- Mood:
I Could Just Explode
The kids pissed me off so bad last night, Tony is pissing me off so bad right now!!! When I feel like this I swear I want to run away from it all leave Tony with the kids.
Well yesterday Tank called me at work he always calls me from a different number so I'll be sure to call him back I swear I have 3 numbers for him in my phone. He wants to see me and said "Come up to the club for drinks there on me, you know I got you". DING...DING...DING that's all he had to say I'm taking Cheryl up there tonight......the way Tony is acting free drinks, the club house, and men swooning all over me is just what I need 
and you know I always turn heads and leave a lasting impression shit those niggas be talking about me for days after I been there 
. I talked with Tank for a while he was saying how instead of asking me on big, long trips he was gonna go slow and ask me on day trips like to NYC, West Virginia, Ocean City, etc.....
We put our Christmas tree 
up in the office it looks so festive we each even have a stocking on the wall
......I love this time of year I'm in such a good mood because of it.....I have to stop letting Tony and the kids spoil my mood. Our manager is also buying us pizza 
and sodas for lunch today (free lunch)
Tony had Mo with him when he picked me up from the metro the train was late which meant I was waiting 10min in the cold for Tony to pick me up 
but I didn't fuss nor did I call him to see where he was. He was on his cell phone talking to Pumpkin about the game. Pumpkin's buddy was selling 2 tickets and a parking pass for $50 and Tony want to know if I wanted to go to the game 
I told him to take someone else it was too cold for me. He turned the offer down since it was way to cold for that. I had him take me to Giant so I could get something for dinner. Mo worried me so bad in the grocery store 
I ended up with grapes,
ice cream cookies,
and juice in the cart ......she wanted to ring up the groceries and was doing it so fast and hard talking all loud saying "MOMMY, I WANT TO BE THIS TYPE OF LADY WHEN I GROW UP". meaning she wants to be a cashier at the grocery so she can ring up the items......oh to be young....then when I went to bag them she stepped on my foot trying to grab the stuff and ram them into bags talking about "STOP MOMMY I'M THE LADY WHO BAGS TOO!!! She ended up busting the bag of grapes open and ..........yeah folks I left the store with a smile on my face, holding her hand as we walked to the car thinking........she's 7 remember 7.
Once home I begin cooking .......Tony left back out to go to Staples and I made me a drink and called P.we talked for a good while laughing and shit. I also called my mother to tell her about the snow 
we had and to make sure she was still coming. So far they still are. I was feeling so relaxed the drink
was making me feel all warm inside. As I was waiting for the Salisbury steaks to finish I watched the stories, helped Mo with her homework, got her ready for her shower before I left out to pick up Necole and James. When I pull up to the metro I see Necole shivering .....cold as heck and her ass has on a hoodie with a sleeveless hoodie over it .....freezing 
did she not see the fucking snow on the ground.....aaaarrrgghhh I swear and then when she got in the car I say "Necole why didn't you wear a bigger coat"? her looking at me out the corner of my eye like I'm plum stupid for asking such a question "I don't have a coat"......I could have smacked the shit out of her. I told her she could wear anyone of my coats (her zipper broke on hers) and the other day she had on my black trench and one day she wore Shay's orange wool coat. So what the hell was she talking about. I was livid don't make it appear like we're poor. I reminded her that I told her dumb ass she could wear anyone of my coats and if she coughed or sneezed one time 
that was her ass. Since I was on a roll I thought about why the hell was I picking up James too so I say "What were you doing after school"? him without a care in the world....as if his ass brought home 4 A's instead of 4 E's "Watching my friends at Basketball practice". me pissed now "WTF??? watching your friends at practice, so it's okay for your ass to hang out after school with 4 E's on your progress report"!!! him with attitude "I wasn't hanging out I did my homework while I was there". me 
"What the hell you did your homework so it should be cool uh"? I fuss him out half way home 
and as soon as I pull in the drive way he jumps out, slams the door and goes to put the trash cans out front. I march right downstairs to vent to Tony which was pointless he just looked at me
.....I assume he was listening too but then he went upstairs to fix his plate....never once gave me a hug or said one comforting word.................I fixed Mo and my plate and went to my room to eat.James is so disrespectful, think he knows everything, blames everyone else for his miss doings, is arrogant, and I wonder where did he come from. I sent Tiff a text to make sure she was watching CSI. Shay came in to watch it with me. After it was over I went to talk to James without cussing and to let him know I love him and stuff he was still acting nonchalant but ....anyway I went to bed a little after that and woke up sandwiched in between Mo and Tony. 
We had plenty time to pray 
before we left and boy did I need it. When I said something to Tony about it he looked at his watch as if to say "Do we have time"? He led prayer this time. After we dropped Mo off at school I let him know I was due for this way he was treating me all standoffish and stuff and told him where he was messing up at. I got out the van without saying goodbye and he has called me twice since I didn't call him this morning. I didn't answer the phone but plan to on the next call I'm just done.....
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