Ant wasn't home when I got there and I went right to bed I knew I shouldn't have went to sleep because I wasn't gonna get up on time for kick ball.....and true to my word I had 8 missed calls 6 from Lee and 5 text messages 3 from Lee ......I finally trudged out of bed and called back Boxer and S.S. and told them I was on my with the tent it was 01 something in the morning I was late as heck.

Lee kept missing me and I him.

Man by the time I got everything set and was parking my van way down yonder......Tiffany was parking her car across the street from me. So I asked for her help and we walked to our tent together. I spot Lee who comes over to me talking about "I been calling you all morning".I ask him if he wants a cigarette...gave him one and he stepped off.

He came over a little while later to give me my head band and that was it I saw him but he kept a distance from me I even went to watch his ass play ........he kicked a home run and had a awesome catch ....he fell but yeah he caught that ball people was like what you trying to get on ESPN with that joint (lol) his brother saw me watching and waved at me (smile)

I stepped off because of all those flying ants and Lee told me they won later that night wehn we spoke over the phone. I didn't hound him because I knew his wife was coming to the field to bring the boys but I never saw Lee with a female I saw him talking to his boys and .....yeah I was checking for his ass (wink).

Rude boy came to the field I was shocked he was there and he didn't say he was coming either so I was like dayum he had his kids with him too. (smile) I was playing the game so didn't get to talk to him and he didn't know where I was either so the whole time he was watching are game his ass didn't realize that was me smiling at his ass from 2nd base (lol). He's coming next Sunday with his biker crew (blush) I wonder how Lee will handle it never mind Tony I mean .....I don't know what I mean I guess I'll see how he reacts as well. I don't planned to be bunned up with him but I can guarantee Rude will hang around me a whole lot (smile). Tausha better come to keep him company as well .....you know how I be doing with my many men (lol)

We lost 1-4 it was the best game so far we have gotten so much better.

I left the field a tad earlier then usual since I had to pick up Mo from Crystal's house and Necole and shay went to Necole's cheerleading cookout. I was hoping I would have gotten to spend sometime with my Lee baby but no dice didn't even see him when I left. I sent him a text tho to see if he was gone but he said he was still at the field.

Once home I made me a turkey cheeseburger and ate some potato salad. The fam sat around talking about this in that. I took a nap and then got a shower so I could go drop James at his friend Jazmine's house to spend the night since she graduated Monday. Since I would be passing Lee's crib I thought I would get to see him for a while at least to get a quickie so I put on a skirt not panties and was looking real cute and country (smile)

Just as we're leaving I realize the girls aren't home and Mo can't stay sleep in my room while I leave so I have to take her with me which means ........THERE WILL BE NO QUICKIE for me *rolling eyes*

I did send him a text to let him know what I was about to do. He hit me back once he left the filed and was telling me all about our coach and the boxer getting into it on the field he said the boxer was calling coach all types of whores and sluts I was like WOW! Lee and coach are cool and have been since they were jive younger (smile) ......that smile was just because when I think about Lee I do just that smile........

anyway

We rapped on the phone and then once I was home I washed some more clothes until Tony got home he invited me to dinner. He wanted to hit the new Japanese spot near our house but it was closed so we went to Applebee's which was cool with me I was still hung over and queasy stomach from all that drinking I did the night before and I needed mashed potato's .....real bad and they have these loaded ones OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!! yes, I am a potato addict (smile)

While at dinner we talked about this in that ......mostly about Lee, Lynette who has been calling him and pressing him out she really likes him it seems and she wants him to be a part of her life ........anyway he doesn't want her anymore and it's like dayum........So anyway we sitting at the bar and this older guy is checking me out like crazy Tony is like "I'm about to say something to dude because this shyt is wild he can't stop checking you out". He told me how he never told me before but he does get jealous and he sometimes get intimated by the guys because he thinks they are looking at him like "What is this fat nucca doing with her". or vice versa what is she doing with him and he says it bothers him........I was like dayum it's jive weird how he is talking to me more expressing his feelings and stuff.

He is telling me he was going to get me the Hello Kitty watch I want for Christmas are before.......he wants us to go away some where nice and far for our anniversary this year.....he is giving me $100 today to start shopping for the Graduation stuff......he is going to give me $450 and him and I are going to go to NYC so I can get some new bags (smile) I told him it's not about the material things and he said "I know but you like that stuff and have never asked me for anything expensive before you always make do with what you can get even tho I know it's not always what you want".

It seems so weird that he knows I am really interested in someone else.....I don't think Tony is going to go crazy or flick off and cause me any bodily harm (wink)

Skip came over to watch us play and we talked for a little while. Then he stepped off while looking at his phone. That night Lee told me Skip was pitching woo to his wives cousin.......he was like I started to tell Skip he couldn't be doing that or I was gonna tell you........I was thinking Lee is such an ass hole sometimes.

anyway

Didn't see Fatt Baby or Karen at all Sunday.

Darrin hasn't been calling me since he asked to help take out my braids

I spoke with Lo for a little via text.

T .........he called me yesterday while I was on the phone with Kris.....he was flirty and everything I was even feeling good inside and flirting back with his ass. I kinda gave him the impression I might be proposing to his ass in November don't ask me why I did it just something to do .....I know, I know I'm always playing with guys and their emotions right?????????????????shyt they do good women like that 365 days of the year.........and do it to some more then others so fugg em............all but Lee so far until he proves me wrong I do nothing but trust him and believe what he has to say as truth (weeellllll maybe not all that but let's just say innocent until proven guilty lololol)

Monday

Lee's wife was still here and it was the cousin's graduation and the party as well so I knew I wasn't gonna here much from Lee sooooooooo let's see during the day we barley spoke on the phone and then after I left kick ball practice I called him ...................Oh wait .....wait......during the day when I did talk with him he was saying how he wanted his cigarettes back becasue he didn't like someone to control him and yada, yada, yada.......so after practice I sent him a text "What you doing"?

him "At the graduation party what you doing"?

me "I put your cigarettes in your mailbox". There was a very long delay and I was half way home from doing just that when he sent two text back to back "WOW"! and "Oh Ok". Later While I was cooking he calls me I missed the call and hit him back he tells me he is on his way to take the kids to his house because the party was 16 and over after a certain time and he was taking all the kids to his house ( his car was quite as .....as.....a church mouse how ever quite that maybe) then he says his daughter is going to have his phone because her battery is dead and she can't be without a phone he just wanted me to know *rolling eyes* I was cool and just said I would talk to him the next day..........When he gives me the wake up call at 6am Tuesday morning he tells me his wife and her girlfriend stayed the night and were sleeping in the same bed and room upstairs he was like "That's some weird shyt". he then said "I called you last night and sent you a text I know we said we would just talk the next day but I wanted to talk to you". and true to his word I had a text "U sleep"? and 1 missed call it was around 1:30am

Tuesday

Was rough I didn't get to talk to him as much I guess his wife and everything was around so I was like cool we did text a lot and then when he left to pick up his brother we talked all the way there and then he sent me a text that said he was on his way to his brother's which meant he wouldn't have service ............aaaarrrrgghhhh

When I got home I started cleaning up while waiting for Tony to get back so we could go pick up my mommy from the airport...........yeah I'll have lots to talk about when I get back to work on Monday that's for sure.

Sorry there was no time to edit this Dianna get on your hops with the editing on the names (lol)