When I got home I decided to sit on the deck with a glass of red wine and read my book .....it is so good. When I get out the van the boy's next door and a few of there friends are out front they start singing  "Shorty right there is a ten". ......Now I'm totally a MZ. PARKER (from Friday's) I start smiling and holding up my 10 fingers when they hit the part that says "ten". They start smiling and laughing .........Shut up Tif  

Just as the book and the wine is getting good Mo comes out back and reminds me she has GS .....damn,damn,damn I look at the time  and realize I have 12 min to get her dressed and out of there. She looked so cute in her uniform I know I said it before but she does . I got her there with 2 min to spare.

It felt wierd not having her there from 6:30-8pm. I decided to get on the computer since I did not want to watch the damn DVR for fear of an argument. I got on my my space page and saw I had 2 more friend request and like 4 messages . While I did that I decided to pull up my IM and see if T was on-line......but he wasn't I did talk to Corey my new my space friend.

Tony was in the basement with me he went to comcast to pick up a DVR box for the big screen so he can DVR his own shows well whop di do. I guess I was spending to much time on the computer  because he starts putting on his shoes and hat me "Where you going"? him "To the bar you wanna go"? I look at the computer dang I was having so much fun chatting with Corey.............but then he asked so that means he wants me to go. I get off the computer and go with him.

We go the the AL and he orders 2 Coronas as soon as we sit down he snatches up the karoke book he does 3 songs and we sing The closer I get to you together. Demar shows up a few min before the bar closes and we sit and talk........we continue the conversation in the parking lot. He keeps wanting me to hook him up with my sister but she has a man so I tell him I'm sure I have a friend for him and he basicly says something to me that makes him the 4th person to say this in my life he says that I hang with a certain group of women to make me look good ..........so I can be the best looking one...........my sister, Tony and a girl I used to hang with all have told me this before ..................I hang with a certain type of female so I can be the dime piece...............WTF????? Now at first I was thinking .....damn they must think the girls I hang around are busted.....but now I'm beginning to think ................they think I AM .........

Tony can tell I'm a little perturbed by that comment and we go to IHOP to get some grub it's a little after 12am. Once seated I say " Tony I don't really pick a type of female to hang around and I don't think I need to hang around a certain type of female to MAKE ME LOOK GOOD I think I look damn good on my own". he says "Guys think a certain type of female should have certain types of friends". me "I think all my friends are beautiful and when we go out we all hold are own". .....Which is true some nights I'm not the head turner it's one of them so WTF.......I don't need anyone to MAKE ME LOOK GOOD........Tony"It's no big deal what your friends look like shit remember in high school you tried to hang with Tonya, Toshia and Nina". ...................Yeah since I was the new girl when we moved to Ohio I was pissed about that move my mom made and decided I would not make any new friends my friends in Calif were the best and that was all I needed. When Tonya and her crew saw me lookin fly, name brand shoes, jacket and bag they decided they would let me hang with them....LET ME.(this shit sounds like a after school special on TV but it's nuttin but the truth) we would chill in class and around the campus but after school hours they never called me, wanted to hang out with me, came over my house or invited me to theirs......Then Tyrone (all-star football player, hustler, ladies man) started liking me and asked me out once that shit happened Tonya and the crew didn't say shit else to me as if I stole their man so I started eatting lunch alone on a fuckin bench by my damn self even Tony was chillin with his boys and Tyrone was with his football guys and stuff........ I met Erika and Yvette  They were not the type of girls you would think I would hang around they looked liked they shopped at K-Mart during the blue light special and had their mom still hot combing their hair and we were in the 11th grade. Sometimes people would actually walk pass us at lunch and crack jokes on them it was fucked up now that I'm older but then I was embarrassed I would try to duck them

and I would think what am I hanging with them for. But no lie I would go to Erika's house, she would come to mine we did stuff outside of school and she was a true friend to me her and Yvette were we started looking out for each other and (another movie ) I started hooking her up and Erika went to a schol dance with this cute guy named Aaron true he liked me first and we did goon one date but his cuntry ass was just the rebound guy while Tyrone was tipping out with some white girl named Willow but still Erika ended up with Aaron . I know the type of females Tony, Demar and them think I should hang around and I swear I try to befriend them to not because their fly or pretty but because I'm a friendly type person but those girls .........I can't think of the word we just don't hit it off . So I tell Tony to tell his boy's "I'm sorry if my friends aren't my size, dress a certain way, look a certain way or act a certain way that they may like but my friends are beautiful, nice, friendly, honest, loyal, smart, go getters, funny and the most trust worthy women I know and if your friends are just looking for a show piece type chick all about the pretty face tight waist then my friends don't want they asses either so there".  Tony says "Damn don't get all in your feelings that's just how guys are".

Damn to think some people think I chose my friends because they think I want to be the baddest chick in the group .........how crazy is that every man's taste is different and I'm not every man's dream............Truth be told I wish I was every women's dream though (LOL)