I worked part-time yesterday and one of my close friends Tiffany works with me there as well as my full time job anyway she found my blog. She said she found it like the same day I posted it but did not want to say anything about it. She slipped up by asking me if I was going to give anyone the new one  I looked at her like "UH"!! I finally told her I had one and she said "I already knew that, I found it by mistake". I wonder if anyone else has.

While I was working Tony sent me a text "Wish you were here".  I sent him one back "Don't leave since I'm not home". He hates being home when I'm not there.

When I got home he was sitting on the couch with Mo they just got back from getting chicken from Golden Skillet  after we ate we had the family meeting aaaarrrgggghhh. I tried so bad to hold my tongue  but James was getting on my last nerve. He wants everything his way .......he would love to be able to run us and have us just okay everything he wants to do..........basicly he would like to make his own rules. Well Tony told him he could leave, move out if he thought he could do better on his own. You guys know what? I wouldn't mind if he went to live with my sister or someone else in my family or close friend to the family. It's sad but I'm tired of his attitude for real. He said he needs a counslor and I know that has a lot to do with him being gay..........yes, my son is gay and Iv'e known this since he was like 5 and shit well he came out about last year to me and I told Tony who said he also knew. James is just so unhappy and angry. By the time I get home today he will have a counslor and a appointment for sure. The girls weren't saying much as to the new house rules regarding grades and chores but Necole did say she did not like her school. I think she just wants to go to school with her other friends from last year. She is a varsity cheerleader (the only Freshmen) and I thought that would help make her school year fun more exciting anyway I told her next year she can go to the school her friends go to lets see how that turns out. She's a good kid so I have no problem letting her switch schools.

During our family meeting Troy called us non-stop I finally I had to answer and he said for Tony to call him right after we were done it was an emergency wwwweeeeeeeell ToniQ got set out her apartment which ment her and her girlfriend did not have a place to go. HISTORY****** Me and her girlfriend Krissy don't get along she has a smart ass mouth and I was going to fuck her up one day but ToniQ would not let her get out the car nor roll her window down sis-n-law knew I would have pulled that lil bitch through the window and fucked her up******** well with that history you know she can't stay with us. ToniQ said she had some where to stay but would call Tony today so she might be staying with us. I don't understand why Krissy does not work the rent for the apartment was $1,000 (in VA) and ToniQ paid everything and Krissy just smokes weed all day damn!

So far I have 6 people for the party on Sunday I'll be so glad when it's over. I have to get a couple bottles of wine ,, dip n chips , crackers n cheese. Shoots thats all a sister can afford right now for real. I am neg $145 in my bank account.

I spoke with my Momre last night she was watching my nephew while my brother and his fiance went out.

Tonight I take Mo to sign up for Girl Scouts I think she'll like it and have fun at least I hope so. I also have to get on the grind with the dance class for Shay I think I'll get her started the week we get back from Ohio.

I guess I'm not as unhappy with Tony as I thought we both can't/don't want to live without each other ..............It's a wierd crazy kinda love

We got in the bed by 11pm and Tony and I held each other as we slept