Lynn just called me how strange
I think she was trying to pick my brain but could not get around to how to ask me about the blog. I have not talked to her in about 3 months until last week when I called to check on her and then she just calls me out the blue today..............uuuummmm just kinda strange if you ask me.
Life truly sucks.......I mean it bites the big one. Someone leaked my other wonderful blog to my husband aaaarrrrggghhh I think it was the same person who did it last time his fat ass cousion Lynn .The first time I moved (the blog) wasn't as bad as this move man I had a year or more post. All my true feelings,emotions and blog fans down the train.
I was between 99-154 blog viewers a day.
I can't give this one to anyone I know because there is a snitch amongst the crowd
. I'm thinking it's Lynn but you can never be too sure right?
My husband say's are marriage has gone down the drain and he wants a divorce.
A quick review ......Iv'e cheated twice once with a woman the other a man (yes, I consider myself bi-sexual) I'm a big flirt. He's cheated on me 3 times that I know of. We have tried to call it quits at least 8 times but we've never separated. Were best friends have been together since high school. We've know each other half our lives. He's says it's the end this time. He says we have out grown each other.
But last night we made passionate love and he held me and would not let go. He did say he was going to start sleeping downstairs but will see. I'm not in love with him anymore but I do love him the hardest part is going to be getting over the fact were not together anymore but with him still living at home, the 4 kids we have together and the fact I've been married to him for 17 years 14 by law, with ring, dress, 250 guest type wedding and under God 
I was going insane this weekend without a blog I had to type ....get my feelings out or I thought I would explode
boy do I feel so much better.
Damn I can't even give ya'll the old site so you can catch up sorry.
Excited!