I don't know where to begin................yeah I do like always ......Friday afterwork I went for drinks with Shar it was cool we just sat and talked about this n that. I thought it would be awkward since I met her though Tif and usually don't hang with her without Tif around but the way I was feeling Friday with the whole Tony and money issue I wasn't about to cancel on drinks. One guy came to the table to offer to buy our next round of drinks but we only had one round and left. There was another dude who kept looking at me but never approached me to say anything.

Once I got to the metro I realized I couldn't call Tony to pick me up since my phone was cut off.  I go to the pay phone but either I forgot how to use one or it was broke because the money kept coming back I tried 3 phones. Not to mention it was raining  outside aaarggghh I decided to catch the bus but then that would have taken me forever to get home and I missed a call from the aftercare at 6:46pm I was nervous  *suspose Tony got in a accident and could pick up Mo and she was still at the aftercare!!!!* See how I worry .....I decided to hope in a cab once I get home and hand dude the $20 he says "I should have asked you before but I don't have change". me "Weeeeeeeeeelllllll". We sit for a few and then I say "Look go get change and bring back my money ........please, thank you". I rush inside and all the kids are there safe and home . Now I just had to wait for Mr. Cabbie Man to bring me back my $10 ....damn that cab ride cost me $10 freakin dollars.

I talked to the kids for a while ....like 30min before the damn Cab man came back with my change.....but thank the Lord he came back. I asked the kids where Tony was but they didn't know which pissed me off but I kept my cool. I checked the report cards  Necole dang can't remember them vebatium but she got a's b's c's and still has the D in Allegbra 2 Trig . James brought both E's (F) up to D's and all other grades he brought up by 1 grade. Shay had a letter from her school informing parents their report cards would come out Monday and little Ms Mo forgot her's at aftercare. We decided to let them off punishment but if their grades drop their back on. James was so happy to get his TV  and IPOD back. Necole was siced for her computer usage again  and she jumped right on My Space she was surprised to see I had been chatting with her friends. Since they are on my page as well. Shay was siced for her cell phone.

Not sure what time I went to bed or when Tony came home but he slept on top of the covers.

Saturday morning I was up early, Tony didn't have to work so he took the kids bowling  while me and the girls watched Talking to Heaven which was a good movie we liked it. Then we got up to clean and stuff. Tony and Mo left to go to Captain's game. When he got back the kids asked him for some money to get their Homecoming stuff and Mo's costume but he told them he didn't have any money which ment I had to get money .......understand.... so I called Jerome who said sure I could get some money but I had to come get it he was busy and could'nt come to meet me any where. I called my girl Tausha who was at school (hair school) and she said when she left she would swing passed and pick it up for me. Jerome wasn't happy with that since he was busy and doesn't want people coming to his spot he doesn't know but when I jogged his memory of who she was he was semi okay with it. She met us at Marshalls and brought me the $120 he let me get. He called and let me know how much he was giving her and asked why I called him from my house phone. I told him my phone was cut off and he started laughing ............WTF??? he didn't even offer to pay to get it cut on for me either.

Tausha hung out with us while we shopped. I had to call bbs and cancel the lunch and we agreed to hook up Sunday. I got the kids their stuff and they looked so nice. Tiffany was excited and came over before we left so she could see them and take pics with her cell phone. Tiffany ....Tiffany I think in our former lives we were sisters just like I think Cheryl and I were at one point. Tiffany knows me so well and I have this bond with her .....it's strange I love that girl and I can tell she loves my family  aaaawwww Tif. The kids were happy she came to see them off. We were surprised that Tony was home to see them off since when we stopped passed the house to get James vest to see if it still fit he was not home.

They had a nice time at the dance and James was like "Ma you know I was looking way better then the Prince I should have won".  After the dance they went to IHOP. Shay also went to a Halloween party around the corner from our house. When Mo and Got back from dropping the kids off Tony was gone again no call, no note, no nothing  I picked the kids up at 1am and Tony was home in bed the oven on and he was sleep. He was making chicken nuggets and fell alseep they weren't burnt  thank God .

About 5am Sunday morning I get a slap on the ass. I jump out my sleep and see Tony "I need to go to the hospital". me "Uh? What? okay". I get up thinking Troy might be sick our something then I look closer at Tony and he's looking scared and has his hand on his chest. Me "What's wrong"!! him "My chest hurts, heart racing and my 3 fingers on my left hand are numb". I call 911 and she sends help  and fire truck. I have all his stuff wrote down  and after they evaluate him he decides to not go to the hospital and if he starts feeling bad again he'll have me drive him to the ER his suger was 299 and his blood pressure was slightly elevated. Once back in bed we cuddle and watch the re runs of keysha cole. So Tif looks like your right a crisis or whatever you called it brings us closer.

We didn't go to church but slept until 11 something. I was on my way to get Mo's costume when he asked me if I wanted to go to Captain's game with him   and we could get the costume together . We all went but James who was still sleep . My Nephew got a touchdown and got the ball a few times. It was so cold outside  after the game we went to the store since he was going to put some stuff on the grill and have a few people over for the Redskins game . My sis, Mike and the kids, Troy, Demar and John he asked me to call Tif which I did and left her a message but she didn't come over. While he was home getting ready for the game I went to meet up with bbs for lunch it was 2 something and we just went to Long John Silvers since I wanted to stop in Party City to get Mo some accessories for her Snow Princess costume.

bbs ........bbs lets just say she didn't say it out right but she is not interested in me. She is all the way into guys for sure and showed no signs of flirting with me not even a little, so I'm just gonna leave that alone.........for real. Lunch was cool we talked about family and the old days shit like that. We shopped at party city and I got Mo a wig, hair spray, a wand and fake eye lashes I also got little candy bags for her to take to school on Wednesday .

Everyone was there when I got home ......Demar brought me 2 bottles of my new favorite soda Sierra Mist Cranberry Splash  aaaawww how sweet. James was telling me he didn't like Mike because he knew Mike didn't like me but he wouldn't tell me how he knew this. I was being friendly to him because he is my sister's boyfriend but believe me it took a lot for me to do that even more so since James told me that.

Tony wanted to have sex but his ass feel alseep. My tooth is still aching just not as much. I was late for work this morning. Still have not heard from T. Rude called me Saturday he wanted me to hang with him and go to a jewerly party he claimed he would get me something but you know me I don't believe shit niggas say . I did want to hang with him and was going to call Shar to see if she wanted to roll with me but changed my mind. So I just ignored his call.