THIS IS A VENT

I spoke with Olive yesterday ....you know trying to ...I don't know have conversation and she straight ignored me.....her man is a little friendly towards me ....well yesterday I noticed a difference with him as well....he must have gotten the talk...*rolling my eyes*

SMH! as Lee would say "Let's not waste any energy on that bull shyt she has da issue not you"........that coming to mind .........NEXT!!!!!!!!!!!

I left work at 3pm on the nose and still didn't make it to Lee's house until a little after 4pm ....now this is gonna sound very strange .........I get over there...he's not outside..(not that part just the whole story)....I call him while I'm at the door when he opens the door he's smiling all big he grabs me in a hug and a kiss .....we go to his room and he jumps on me while I'm sitting on his bed ...it's on ..squeezing each other tight....the rhythm is just right..kisses so tender on my neck....hugs so tight...moans and groans....I get one.....and then POW BAM he's getting his ....WTF???!!!??? ....he got his and is he really sliding out ......hold up is he really putting his shorts back on......just WAIT ONE COTTON PICKIN MINUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOUSTON WE HAVE A PROBLEM and this mutha fugger better fix it and quick. Me "WTF was that?, all of 4 minutes and I came once that's not what I came the fugg over here for"!!

him "Ouch that hurt ....Toni you were pulling me in tight saying fugg me fugg me I mean it's been a while I was trying to hold back but then you got started going hard moving, grinding, and I couldn't hold back my bad".

me "Yeah okay I'm used to 3 or more".

him "You funny Toni..dayum".

me "Yeah ooookaaay". I didn't think he was going to call me ...why wouldn't he tho come one Toni he always calls you. Well he did and he laughed because I was already rockin the CD he was like "Man so that's gonna be the back ground music when I call you uh". (cheezin) the CD is the bomb you guys it truly is.

I told him I would be going to see the Transformers later that night he didn't like that idea and I even said "If you didn't say you were taking your sons I would have asked you to go".......

I went home Mo is doing a lot better but her temp did go up last night to 101.7 but temps do that at night. I picked up her antibotic.

I changed into my practice clothes and was off to practice....smile on my face I called Tony before I left to ask him to stop at the theater before coming home and to buy the Transformer tickets for the 9:30pm show.

Darrin called me to see what I was doing ...he wanted to hang out and take me out...how sweet *rolling eyes*

This dude named Warren has been calling me like crazy met him back in the kick ball recruiting phase well I was sending out random "What's up"? text to everyone in my contacts and we started texting back and forth and then he called me a lot of times ....a lot.....I mean so much I started to think he had mental issues .....the series stalker, you not hanging out tonight, girl don't make me smack yo ass type.

Practice was chill .....I really don't care for 2 chicks on the team but that's neither here nor there....The dude soup is sweating me hard ....yeah he is and it's sorta cute but he is not might type...I just play around with him then there is the HC and he ....I don't know I get this vibe from him ....he's definitely a STAY AWAY so I don't even like to be too close to him ...I tell you sometimes...well it's the eyes ....it's the eyes.

Lee called me I had a missed call from him while I was at practice and I called him back twice while I was still out there but no answer. I wanted to ask him if I could come over later after the movies for another go at it. (wink) yeah I gots it bad you guys .....anyway .....Ruby is here so that's that on the ....yeah

Tony is at home getting ready when I get there ....I jump in the shower and get ready to go ....the movie started at 9:30pm when we walked into the theater at 9:15pm it was packed we got a good seat tho (smile)

I nodded off a few times remember I was only off the 2 hours sleep and then didn't get any time to sleep at Lee's house because I felt he was rushing me up out of there.

He sent me a text telling me his team played softball with a softball team. He hit a home run (smile) I told him I was at the movies ....he sent another task a hour 1/2 later asking how the movie was and who I went with.....I responded to all the text except the who? Then he called me I hit ignore....text him back that said "Still in the movies"....I did send him a text when I got home he called me back sounding like he was sleep he said "how was the movie"?

me "Good".

him "Well I was sleep but wanted to hit you back".

me "Okay well hit me tomorrow".

Tony slept in his room.

Thursday

Didn't get my wake up call .....sent a at 10am then he did call like 15min after that he is really upset I went to the movies without him.....then to top it off I told him I went with a male friend since he asked again he then says "Is this guy pitching woo ...shyt forget I asked that we're talking about Toni of course dude pitching woo".

me "Okay and that means what Lee? You should know me a little by now right I mean even a teeny wheeny lil bit right"?

him laughing "Yeah I do".

me" Then you should know that a nucca pitching woo means nothing to me right now I ain't tripping off no nucca right now ...I enjoy your company and I'm not thinking about anyone else right now hey remember I like you (in a voice sounding like I love you just replaced with like) you know that right"?

him "Yeah I knew you were gonna say that ". (he was referring to me saying I like you)

his line beeped and he said "That's my kids I'm a call you back".

He just sent me a (means he's thinking about me)

I can't stop smiling this man at the metro this morning said to the guy handing out the express paper "She has joy it's all over her face". and you guys know what he didn't know just how right he was ....I am so full of happiness, joy, peace ...knowing I'm the first...first of many's for Lee .....2nd place Toni doesn't live here anymore she has left the building.................