After work it was windy as heck 
I had to put my hair in a tight ass ponytail to make sure my wig didn't blow off. When Tony picked me up I was so happy he was already waiting there. When he went in to pick up Mo from Aftercare he came out without her and I was like "Where is Mo"? him "I don't know". me "Stop playing what you mean you don't know"? 
him "Just playing Demar picked her up, I got pulled over by the police 
for the back light being out and I thought I was gonna be late so I called him and he picked her up". I took a sigh of relieve 
......damn he play too much. We went to the $1 store so I could get Mo her Rudolph nose for her winter program she is so excited. The nose blinks when you wear it.
Once home I asked Tony if he would fry up the chicken thighs while I made the sides. He agreed I made New Orleans rice and string beans with cream of chicken in it.
I sent a text to BBS and we text back and forth for a second. I told her I didn't feel for her like that anymore. The reason I did that was because I don't want her acting different around me and ever since I told her how I felt..... I don't know it just seems ......like she's .....I don't know so I told her that and she didn't believe me she actually said she knew I still thought about her and she is sooooo right but I'll never tell her that. I made my move now it's up to her f that rejection is painful.
While the food was warming I went to pick Necole and James up from the metro. Shay rode with me she found her cell phone and purse to she said it was right under the front seat of the bus all this time.......that's crazy they don't clean the bus, sweep that type of thing. Now I have to cut her phone back on but I'm afraid to do it now since I owe them
. The food was good and after I ate I got on My Space I'm up to 29 friends .......I know it's not a lot but I'm siced none the less. Jerome just requested me as a friend too. After I got off I let Shay get on and watched Cheaters with Tony. After that was off I went to bed but decided to read the rest of the books 
to Mo before we had to turn them in today at the library. I read her 8 books and was done by 10:10pm she was sleep too
. I watched Hero's and then Shay came in and we watched Salt-n-Pepper, Runs House and Gotti's Way. Tony came to bed towards the end of Gotti's way and then I watched a little of the stories until I couldn't hold my eyes open any longer. Tony woke me up out of my sleep for some sex again. I'm like damn enough already but I let him have his way with me and then played with my bullet since I wasn't satisfied.
This morning we were up on time. Once we got in the car I told Tony "Dang ,Tony you forgot all about praying uh? 
sometimes I might not mention praying because I don't want to pray but I need prayer so I need you to be the head of the household and bring it up first on the morning's I don't". He didn't even respond but anyway after we dropped Mo off at school I put me hand on his knee and said a silent prayer.
I had 2 homemade cards from my Godson's on my desk when I got to work they put a smile on my face. 
It was snowing (flurries) this morning and Necole called to tell me this she said she was cold 
at the bus stop. I have to get her a real big, puffy, warm coat for Christmas this year. I ordered Mo's Baby Alive from Walmart and got the the Hispanic one. The Black one was just so ugly I don't know why they made her look like that but anyway the Hispanic one speaks Spanish or English. I ordered it knowing I was going to be put in the Neg 
but I wanted to get it before they ran out. I'll have to replace the money when Tony gets paid I'll say I need money to get to work and then put it in my account and getting to work I'll just have to wing it.
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