Did I tell you guys.................nope don't think I did but Momre called me because I sent her a text that said "Hold off on the Vegas trip I'm afraid to fly alone". So when she called me she said "Ask your friend to go you know I won't say anything and what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas".

I did ask Lee but forgot he has the kids for the summer but he claims he would have went and not been uncomfortable (smile)

He is a little salty I am going being that was the first trip we planned on taking together .......even after he told me he doesn't take chicks on trips then turned around months later and said when the topic came up again "But your not just any chick".

Yeah I think Lee likes me (CHEEZIN)

Yesterday while I was at work Tony must have called me at least 4 times could have been more he was saying the same thing over and over how he wants this to work, he doesn't want me moving in another direction with dude, It was just a fling with Lynette, He's praying and not giving up on us, he wants to smell me, he wants to sleep with my shirt so he can take my scent with him to bed.............I mean on and on it went and I'm thinking of course all this shyt is being said your busted and all is in the open now so why not carry on with what you were doing she must have ment something to you to make you forget to come home I mean now your really free to be with her stay the night without having to leave at 5 am even move in with her since she lives close to your job but he doesn't want to do that it's so not fair I mean ...........now you have the chance to be with this person you been kicking it with for 6 months but now you don't want too uh? This shyt is wild I tell ya.

I talked with Lee a lot yesterday I mean it was like how we used to talk in the beginning all day long I mean while his mother was talking to him he still didn't get off the phone it was like he ....I don't know so anyway the people came out in the beginning of the week to open his swimming pool, His mom is going out of town tomorrow but will be back Saturday I think and then they are having a cookout. Lee doesn't really do the outside so I would love to see how he handles that. I mean he tells me he cooks on the grill and then goes back inside I mean it just seems strange anyway.

I went to practice yesterday and it was fun as always .........did I tell you guys I lost 5 lbs?????????? well I did and I can tell the difference in my stomach area I mean it's still big but yeah I can suck it in again (lol) June 1st be here before you know it and if I lose 5 more pounds I will be siced.

I told Tony we can't have sex any more until he brings me his papers I mean I don't know this chick and who she is sleeping with shyt. Tony is losing weight too I mean he says he is not really eating but shyt ......I just don't have time for the shyt. I just got mine back and Lee went to the clinic and got his .....he called me last week and was like "Man when you get over here I got something to show you". I'm thinking it's his dyck right??? wrong it was his papers he is HIV NEGATIVE (CHEEZIN) I was all siced he was like "I told your big head ass".

When I came home from practice I was ready to eat had a tuna salad, took a shower and started watching things we lost in the fire it was pretty good so far but then the DVD started messing up so I stopped the movie I had text Lee to see if he saw it I mean his movie knowledge is just as long and wide as his music knowledge I mean he .......just amazes me (blush) he sent back "Yeah it was okay sad tho". He is right so far it is sad I can't wait to finish it.

Necole was watching Love and Basketball and reciting the whole dayum movie his and her parts I was cracking up ......she was doing a good job too (lol) I yelled into her room "I'M GLAD I DIDN'T WATCH THE MOVIE WITH YOU RECITING THE WHOLE THING AND ALL".

Lee called me at 11:00pm and we watched both episodes of family guy together when one would turn from cartoon network to the CW the other would turn too and it wasn't like we were telling the other we we're turning. We laughed and talked I was like dayum ..............this is fun. At 12 I decided to end the call since I was falling asleep.

Tony got in the bed with me sometime in the middle of the night and was holding me all tight I didn't even say anything I just fell back to sleep but when Lee gave me the 6am wake up call (smile) I didn't bother turning down the volume on his voice I just talked as normal.

Tony started in on the same ole shyt. I stuck to my guns "I am moving in another direction and I'm not sure where any of this is going to end up but I am taking things one day at a time and who knows but God what the end result is going to be".

Tony called me this morning and let Pretty Wings-by Maxwell play through the phone I had to keep looking at the caller ID to make sure it wasn't Lee's number on there. (LOL) -------update--------- he just called me again and let the song play I mean is he going to do this every time it comes on?????? If he only knew it makes me think about Lee it's our song (smile)

Today I have been talking with Lee all morning (smile) talking about this n that. We were talking about a bunch of stuff and a lot of things came up.

We talked bout sex and he said it makes his stomach curdle when he thinks about me having sex with someone else.

We talked about FB and how he doesn't have a page either and he doesn't want me to get one but if I do then he will and if I do he doesn't want to here nothing about it. I said I don't want him to have one because he dates women on the internet and he will probably meet someone and then I would have to change my number. He said "Toni don't do it I will come to your job looking for you and burn that work phone up". He said "Come on Toni in the beginning it might have been easy for us to end our friendship but now we know to much about each other".

He said he knows me better then I think and he listens to me when I talk he doesn't just hear me but he listens.

We talked about how both of us say mushy stuff to each other when we're drinking.

basically he likes me (BLUSH)

lets see

James has a senior banquet tonight they will be giving out awards. This is also the day we are to go to the circus (remember he got me the tickets for Mother's Day) he said we can do both so I guess I'll be doing that tonight and won't make La Fontae Bleu again I, I, I .....

My cell phone service is getting worse in my office I haven't had service all day and Lee called me this morning "So you not telling me you made it to work now".

me "I did I sent you a text". But when I checked it never went out because NO SERVICE *rolling my eyes*

Jo wants to go to the Lafontae Bleu with me tonight so I'm gonna go when I get back with James I mean I really wanna go

Did I tell you guys Skip sent me a text the other day he has been in the hospital infection in his arm it was a on the job injury. If the infection would have spread he could have died he said he has been drugged up but he meant to call me and tell me he was in the hospital. He gave me the room phone number and I called him I told him I thought he just fell off had another chick he was talking to and he said naw it's not like that.