I talked with T off and on yesterday for the most part of the day. He claimed he was going to try to come and see me today but I knew that was a crock of shyt.
I worked last night and Tony had already called me to tell me he had James, JR and John with him to try and get the grill on the hitch attached to John's truck. They had the bar too I was siced, I had Crab Legs for dinner they were so the bomb, The kids ate Hamburgers, Mo and I watched Dan in the Real Life which was a good movie. Mo and I laughed so hard at times it was great.
I made a few calls and then went to bed to read my book. I started feeling funny................I wanted to call and talk with BBS but I already told her I was going to bed so I didn't want to call her again.................when I felt like I couldn't breath I knew I was having a panic attack I set up in bed, I started feeling really scared of what I couldn't tell you, my heart started racing and I tried to take as deep as a breath I could. I knew Tony wouldn't be able to hear me at the Legion so I started texting him and as I was doing that he called me (smile) It was so much noise he could barely hear me. He wanted to say he loved me and to see what I was doing. I told him I felt scared and then I couldn't get the rest out so I told him to wait for my text. Once he got it he texted me back "Say A prayer". The next text was "say a Prayer of Faith".
I did just that I got out of bed and on my knees and prayed. Once back in bed I felt more relaxed and I went right to sleep.
This morning when I got up I saw I had a text. It was from Tony he sent it at like 1am it said "I love You So Much".
Ruby came over last night. Shay was all mad talking about "Dang Mommy that means she's gonna visit me next". (smile)
I was late for work today but I called, James is suspended from school for 3 days for going off campus at lunch time. They would have let him and his other 2 friends off with a warning but James had to open his BIG mouth so Mr. Sampson suspended all three of them.
I've been so happy these last couple weeks .............I have a secret and thinking about it makes me blush. That's all I can say about it but it's all good .............all good (wink)
That's a scary feeling. I'm glad you got through it, prayer does some wonderful things! I was about to say - dang they suspending kids now for going off campus during lunch?!?! Until I read the rest about his mouth! Awww, poor thing! 
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