I can start this blog off with a smile ...........Last night Tony and I had what I would call a spat but prayer works ........I'll get back to that. You guys know I like to do this in order .

Traffic was a mutha when Tony picked me up from the metro he was off so he already had Mo with him. He had the van full of food boxes he went to the food bank earlier that day and made boxes for KiKi, Nickee, Troy and Ms. Jones. We took Troy his box  and was stuck in some serious traffic. Tony called Nickee to see if she would pick her box up. By the time we got home she rolled out to get the girls ready for trick or treat . I told her just to pick it up right after work tomorrow. When we got home we rode pass 3 kids already out getting their candy on . Mo told me the candy bags we made were a big hit in her class and the kids liked her bags better the Moni's that just had Tootsie rolls in them . Mo's bags and rings, erasers, suckers,chocolate pumpkins and creepy crawly worms in them

Mo rushed to put her costume on  and Shay was going to take her out for us. Tony put the candy in the bowl, I got my SuperGirl/Rainbow Brite costume on and was so excited. I've never handed out the candy before Shay has always been in a Halloween dance performance every year. Tony had his scream mask on ready to scare the kids to death . It was so much fun and Mo came home like 4 times talking about her feet we're killing her and she was tired yada,yada,yada just like an old lady.

Necole and James we're late coming home since they were auditioning for the cat walk classics. Out of a score from 1-3 Necole got a 2 and the guys didn't get numbers. James said he was Necoles biggest fan screamin for her and stuff . They ran out to take Mo out some more and later that night after we ate dinner I checked Mo's candy and I had the kids in the basement modeling for me while I sang "You wanna be on top". which is the theme song of ANTM. James said somebody was asking him if he modeled since he knew so much about it and he told them "ANTM seasons 1-8". . Shay was crackin us up walking in my heels falling over her feet and stuff. James said my walk was cute . I told them about some of my modeling experience which they have heard before but you know me I love sharing stories .

Before we went to bed I asked Tony about the American Gangster DVD and he was like "I told you I let Nickee and Mike get it they still have it"................I got pissed ......a tad scared too because I don't remember that at all I remember him telling me he was going to let them get it but I swear I don't remember him saying he gave it to them already......and even before I got to see it when he knows I want to see it......how dare he!! I fuss about it and he finally says "DON'T BRING THE MOVIE UP AGAIN IT'S A DONE DEAL NICKEE AND MIKE HAVE THE MOVIE AND THAT'S IT"!! I shut my mouth  with thoughts of calling someone ...anyone of my male friends and going to the movies to see it this weekend ....fuck that I was pissed and he knows how I am he should always think about ME first. So I go sit in the front room to read my book. Tony comes out to the kitchen for water and says "When you coming to bed"? me "When I'm done reading". him "Read in the room". me "I'm good I'm chillin". him "Chill in the room it's cold out here". I do as he asks and get in bed to read he snuggles up next to me and says "You know we still love right"? me "Yeah". I finish reading and he turns out the light .

This morning I woke up with 20min to get ready before it would be time to leave but I still made it on time . This morning Tony asked me pray  I called him when I got to work and all is good now grudge it was just as if the spat never happened. His buddy King's wife works for the Government and they are hiring for and Special events Coordinator Tony wants me to apply so I will. I know I need a job making more money but I just can't get over this fear .....this comfortable postion I'm in is holding me hostage.

I have been crankin my Keyshia Cole CD like crazy the new one and oh my gosh .....let's see I love Work it Out, I Remember,and Fallin Out. Yaw if you don't have the CD then GET IT Work it Out reminds me of Tony and my relationship check it out.

Tiffany is back at work today