Friday after work ..................I'm not even sure what I did ............I know I didn't go any where ..................Oh yeah I was supposed to go out with Cheryl but when I called her she acted like she forgot she made plans with me. Tony asked me if I was going anywhere so when I told him "No". I thought he was going to go out.Mo had a school winter dance and Necole took her so I wouldn't have to stay it was from 7-9pm while they were there we (Tony and I) went to Murray's to get some groceries. Once we got home he left to go to Demar's Christmas party 
for his job.I stayed home watching TV 
..................I can't remember anything else about Friday.
Saturday ...........I was up early Tony had me give the kids these big chore lists 
so I was up at 8am. Shay jumped right up to start her list. Mo got in the bed with me and we watched What about Bob? Before she started on her list. While cleaning out the fridge Necole dropped the glass shelf.....glass was every where all around her feet. I helped her carefully Step out the kitchen while I got all the glass up. I called Sears and ordered another shelf $43.97 aaaarrrggghhh hey accidents happen. It should be delivered to the house in 5-7 working days. Time was getting away from me it was 12:30pm by the time Shay and I left the house to go shopping. Tony had gave me $100 to shop with. We went to Target and got Nez's Birthday 
gifts a Barbie, leggings and a turtle neck, Baby shower gift and I gave Nicole a $125 Red Door Spa gift certificate. We went to Fashion one and I got a coat for the girl at church, Family Dollar to get the doll for the girl Mo picked at church. Then I got them some McDonald's for lunch before I could get in the door good to feed Mo. Nickee was pulling up to pick her up to stay the night with Nez's for her birthday. I was running behind for the baby shower and John had already called me once to see where I was. Tony was at work and did not mention if he was going to make it or not.....at least he didn't tell me. I got to the shower a hour late 
...............it was a real nice shower.....I won a prize for guessing how many Skittles were in the baby bottle...........I kinda cheated since I was just at a shower not even a month ago and they played the same game. Tony ended up coming a hour before the shower ended...............I left before him since he was helping John put the gifts in the truck. Some guy was trying to holla at me during the shower John had to let dude know to back off. I was home 7:30pm the kids were siced I brought them some cake back When I went in the room I saw two envelopes on the floor in James hand writing 
I was thinking he ran away. It was just a letter where he was telling me 1. I need to be more consistent with the punishments when I say something stop adding stuff to it.
2. Even though Tony is my husband if he doesn't say anything about his progress report why should I since Tony only gets upset after I say something so he can be in my good graces.
3. I think I know whats best for his life but I don't
It was some other shit but I can't think of it. Tony's letter (once he got home and saw it he thought he ran away too)
1. We don't get along but he understands since Tony's father passed away when he was young he doesn't know how to have a father son relationship. That's why he gets along with Captain,Johnson, Tre and Emel because their fathers are dead too.
2. he hopes they can have a father son relationship but since Tony doesn't communicate well who knows.It said some more shit that I don't remember too. I swear .......I went downstairs to see if he went to work and his ass was still lying in bed all depressed looking and shit "Why didn't you go to work". him "I got fired" I wanted to laugh so bad but I held it in. 
(I knew it he thinks he can do what he wants and stuff well Mrs. Patty wasn't having it. Tony and I have both talked to him about his job and he thinks he knows everything so fuck it now he's out of a job.I know I sound like a cruel and unloving mother but get back at me when your child becomes a teenager............then we can talk. ..................we watched TV then Tony tells me Pumpkin keeps saying he has $10 on the fight. I told Tony to go ahead and order it since his boys we're gonna pay for it. Shit the first 5 people paid for it $10 a piece and then Duke and his boys came through Tony made $80 off the fight. Tonique even came over. She brought us 2 family Christmas gifts. Tony was drunk 
again talking about "Rub my head". 
Sunday I was up for church....we were late I almost for got the gifts. Demar came to church this Sunday we sat with him, Graham and the other dude. After church we went to Giant so I could get food for Breakfast..........After we ate John, Chip and another dude came over. I took the kids to Church Rd so we could look at some model homes. It was so much fun James drove us there but coming back I drove. Nickee took the kids Ice Skating 
and since they were back I just picked Mo up before we went home. when we got home Tony and them were gone. I called his cell and he said they were at the bar. John asked Tony to be the babies Godfather that makes 7 God kids for us. He crashed on the sofa downstairs while I cooked dinner and washed clothes
, Necole helped Mo with her homework. Watched 2 Christmas movies minus Tony and Shay. I was in bed by 11pm and since Tony had taken a good 3 hour nap he was wired and kept messing with me. We had sex and it was the wham bam thank you type .............quick and fast. Mo and I were both late today.
When I got to work I find out the resort people took the monthly fee of 
200.09 out of my personal account and not the joint. and my cell is cut off ...............I'm trying not to let it get me down because just when I think I'm doing good money wise ............something happens ..............Tony is going to put the money back in my account ......................but damn I owe Sprint $301.00 ...................... bump it.
Troy moved into his own apartment, Rude text me Saturday to see where I was watching the fight. I told him at home and he was like DAMN I guess he wanted us to watch it together.
Lord Help Me!
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