Now he had already sent me a text that said his boys had came over so I was shocked he called me just so I could hear the song. His friends were making all kinds of noise and he says "Hey yo I'm trying to let Toni listen to our song". (blush) now he is singing and his man says "She can't hear it with your ass hollowing who is that singing anyway".

Lee" That's Maxwell he cut his hair off man this is my song he be cranking".

awwwwwww I said so you called me just so I could hear my song and he said "Yeah"

once the song was over he said "Okay baby I'm a hit you back'.

I was going to go to the Lafonte bleu so I could see Myeshia and the hip huggers ........Rude called me inviting me one of his friends B-Day party at the old Reggies.......I was going to go but remember I can't drink on this diet and I was using my free day Sat. (smile)

I told Rude this and he was like "Go ahead stay home since you can't drink the rule is you have to be drinking when your around me". I felt bad at first and just got off the phone with him until he called back and was like "I take it back I want to see you you don't have to be drinking".

I said "Okay". but my feelings were already hurt so I knew I wasn't going to come.

anyway

Lee calls and asks me what time I was going to go to Lafonte Bleu and if he went would I pay his way *rollling eyes*. I said "I don't know,If I am going".

him "Why not you been talking about it for 2 weeks".

me "Well I don't know what time if I go".

him "Hold up you don't know what time if you go? So if you don't go then what you going to do I was only going up there with my boy because you were going to be there".....now I can hear his boys in the back ground so I don't want him to get all loud and shyt.

me "probably chill with the kids".

him " Stop right now you playing me 50 right now and I'm getting upset ......shyt Toni my stomach feeling fugged up you lying to me you was rushing me off the phone earlier are you trying to replace me"?

me "Okay man 100% I'm going to a party with a friend and not sure when I will be done".

him "That's all you had to say you think I even care it can be a new dude or an old dude fugg it your not my woman so I don't even care your married that is why I will never fall for another woman .....shyt another woman would never have my heart because of that 50 shyt you just tried to play on me ....me of all people........." Okay he was still talking and I hung up the phone. He called back 3 times sent me 3 text messages and one said "Call me are you okay I keeping thinking about you". I finally called him on my way to Shay's school and we talked I told him that when he was saying those things to me I felt fugged up inside and he said he only said that shyt because he was in his feelings.

He asked me to come over when I left the recital because he wanted to see me. He texted me to check on the recital too (smile)

I went to his house and during are conversation he was looking so handsome with a serious face he said "Toni I'm starting to not like you going out with other guys old or new". We fugged and then I went home.

He called me Sat. and texted me but I was very, very busy Saturday

Saturday

Was a busy day .......Tony had to go to work so I was jive busy ...........I had practice and then had to go out Pentagon City to get the prom dress from Cache for Shay. It was $168.00 and that was after I had to apply for a credit card just to get the 15% off the dayum thing and the lady had nerve to ask me if I was going to purchase any jewelry.....hell ta da naw this aint even her prom shyt. Chick is a 9th grader 14 .......a dress that expensive she is so on name brand shyt "Mommy I mean it's from Cache what do you expect". Spoiled so n so (lol)

Marchae looked nice as well him and his mother came to the house to pick her up and since we had a pic man for the party he took pics of her as well.

Anyway

after we got back from getting her dress I started getting things ready for the party. Felicia was a big help as always she picked up the girl who did Shay's hair for me and helped out in the kitchen big time.

It was a big turn out lots of people showed up and we had so much fun I was twisted and every time I got on the mic TIff said she would cringe I was cursing and just being me off the drinks you guys know how I do (LOL) at practice yesterday coach brought up my behavior and said I always keep it so real.

The cookout was nice just like a said before we had lots of food and Tony was on the 1's and 2's (lol)

when Tony played "This is for my homies with that gangsta lean" we all released balloons I cried Tony broke down I mean a whole lot of us were crying.

I think the last person left at 2am I was already in the bed in a drunkin stuber. (lol)

Sunday

Now all week long Tony and I have been talking openly about our friends now he doesn't know a lot about Lee just he is a friend a cool guy..................so yeah I lie anyway Sunday night Tony and I are playing scrabble and he was texting.....sooooooooo lets see I have asked him if he has had sex with this chick and he has told me almost but no ....so I'm cool well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The next morning while he is still sleep after telling me how much he loves me and is so close to me right now and he can't stop thinking about me and yada, yada, yada I pick up his cell to see who he was texting and the text are from him "I'll bring it in the morning". and "Good Night". and from this number with no name I knew it was a chick said "Ok". and "nite".

I wrote down the number and called it from my cell phone and when I hit the talk button it came up Lynette Tony's Chick........that's the way I saved her number in my phone back in November the same chick he left the girls outside in the cold and dark when they were at the blvd.....the same girl I burnt his ass with the Iron and beat him in the head with the phone...................I was pissed.....now I was okay when I didn't know who the girl was but now that I knew it was her ......again I got pissed I called her and she didn't answer the first time but the second time she answered "Hello".

me "Hey Lynette this is Toni Tony's wife".

her "Who"?

me "Don't act like you don't know who I am I told Tony to get rid of your fat ass and to find someone new and I see he didn't so I thought I should let you know he's going to be late coming to see you this morning because he just slid out my puzzie and wiped the cum off his lips since I know you love the way I taste".

I hung up and she must have went to call Tony's girl Joan because when I tried to call her back her phone went right to voicemail and then Joan called Tony (LOL)

Tony was still denying it "Lynette who"? then it was "Yeah I talk to her every now and then". So I said "On my life have you slept with her"?

him "On your life I have not slept with her".

Now I was off work Monday so I could get the cinnabuns we (Tiff, Felicia and I) are selling $4 a bun and they the bomb. Okay so ....Oh yeah I punched him in the eye and mushed his face I am so pissed it is this same bytch ass lady okay......So Ant leaves work and calls me when he is back out front of the house "I have to take the chairs and tables back to the place come ride with me". I knew this meant he must want to talk so I went and on the way up there he said "I am sleeping with Lynette I don't know why I lied to you I always lie to you a year after we were married I cheated on you and every time you thought I was cheating you were right. I ask myself can I ever be faithful to you.....it's just the thought that I can still pull someone I still got it".

I was sitting there looking out the window thinking ...thinking .......just about a bunch of stuff how all the time he was trying to make it seem like I was crazy, All the times I was right and he was getting over on me, I was thinking this is you window of opportunity and see how things turn out and move in another direction see where this Lee things might lead.......I mean I do care about him and like him a lot so go for it.