Lets see folks .......yesterday I got a e-mail from my girl Shar she was looking for my blog and said she missed reading it  I gave her the new site ......glad she has joined me.

Last nite I worked the other job. I missed Tony and wanted to hurry home when he picked me up he had me a fried mushroom plater with fries  mmm mmmmm good. I tore it up and a Corona to boot. We went to get Shay a poster board for her school project it's a collage about herself .......you know she was siced and it ended up looking good she was so excited about this project . I went through Mo's folders and helped her with her math homework she has to know 90 addition facts and have them completed in 5mins before she gets to move on to Subtraction. I swear I don't remember doing that shit in the 2nd grade. The teacher is also grading test in percentage on her last test she got a 81% and she had a 73% on another damn it's serious in second grade it's not just a bunch a stickers anymore

Dinner was everyman for themselves. Shoot I just wanted to lay across the bed and look at TV my DVR is getting full again. We left to pick Necole up from the metro she had cheerleading practice yesterday. Once back home I got Mo ready for bed and then began looking at TV  while she read me a book so we can get the 2nd book log sheet completed . While she was reading the book to me Tony sent me a text that said "I want your sex". I responded with "You'll get it tonight". Why did I say that he just kept being up under me and talking a whole lot to me. I was trying to be nice but all I wanted to do was watch TV and relax...........It wasn't just him the kids must have called my name like 30 or so times I felt very over whelmed.

Since it was everyman for them self for dinner James decided he would cook a whole freakin meal (for hisself with the food we brought) he made Chicken Strips, Mac n cheese and corn muffins ........WTF??? it was 10pm he was talking about "I was not going to bed hungry tonight". Now Monday night it was either left over Sunday dinner which was Chili or oven pizza so it's not my fault he did not eat but he just can't cook our food like that for hisself and Tony told him "Boy, next time you cook like that you have to cook it for everybody". James came in the room laid on the bed next to me and said "Mom you don't want any"? me "Naw baby I'm cool". The girls ate some and Sefe was already sleep.

Tony told me he was going to take a shower and when he came back in the room he asked for a back massage since I had the oil from Toshia I stradled his back while he lay across the bed and gave him a long back massage he kept moaning and awwwwing like it was the best. He even asked me to do his feet which I did I could tell he just wanted me to touch him. When he got under the covers he wanted to know which way I was going to lay me "You turn over I'll hold you". him "Damn, that's what I'm talking about". I'm not sure how it happened but he ended up turning around and sucking on my breast (weak spot) and it was on I started rubbing his man hood which was already erect. He rolled on top of me and it slid right in after I got mine the shit was so wet his dick got small or I just couldn't feel him anymore and faking it just was not working I turned him over and got on top for a ride  that lasted 10min before he came. I slept good and was even on time for work.

On the way to the metro (Tony dropped me off again both vechiles have to go through admission) I told him I needed $500 and the reason was because I had 2 loans out there and was going to be real neg in my account. Which is so true I won't even pull that bitch up I'm sure all I'll see is red . He gave me $40 and said it was for me to get some lunches from Trader Joes to last me a while and to put on my card (smart trip) boy I hope he can come up with that $500 for real shit I even spent some of the fundrasier money and I have to have that turned in by Monday  why do I keep fucking up money like this? Tony said not to worry about it he's gonna get me caught up and just don't fuck it up anymore then it is. I just found out my check on the 5th will have 9.50 hours overtime on it boy can I use that for real. I need to get my hair, nails and some more shoes for real, the kids still need more uniforms and supplies, we need a dining room table and etc...etc....  I don't even want to keep thinking about it Tony said not to worry so I won't

My girl Tif is acting kinda quite she says all is good but I just have this feeling it's not she'll talk to me when she's ready. She sent me a text late last night about something we discussed it was a fullmoon and if I wanted to win some cash I had to go outside butt naked  , facing the moon and repeat a few words I'm not laughing because I think it's crazy I'm laughing because this chick texted me at like mid-night to tell me this and she knows I'm scared of the dark . Needless to say I missed that fullmoon.

Guess what you guys T sent me a e-mail asking how I was and said he tried to call me and would call me later. Damn I was like "Tiffany help"! she was thinking the same as me don't responde right away but I'm going to e-mail him back today. I totally feel nothing for him anymore so I have nothing to worry about he will never have me the way he did ............I was so in love with his ass ..........naw I was in love with the words .........the things he was saying to me and that's it !!

By the way I have a slight crush on someone .........female...... yeah female and I can't and won't say her name but everytime I see her which is not often I just think she is the prettiest woman and would love to hook up with her..........I doubt it would ever happen since I am never one to make the first move but I do think about it sometimes.