Saturday while at the Catwalk Jerome sent a text with his new number to my other cell that Tiffany is holding for me. Now I have been talking about wanting a big handmade barrel grill to T and Jerome for a while now and they both know people who make them. Well Jerome came through for a sistah. Now here is where the scheming came in I had to see where he was gonna have it delivered and it had to be a good story I couldn't very well come home with a expensive ass grill. So I called P and we came up with take it to Jo's house which she is selling it anyway way and we can say she is giving it to me which was great because she has a outdoor bar she is giving me too. I made P and Jo both swear to secrecy and to never ever mention where the grill really came from I mean not even to Angel or anyone ..............this was a gruddy move I know but hey I got a grill and a out door bar coming. WHENEVER Tony gets it I told him it takes 6 guys to carry it and he goes down there yesterday with just him and boney ass JR. Then calls me talking about how big everything is. I SWEAR sometimes everything about Tony irritates the hell out of me. Like this morning his cell rang playing Lil Wayne Lollipop and When I hear him talking to John I just get irked inside like .....how can you have that ring tone for another man............true it's most likely his default ring but still ........................I was irked..............maybe Ruby is coming for a visit soon. I hope Tony gets the stuff before the weekend at least. I talked with T all day yesterday .....he is so pressed ...............man he has been calling me asking about other dudes and saying how he expects me to have Tony and that's it. He's not messing with nobody else, calling any one else and he's gonna take a day off so we can hook up and yada, yada, yada. I'm so not feeling him anymore I have something else on my mind and he's not it. He called me while I was working the other job all siced since I was alone and he thought I was gonna get freaky, sex talk him and play with myself ..............I cussed his ass out real good for that one. We talked while I was on the train then he called me when I got home but I missed the call. That man has lost it! I keep trying to tell him we are just friends and he gets pissed talking about "Keep thinking that were friends I aint your fucking friend we are way more then that we're lovers". I might have a stalker on my hands .............what do you think? I made Hamburgers and Baked Beans for dinner, finished up some laundry, drank a glass of wine, checked Mo's homework, watched Necole make up a routine for Cheerleader try outs next year, and played checkers against all the kids but Shay. I lost to everyone but Mo which is crazy because I am (used to be) the best Checker player around. (lol) Tony and I got in a slight argument regarding him getting the grill and stuff so he was in a bad mood. I went to bed about 11pm read my book , watched Nick at night and while he was in the basement I played with my bullet (smile). Not sure what time Tony came to bed I was knocked out. I snuggled up to him this morning .......just to make sure everything was still cool between us. He is still acting kinda distant but then fuck it ..................I really don't care right now. I was on time for work and looking forward to speaking with T for some reason. I was happy when he called I'm sure he could hear it in my voice. Tony found out I wrote a check using the joint account and the dayum thing bounced (ouch) he was a tad pissed by that but I think everything is good now.

That is just tooo funny how you cussing T out in one breath and then you looking forward to talking to him later! LOL!