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Friday, October 26th 2007

6:54 AM

LAST NIGHT

  • Mood: Spoke 2 soon about good mood

I was in so much pain with my toothache and just wanted to get home and go to bed. Rain and a toothache just don't mix all day at work I was trying to keep my mouth shut  to stop the cool air from hitting my tooth and causing more pain. I was so ready to go home I couldn't even eat all my lunch and you know I love to eat. Anyway I was happy Tony was waiting for me once I stepped out the metro. As soon as I got in the van he say's "What's wrong with you"? me "Damn, Tony I been telling you since last night my tooth is killing me all the way to my ear and head damn how could you forget"? him "Oh"? .......We ride in silence and then I decide sore mouth and all I will break the ice and say "Busy at work today"? We make small talk on our way to get MO from aftercare.

Once home I open the mailbox like I always do I know Shay gets the mail but I do it anyway and when I open it and see the mail still in the box I panic ...... where is Shay ?????? I go in the house looking for her and she's not there. Mo is bothering the hell out of me by saying over and over "Mom where's Shay?, Mom you know where Shay is"? aaarrggghhh I finally tell her to go change her clothes and she says "Change them into what"? me " Into regular clothes". I call Necole on her friend Brianna's phone since they (Cheerleaders) were on their way to the radio station 95.5. Necole says she doesn't know where Shay is but sounds worried and keeps calling back asking questions. I run across the street to check with Marquis to see if she rode the bus home with him and he says "No". I go home to tell Tony this info who is sitting on the couch cool as a cucumber. Toothache  forgotten I put my shoes back on so I can drive up to the school since I can't get a answer when I call. Then .........I look toward the door and Shay is walking up the steps..........Me "Where was you at I was so worried"? her "Dance practice remember mom? You signed the papers". I hugged her I was just so happy she was home all the while Tony was chillin. I call and let Necole know she was home and Necole says "When I get home she's gonna get it". Finally I get to crawl in bed I take a Tylenol # 3 with Codiene and begin watching the stories with Shay and Mo crowding up under me ........ I turn on the radio so we can catch Necole on the radio at 7pm. My girl India heard her on the radio and called me too. Then Tony sends Shay in the room with the phone for me .....I think 1. a bill collector (naw, Tony would have shut that call DOOOWN. 2. must be a family member......Me "Hello". a deep male voice non bill collector non family says "Sup Shorty"? I'm trying to catch the voice .......was Tony playing a trick on me......me "Nothin". I say sounding very unsure him "AAWWW man my feelings hurt .....you don't even remember me". me "Who's this". him "AJ". me "AJ aaaawwww how you been baby damn it's been like forever uh"? him "You and Tony should get an award for the longest people to keep the same damn home number dang you had it for what 15 years".  me "And you know this maaaaaaan".

*****HISTORY****** AJ.........AJ we used to work together and became pretty cool especialy after he seen me dancing (stripping)  at the club 55. He didn't say anything to anyone but me the next day he kept his word and he never tried to push up I had mad respect for him like that. We became friends hanging out together his wife used to get pissed until I made him introduce us and then I would call and talk with her over the phone before I would ask for AJ and all of us even went out on a double date before Tony, me, Marcia and AJ. AJ has cheddar he works in the IT field now back then he did a bunch of stuff. He even had me doing a few parties for his buddies I was getting paper for real .....damn how soon we forget shit uh? Anyway one night he starts flirting with me more then usual and I can tell he's crossed the friend line and he's so not my type I would hate to loose him as a friend so I back off .....way off (if you would have known me like 9, 10 years ago you wouldn't have liked me for real I was a striaght concieted ass bitch and I'm big enough to admit it.   he would book a party for me I would no show, He would invite me out I would leave early or have different guys pick me up ..........then we lost touch I would hear from him like twice a year and then 7 years ago it stopped the calls ......So I was surprised to hear his voice.**********

Man he has a legit job IT man  still living in Clinton, Still married to Marcia, has 4 kids now, doing his thing he goes to Vegas twice a year, smokes big boy cigars and doing big boy things (his words not mine) he invited me to some spot in DC he said to let him know when I go everybody knows him there and he'll take care of me and my girls while were there. We talked for a hour I mean about all type of shit like old times. Then Necole calls for us to pick her up from school. I give him my cell number and on the way to get the kids from school  I tell Tony how happy I was to hear from AJ him "Oh Yeah". me "Yeah, Did you talk to him"? him "Yeah, I answered the phone we wrapped for a few".

After picking up the kids James wanted to go to the store to get Jasmine some stuff for her Birthday. While we waited for him in the van Tony goes in the L store and comes back with Demar. Once home I get in the bed again while Tony and Demar go downstairs. Necole and James are fighting for attention telling me step by step about there whole day (spirit week is very exciting )

Once everyone is in bed it's 11 something and Tony says he's going to take Demar home. I get a call from BBS who is listening to her Sean Kingston CD everytime I talk to her she's listening to it. She reminds me of our lunch date  tomorrow and I'm really excited I thought she was going to cancel on me .......shoot hurt tooth and all I will be there I just love being in her company . Actully I'm so drugged up right now my tooth hasn't bothered me all morning. I called Tif last night to ask her if she won any money down Charleston and to see if she was going to stop pass my crib before she went home. We talked for a minute and I figured since she was getting back so late she would just come by tomorrow I got a glass of wine  and drifted off to sleep  next thing I know Tony is waking me up smacking popcorn in my ear . I watching Gotti's Way with him and then drift back off only to be awaken by him sucking my breast.

*****XXX***** The sex was the bomb ....well the head was it has been a while and took forever for me to get mine since I have been using the bullet more and visualization of BBS too. It was hard to concentrate on her but when I came .........That shit was so funny lets just say I wet shit up last night. *****

We cuddled and woke up for work late as shit I was 30min late. Oh well I'm in a good mood regardless I spoke to AJ and I have a date with BBS so nothing can get me down not even my toothache ..........................................

Spoke to soon just got off the phone with Tony and yep I did it again I fucked up some money ....some where and he's pissed for sure aaaawwwwww Where is that rich man who has a unlimited cash flow with my name on it? WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU!!!! Tony has offically fucked up my mood.

 

 

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