I am so neg  in my account lets try $308.00 negative  I can't even explain why I let that shit happen ........I do know how it happened though.  and to think I called to tell Tony me "Hey, Baby I checked my account". him "What's up"? me "I'm neg $308". him "WOW!, let me take care of this customer and call you back". that was like 45min ago. I know he's pissed with me coming to him asking for that amount of money when he pays all the bills damn, damn, damn I'm pissed myself. But I also refuse to take from the joint account or call Jerome to get the money like I have done plenty times before. I actually feel good  and relieved I told him now I have nothing to hide.

I worked the other job last night and Tiffany did too. We left and went to get some happy hour drinks at Friday's It was nice we just sat and talked I enjoyed it but I also forgot the last time I spoke with Tony he said "You getting off early tonight"? me "Yeah most likely if everyone leaves". Instead I call him at 7:30pm telling him I'm getting on the train when I should have been almost to him by that time. I could tell he was pissed and when I did get to him we decided to wait and pick up Necole since her bus should have been coming soon. I tried to call her and it kept going to the voicemail. I was worried for a minute but prayed about it  and just figured her battery must be dead which it was. We saw her friend Alicia and gave her a ride home the girl usually walks from the metro at that time of night.

When we got home Tony sat on the porch and smoked a cig. Me "You okay"? him "Naw, man I was pissed at you ......I was thinking you were trying to be slick and I just wanted you to come home early so we could chill together but it was just miss communication right"? me "Yeah, from now on I'll call you when I leave work". We hugged and kissed and everything was all gravy.

Mo read me a book and I looked over her homework, Shay said she was the only one to turn in her project and the teacher told her it was very nice,James got his pay check, Everybody ate whatever they wanted for dinner and Tony went to work on his music in the basement. To prepare for the cookout Saturday his boy Duke is having. I tell yaw once he has those headphones on  he is in the zone  do not disturb. I went down to listen for a while and offer mixing sugesstions and took him a couple beers.

I watched the stories (2 days worth I'm still a day behind) and then read my book Church Folks it's an okay read nothing to talk about.

I can't get any Heros DVD's since I have not paid Netflix this month AAARRRGGGHHH!!!

I went back to talk with Tony some more I was missing him it's like this whole brand new love thing going on but I am not in love with him and I'm not saying I might not fall in love with him again but right now that's just not the case. On my way back upstairs I pulled up my night gown and flashed him some ass and said "Don't be down here to long".  he smiles and says "I won't". I ended up playing with my new bullet while thinking about me and my crush after that I read some more before I went to sleep I don't even remember what time Tony came to bed he told me this morning it was a little after midnight.

I told him he missed me playing with the bullet last night and he kept trying to get me to sit on his hard dick. I kept saying "No, your gonna make me late for work". I bet we watch the DVD tonight........

T just called and it was like talking to an old friend no butterflies  or anything like that.

My niece sent me the link to her wedding in Vegas  I can't wait to watch it. My brother is no longer getting married due to money and will plan for sometime this time next year. I'm still taking that Friday off. Maybe Tony will to and we can chill, shop go out to eat and just hang together that day. Ginny called me twice and I called her back yesterday she is in her new home and loves it  I can't wait to see the pics. She couldn't really talk her husband must have been near by I wonder if she started talking to Ron again?