Last night I sorta messed up he sent me a text "can you get out"

me "Yeah where you at"?

him "On my way to the house".

me "Oh yeah your house I'm on my period how fun is that"?

him "I didn't know that"................ Now he sent me the text at like 10:30pm so I'm thinking booty call right? and I should let him know I'm on because I'm sure that's the reason for the call .................20 or so minutes later he calls "I didn't know that".

me "You don't pay attention that is why I said I would have to wait to get me some next week".

him "Okay but still you could have came over you act like I'm no fun unless we're having sex"...............I mean I didn't mean for it to sound that way but I said it and it's done. WE stayed on the phone until 2am talking about everything he told me he used to smoke boat back in the early 90's and all the fugged up stuff he did. That is why he doesn't even smoke weed or take any meds that can be dependent..........he does drink and smoke cigarettes which he has never done around me .................he is trying to quit I have told him I don't like guys who smoke.

The weekend pertaining to Lee was NOTHING ....I mean Friday we spoke on the phone a little he was helping his boy pack....Saturday he went over his brothers house to hang out and watch the fight he doesn't have service over there so we texted back and forth every few hours or so .................Sunday morning he used his brother's phone to call me ........and I didn't hear from him until later that night around 10:30pm when he expected me to jump in my van and go to his house so we could...........um.....yeah and his ass was twisted too so that wasn't gonna happen I stayed home ..............I'll get it tonight for sure though I have been waiting for this a whole freaking week ....................a whole week of no Lee ....................dayum withdrawal like a mutha..................Lets see Lee called me Sat before I went to the cat walk and said "I wanted to hear your voice I miss you ". I told him I missed him too he said "You know what I did this morning right"?

me "What played with yourself"?

him laughing "No, I jumped up at 7am like OMG I forgot to call and wake her up for work then I thought oh it's Saturday". We laughed about that and then we rapped on the phone for a good while and then I left to go to the Cat Walk he sent me a few text checking on the show and shyt.................I miss him and that thang and yeah tonight ...........yeah.

This morning he did forget to wake me up and sent me a text at like 7:15am I was like what the hell is going on but once again what can I say ..................

It seems like him and I barely talk anymore and on my part it's the I think he has someone else and it's pissing me off and causing me to fall back

Anyway

Friday night I was in the crib .......Oh yeah I had my jewelry party and Nika came she was looking good I was like "You lost weight"?

her"Nope I have on my body magic". I have got to get me one for sure OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!! just so happens the girl Bonita who did my party sells those too and I'm getting me one gots to have it for my stomach. I could get a spanx I need that too the ones Bonita showed me for what she sells didn't have what just covers the stomach they had straps and shyt.

I had a nice turn out and sold a $775 worth of stuff

let's see Karen was there she was the first to arrive and I was happy she made it, Tiff, Kris, Nika, Jo, P. Clark, Angel, Temp, Felicia, Tausha, Tasha, Adrienne, KeKe, Julie, Sherron and my sister Nickee all showed up. I made drinks had wine crab balls, chips and salsa, Spinach Artichoke dip, mini beef and chicken tacos I think everyone had a good time.

It was so good seeing Nika I haven't seen her in a while and when I told her .........um yeah .........she didn't look happy about it but .........yeah.

Saturday

I got up to go to work ...................Lee sent me 2 text but I ignored his ass ...............OH yeah .....OH yeah I forgot on Friday night I asked Lee if I could come over so we could um ..yeah and he was like he wasn't driving and didn't know when he would be home and yada, yada, yada I was like cool I was mad but was like cool.

Anyway

I didn't hit him back until I was about to leave work and even then the convo was jive short.

I hit them for 4 hours OT wish it would have been more but with the Cat Walk I couldn't fade it.

The Cat Walk was good James did a very good job, they came in 3rd place and won the battle round against Oxon Hill. Keri Heilson was good we had a nice time Nickee, her kids, P. Clark, Temp, Angel, Aunt Joyce, Baby girl, Tiny and 2 of Captains friends all went it was nice and we had a nice time oh yeah lil Malayah was there too she is such a cute baby (smile)

Tony didn't make it he had that gig that night and was sleep.

The fight party was okay I was dancing like shyt and having a good time everytime my ass got on the floor I had 3 or 4 dudes dancing with me. My brother John was getting pissed and kept telling me to sit down .......see this is why I don't party with they asses....SMH..........I ended up leaving early I was getting sick of it John said he was getting jealous with those nucca's all over me and was sure Tony was getting pissed too. He said "That's your husband still show him some respect". *rolling my eyes*

I went right home and got in the bed not sure what time Tony got in. I was knocked out.

Sunday

Was raining therefore was no practice ...............some one said they had a lot of food that they didn't want to go bad therefore Tracee and Hawk opened there condo to us to come over and chill out while eating.

Lee said they did the same thing and this chick he used to talk to came over she used to kick it with malik too. anyway she was asking him how come he doesn't be talking and kicking it with her when they see each other out. She said she is separated from her husband and has her own place now. My stomach was getting queasy ..................but anyway...................I didn't go over Tracee's house instead I took Shay prom dress shopping at Pentagon City and my ass had a panic attack .............all because I was in that mall and unable to shop aaaarrrgghhhh it's hard to explain .......Tony and Lee both understood .....Felicia and I think Tiff did too but I can't even write about it right now that thang was a trip and I was really tripping out thought I was gonna pass out and everything all over shopping and when we walked in BeBe I about lost it I used to shop there all the time even on my lunch break it was NOTHING to by a shirt for $110 ..............WHERE did those days go??????????????????? Oh yeah the house.

We got home and I don't even remember what happened after that .......................