Hey guys what's crackin lackin?

Nothing much .....well yeah a bunch of stuff.

Friday Kris and Neka  invited me over their mother's house to play Pokeno and LCR. I had so much fun and won some money (smile). I did have a sorta hard time finding my way over there but Tony talked me through it.  Tiffany was even over there when I got there. I had a really nice time.

Tony was 1st at Pumpkin's to watch the game and then called me to tell me he was going over Joans to play cards  I was like cool but I knew he wouldn't be home before 6am but I said nothing F it *****BACK UP****** Thursday Tony called me at work and wanted to take me to Friday's for dinner ...now part of me wished it was Wednesday bike night and I would get to make a few folks jealous but it was nice and empty when we got there so I gave him my full attention. can you believe this man was talking all that lovey shyt again? And I was like okay baby whatever you say. I told him I didn't want him coming in after 5am anymore .............I've said it plenty times before and it never makes a difference but I said it again anyway...... He was like "You never have to worry about that again baby I won't be doing that again". *******CAUGHT UP*****I wasn't even going to remind him of our conversation. I went home thinking about .........and wondering what they were doing, how come they didn't text me, how come they didn't call me, I begin to think maybe it is over, maybe I've lost my touch.  when I got home I heated up some pizza , made a salad and grabbed a bottle water. I popped in Devil Wears Prada   yes I have seen it everyday for a week sometimes twice a day. Anyway I got the last call from Tony at 3:30am before I fell a sleep, woke up at 4:45am no Tony I texted him and called him over 10times and got the voicemail ......I left messages and then even went back out in the cold  to drive past Joans and Donyalles well I wasn't sure where Joan lived excatly but I knew the area and I didn't see his truck at all. He wasn't over Donyalles either. So home I went he called around 5:50am talking about he feel asleep and was on his way home. When he got there I cussed him out and went off. I ended up sleeping on the couch since he wouldn't get out the bed. He had to work Saturday morning so I woke him up and before he left he kept talking to me about how he doesn't mean to hurt me and how much he loves me and yada yada yada his ass started sounding like Charlie Browns teacher for real cause all I could do was think about....and smile while my kitty kat throbbed .

He went to work, I got a text from Rude boy asking me to come to his bike clubs food drive. I was going to be too busy to help but I spread the word then I cleaned up and got Mo ready for the bowling  banquet. Felica and her daughter were there. James and Mo both got extra trophies  for high game scratch series. We all went to the banquet and supported the kids. I had so much running aroud to do when we left the banquet it was snowing . I had a missed call from Rude Boy I couldn't call him back right then I had to take James to the modeling boot camp since they were going to Anarundel Mills for dinner and a movie, Take Necole to get a Birthday gift for the party she was going to at 9pm, hit Family Dollar for a few items so I could wash my hair ..........which I still haven't done thanks to running kids every which way. I took ............now listen those of you in the MD area this is how much I was driving....I left  the house to take James to boot camp at Blade high school, did some shopping, went home (Forestville) then at 8:45pm went  to pick Necole's friend up in New Carrolton then took them to the Capitol Plaza bowling alley  at 9:13pm, went back to the hig school to wait for James to get back at 10pm, dropped him off at the bowling alley for the party, then went back home to finish watching Mr. Magoriums wonder emporioum  which was good. Took a nap for almost a WHOLE hour  then drove back to the bowling alley to pick them up at 12 midnight. I was up at 7am to get to work I need that overtime. I got them for 6 hours today.

I texted Rude Boy and he hasn't hit me back. I left a message for P. clark too I wanted to check on her and Malayah they both have colds. I think she might be mad at me bacause I have been hanging with Sherellie ............P. and I have been friends for 9 years if she can't talk to me about the issue then you know me ........another one will bite the dust. I don't do drama  Kris (lol)

Hey I was just thinking about something what am I going to do when ....gets married???? I wish happiness always but my heart can't help to hope they never get married and move on ......how wonderful that would be if that would include me in there life forever I would leave Tony in a heart beat ..........for true happiness why not.

talk to you guys later today I have to take James some where after boot camp for some sorta challange, pick Mo up from my sister's house it's my niece birthday so Mo went over there, pick Necole up from practice, wash my hair, cook dinner and wash clothes.