I hurt my ankle it is so swollen..............no pain just swollen and I know it had to do with kick ball shyt it started at my thigh area and over the days it moved down my legs the shin pain was the worst. Now My left ankle is big and puffy .........did that stop me from practicing ..........um..yeah I mean I could have practiced but instead I went to practice to watch. Coach had Dawnetta calling looking for me, Quiana was looking for me and Coach was calling me for numbers I didn't even have. So I said F it let me at least got to the field I see right now I am needed (lol) When I got there they had this chick Shannon playing 2nd base and I so wanted to be in my position............I mean Tracy and I have the TR2 in effect can't no one do us like that. Jermaine who said he was going to get on my team dissed me and played with his old team I was like DAYUM coach said that is because he see's we are not serious. I was like dayum .......yeah dayum again!

Fat ankle and all I stuffed it into the pink and purple heel and went to John's bike caberat NWB now getting there was becoming a problem...................

wait hold up let me back up .............

Friday

Tony called me at work and asked me to hang with him and come to find out it was a caberet at the Meeting place and D was promoting for it and taking the pics so it was gonna be just Tony, Dee, Frank, and me I was hanging with the fellas I thought Pumpkin and Duke were gonna come out but nope.

On the way there Lee and I were texting and it was like he didn't respond quick enough and I said "Okay for get it don't text me know more tonight and he was like "Hey Toni don't be like that I'm making moves right now stop it. I said my bad lol

Once inside the spot Tony and I danced together and then I went to the bathroom to call Lee (smile) he didn't answer.

He did text me later by then I didn't want to talk to him so I but him on call block and didn't respond to his text.

The next morning when I talked to him during practice he was all worried talking about where you been you had me worried ...........

Saturday

I woke up not even wanting to go to practice my ankle was fat as a biscuit and I just wanted to stay in bed........but my phone was off the hook with coach calling and texting me with Kick Ball question after question. Tiffany was on her way to drop the baby at the sitters and I had to find someone to go to our other park to hold the spot I called Keyana and she went but then called me back to see who was going to come with her and then coach called me looking for Los number and I didn't even have it. aaaarrrggghhhh I got up and got ready ..........Shay went with me first stop was the grocery store so I could get my team some water and chips (smile) next stop the field Shay and I sat out there watching I was a tad upset they had this new chick playing second base. I knew I was gonna be at the scrimmage the next day for sure.

They did horrible during that scrimmage and I even had to go on my team and if you know me the only way I know how to come is by cursing and flipping off so I gave it to them raw with no chaser. Then I said "I brought you guys some chips and water." Tena said "Don't try to pet us up after you done cussed us out". yeah that bytch still got a water tho (lol)

Lee had practice and had the boys with him so I knew there would be know hearing from him for a minute........can't even tell you what I did during those long hours (lol)

later that evening while at home Lee called me and said he had the boys with him at the bar (Sports bar) eating chicken wings and stuff he was getting twisted but in the same breath he broke down to me that his money was dwindling down fast and he's not really making any money to keep his bank account growing.....................he was getting depressed .....he took his boys shopping and had to limit them to what they could get..........he had a bunch of bills to pay and yada yada yada I was listening and I was surprised he was pouring his business out to me like that ................he then said "Man, Shorty I fucks wit chu for real I'm sounding like a bytch right now telling you my problems shyt my mens and them don't even know this shyt ....real talk if I wasn't talking to you I would be talking to my folks (wife) about this". We talked about options he could take.

I went to lay down for a minute which turned into me not even wanting to go to the cabaret. Tony was already at the cabaret since he was DJ ing ...............Sonja had hit me back and said she wanted to go and you know Tausha was down. I had told those Chica's to be at my crib by 10pm so we could roll the place was the Mechanics ville firehouse which I would say was 45min away. That dayum Tausha didn't finish getting her hair done until then and I was livid. Sonja got there around 10:15pm calling me sounding like Andy on The Devil Wears Prada "DID YOU GUYS LEAVE ME?????? AM I LATE"???? LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When we pulled up to the place my brother was waiting outside with the tickets but the parking was OUT OF THIS WORLD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if the place held 800 people there were 900 people there with 100 of them standing outside. and everyone must have drove his or her own ride because it was 900 cars out front as well it took us a good 15min to find a spot to park by then John was back inside.

Now as I am standing out front with worry ass Tausha who keeps saying "How do I look"?

" Should I tuck my jeans in or out of my boots"? "How is my hair"? yada, yada, yada...........there was only a 1hr 30min left of the party and as we are standing outside waiting for Sonja to finish parking Tausha says"Is that Tony over there pissing"? I didn't hear her but when I walked back to the van to put my purse inside I see Tony driving past me I jump up and down yelling his name but that nucca is getting ghost up the street. I start calling him and get the voice mail .....Tausha starts "GUUUUURRRRRLLLLL was he drunk? he didn't see you? that was him pissing out side? is he crazy? ggguuuurrrrlllllll he mad"!!!!!!!!!!

I wanted to duck tape her mouth (wink Tiff) I call my brother and I'm telling him that we are outside but my girls don't want to pay $20 to get inside for 1hr 30min. ........................why when we on the cell talking this nucca is standing right behind me and doesn't know it...............drunk nucca (lol)

He hands me 3 wrist bands and says "be cool and act like you already been in the party".

When we get in side Sonja knows a bunch of people I see Jamila, Willie, this lady from my job and My sister in law, Sandy ad Chip.

We had a nice time on the way home we stopped at McDonald's so Tausha could get something to eat.

I turned down a frickin one way street ....with Sonja following behind me ....man out by Meesh house the streets be crazy like that and I saw the red signs that said Wrong way I started busting a U with Sonja in her brand new big ass escalade followed suit behind me with Tausha yelling "OMG! the police is gonna get us ....OMG!!!! SLOW DOWN GET OFF THE PHONE THE POLICE.....OMG! THE POLICE". .....................now you would have thought the police was behind us, she was on drugs or drunk BUT NEITHER WAS THE CASE! I was on the phone with Sonja the whole time cracking the hell up.

Sunday

Was the big kick ball scrimmages and Lee was going to be there ......I was excited because I knew that I was gonna get to see him but then again my whole family was going to be there so I was going to have to be very careful..................Okay ............we had the food and grill going and stuff.........we got ready for our scrimmage ...........close to the end of the game I look over to the fence and see Lee ...he has been watching me play ........OMG!!!!!!!!!!! I was focused on the game and he was talking with some of the guys on the side line so he was watching me sorta on the sly.

We sucked that game for real when ever the other team scored they would jump on home plate and pose like they were taking pictures aaarrrggghhhh I was pissed.

When the game was over I walked over to Lee and gave him a hug ....dayum I didn't want to stop but we pulled apart leaned against the fence and chatted for a while until he went back on the field on the was he asked me for some water which I gladly ran over to our tent and cooler to get him one before I was off to our second scrimmage. I caught a ball and got a out during the game.........my whole family saw that as well as Lee and Dre........Andre.........yes remember him? SURPRISE, SURPRISE he is the Panther's pitcher and I was like dayum ..................Tiff didn't want to tell me he was there until we were up to kick talking about she didn't want to throw my game off.

We lost that game and after the game was over everyone went back over to our tent to eat and drink up.

While I was talking with Coach and Big Mike Lee came over to us talking to Coach he kept looking at me and when Tony left we play boxed and kept giving each other like taps..............I saw his kids and even his daughter.......I asked them if they wanted something to eat. Lee's brother came over and I gave him two Corono's and they asked where my folks was once I said he was gone Lee relaxed and we chilled on the down low.

Man I am so far behind gotta get you guys caught up............