears way to much make up ......Anyway we had to stand up for a good while until we spotted some guys getting up from their table then we took it (smile) I ended up having 3 Electrik blue lemonade they were okay I wont get it again I would get what Tiffany had can't remember the name of it but it was good.
Once seated I called Slyk to tell her I heard the news of her joining Dogg Pound and she says she is not with them she is with Dogg chain and everyone from her club is going to a party Saturday in Landover. She wants to speak with Red Dogg who is the President of her club He was all flirting with me and stuff she said they have a social side of there club and she said she would put a good word in for me ....*hint* she wants me to join ..........maybe ....I will maybe I won't
CD came in around 9pm he is a nice looking guy......he offered to buy me a drink (not the table just me) then he kept checking on me ...hanging around me every now and then he introduced me to one of his boys that he told I was going to Daytona with him last March .....his buddy was like oh yeah so CD said "You wanna go to Daytona with me in March next year for real this time"?
me "Yeah sure". He also invited me to go on a ride with him for domestic violence with the Platinum Rollers Oct 17th I will be going with him (smile)....that's if I feel up to it I mean you know how some timey I be with these nucca's
We left at around 10pm something and I dropped Tiffany at the crib and went home ....I was in bed early and that was all she wrote. Tony stayed downstairs which was cool with me.
Thursday
I was yearning to hear from Lee so bad I wanted to talk with him soooo bad I was sending Tiffany telling her just that when I get a text.........I don't text it until later and no bull shyt the text was from Lee "On the rd 2 go c my kids".
me "Great! everythings okay right"?
him "Pretty much".
me "Good well have a safe trip and call me if you would like some on the road company and if you have a driving partner let them take over when you get sleepy and have a nice visit".
him "Ok thx".
work was so much better after that I didn't have that burning feeling in my stomach to talk with him it was strange.
I wanted to work OT but Tony was acting like it was going to be a problem for him to get Mo to the movies on time she was going with her GS troop to see Cloudy with a chance of meatballs so I went ahead and left work to pick her up and take her. With this new troop we have to pay for a bunch of these trips where as with the out troop we didn't come out of pocket.....I couldn't afford to stay and watch the movie with her so I dropped her off and went out Fort Washington to get my party ticket from Snaps (yeah my Ex bike President) well anyway I go to meet up with her and she claims she was coming from the barber shop and just saw Red Dogg and Crazy Dogg who both were asking about you she said "Yaw just saw Sexy Redz last night calm down". I just smiled at her got my ticket and rolled you know she be whaling like shyt. Oh yeah and why the dude Slyk like this dude she been kicking it with Snaps likes and keeps telling her "Slyk you know that man is married you betta be careful". I told Slyk she better be careful because Snaps might be the one to tell the dayum wife we cracked up but we both knew that shyt was not funny but it was so true lolololololol
When I picked up Mo she was so excited about the movie she said it was good and all the kids said it was good but it made them hungry (smile)
Shay had cooked dinner so when I went home I just went to the room to watch CSI ....Tony wasn't home he already said he was going to be hanging out so I did expect him to be home.
Poor Marlow still has diarrhea so when I got home Necole said he ate but still had diarrhea ...Mo was all upset and worried about him geez mo Christmas pls pray nothing happens to our dog the vet Tony talked with said I did right by giving him the pepto Bismol but I should have been giving it to him 3 times a day and then put him on a bland diet...I hope he gets better ASAP I don't have any money to take him to the Vet I just got a text from T-Mobile talking about my bill was past due I know, I know It's due so I gotta pay it but look I'm already neg $300 in my account sooooo I can't bounce another check dayum anybody out there gotta spare $300 they can send to my pay pal account (LOLOLOLOLOL)
I got on FB until 11 something but since I had the BS meeting this morning at 8am I went to bed pretty early ...I slept good and made it to the meeting 5min late only to find out the meeting had nothing to do with the admin staff as always *rolling eyes* then hear this crab big red (the boss) tells my supervisor Michele that my clothes be to tight and my tops to low cut. LOLOLOLOLOL I started laughing and shaking my head then she had nerve to say to Tiffany she also mentioned that on jean day you had on a sweat shirt with a hood on the back OMFG!!!!!!! I was cracking what they call the hell up then she talked about how we don't be in the office and we only get a 30min break and yada, yada, yada I was like OMG!!!! this was just funny to me I told Michele I want a meeting with Shirley I need to find out about my clothes being to tight because clearly ...I mean clearly the handbook must have been updated since I have the 2002 handbook and the way I come to work I know my shyt is not tight LOLOLOL I also know once or twice when I wear this white shirt my boobs sorta popped out but she was no wear around and when I leave the office I always put on my long black sweater so she is full of shyt and I plan to get tot he bottom of this fat white red head bytch aaarrrggghhhhh I know she can tell I don't care to shakes for her fake as ....anyway I asked "SOOOOO how is my work performance are any of my doctors complaining".
Michele "Nope the work is just fine no complaints"............OKKKKKAAAAYYYYYYY
me "Well then I guess that is what counts". *rolling eyes*
I sent Lee a poem today wanna hear it???? well here it goes anyway and no stealing it I wrote it you can not have it
I thought I was alright
I thought I had my head right
I did!
I swear!
Everything was alright.
Out of sight
Out of mind....
Out of sight ....
Out of mind
I felt right, I felt fine.
I felt fine
I felt right........That was true!
A text every now and then is what I was getting used to
I actually thought I would never get a chance to verbally talk with you...
Then that Sunday...............
Then we talked and it started
Again..............................Again..................
Just that fast it was back
Just that fast because it never left
When you called me over to sit next to you
My heart didn't stand a chance
It wasn't strong enough
I knew right then
It just wasn't ready to let go
I had so many questions ..(I didn't ask any)
I had plenty responses to your comments....(I didn't make any)
I was stuck
Lost for words
Lost in your smile................
I felt that glow
.................on my face
I felt that warmth
..................over my body
I felt that Joy
I felt that Joy unspeakable
Joy
My Heart........cried out
ached
yearned for you to hold me and never let go
for your smile to keep that warmth going in my
chest.
The LOVE I have for you won't fade
won't die
won't be replaced.
I thought falling back was what I needed
I was scared (of the way I felt)
I was unsure (of the way I felt)
BUT what I knew then
what I know now
Is I want you back in my life
apart of my life
A friend for life.................................
Oh well I hope he checks it out when he gets back from Atlanta ......
About to head home watching A-Ron tonight
Tomorrow a biker party
Sunday the normal
later you guys and miss the day to day post do you?
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