Friday I was home all evening I mean I went past Lee's house to get some money for my hair (smile)

then Tiff and I went to finalize everything with champ for kick ball, we went looking for shorts which we found at Foreman Mills $7.99, We went to Taco bell and then that was it.

Tony kept calling me like every 30 min just checking on me he asked me if I wanted him to save me a chicken patty and when he would make my french fries when I got home.........Lee went out and then when he got home he asked me if I ate yet ...........I told him "No".

him "Me either and I'm hungry too".

me "Well eat then nucca".

him "I wanted to eat with you coming over when you done with your hair right"?

me "sure".

him "So what you want to eat"?

me "What ever is fine with me". I tell him my battery is almost gone since I forgot to charge it up last night and I would call him when I was at his crib ...................he hits me around 11:30pm talking about he had to make a run with his cousin and was wondering what time I would be done I told him about another 45 min he was like "F it I'm stay home and just tell that nucca to make the move without me".

Man I left her house at 12:30am ......no battery had to keep turning my phone off to savor the last juice ...........Then I got lost ....I took the wrong exit ended up New Hampshire AVE in DC I called Tony twice and called the house phone for help no answer So I called Tausha who picked right up I told her I was lost and where I was and she directed me to New York Ave and I found my way from there.

I went to Lee's house text him that I was outside and called him twice no answer ...................I went home and the whole house was sleep I took my ass to bed too.

Sunday

When I got up I had a text from Lee "I am so mad with myself I feel asleep and I had something for you to eat too".

next text "Call me as soon as you get up".

I had a lot of running around to do for the opening game day and I was waiting for Tiff so we could hit the grocery stores.

When we got to the park Lee had sent me a text that said he was on the way .................Tiff and I saw him when he pulled up but we just gave each other the universal (head nod) I know he wanted to come over to speak to me but I was still pissed he fell asleep on me so I wasn't going to his ass.

Opening day was big fun to me they had a pep rally and we did our prayer and our team song...............I was keeping my eye on Lee but not letting him notice.

Later that day he kept being around me more or close to where I was ........

Skip was there and Lee saw him lick his tongue out at me and then Lee walked right up on us whle we were talking.

Fatt Babies team beat us 11-2 and he dropped the ball and my ass didn't make it to first. When he was on second base he was talking to me "So where you been? how come it's if I don't call we won't talk? when we gonna hook up"? (smile)

Man I saw his ass last night he brought me a drink and we talked I found out he is a reformed pyriu (blood) and you know I'm a reformed crip ...........man that sounds sooooo soooooo criminal like (lol)

he works with the youth and stuff dealing with gangs. He rides bikes too and is in a bike club he also brought his ex a motorcycle and they haven't been together in 2 years so he still has her bike too...............I plan to get on that thang sho nuff. When he brought me my drink he held on to it until I was finished drinking and then walked right up in front of Lee and gave me my Goose on the rocks (smile) Lee had brought me a Corona that I used for the chaser. Then Lee took some of my drink ............aaarrrggghhhh that pissed me off but I let it slide I wanted to say "You broke ass nucca". but never kick a man while he's down ........but when he gets back up .........um yeah. Fatt Baby and I was talking like shyt that chick Tee Tee walked up on him and pinched his side and gave me a serious grit face .......I had on the Hi Hater Bye hater shirt so I turned my back on her ass. Karen jumped out her seat and came over to see if everything was okay because she saw the way Tee Tee grabbed him and looked at me............this is soooo childish I'm a play nice with her and next time I see her I will smile and say "hey". Now if by chance.........just by chance she doesn't play back nice then .............it's gonna be on and popping when I hit her 2nd base ........(smile)

So Lee walks up to me during our conversation and said "What time you leaving". I told him and he went to the bathroom while he was gone Fatt Baby was like "You trouble......now if I would have stepped to dude I would have been wrong right". ...............He said "I'm a leave out when you leave. Lee sent me a text while he was in the bathroom that said "I'm gone". So I send Lee a text back "I'm gone too talk to you tomorrow". now I knew what Lee would be thinking and I wanted to see how his oh so hard ass would carry it. And this is what happened

He walked right up to my van "What the fuck is up with that text"?

me "Uh? I mean I thought you were going home".

him " That's some new shyt you never said nothing like that before".

me "Really".

him "Come on Toni what kinda games you playing you not coming to my house"?

me "You want me too"?

him "Yes ASAP I want you there before I get there". and I did just that when he got out the car he just looked at me shaking his head "Toni what am I gonna do with you"? We laid on the bed and talked about a bunch of stuff we ....um...yeah then we talked some more with me lying with my head on his chest and then when I mentioned us laying up he was like I don't care we ...um....yeah 4 times and then while laying up he said "I want to wake up in the morning to you beside me so we can ...um...yeah".

Oh yeah back at sideline Lee hung around me a lot he would step off but come right back and at one point he was all up on me and I didn't put my arms around him ........he was standing in front of me with his head on my shoulder and then he said "Okay I see you don't even want to hug me and show me know love".

me "Your the one who said they didn't like public displays of affection".

him "Yeah, your right but with you it's different". I hugged him and even linked arms with him for a minute.

Sam was there and kept hugging me and giving me a massage like on my shoulders. When Sam walked away Lee said you didn't hear me when I said "Nucca's all touching on you". I told him I didn't care and he was like he doesn't like that but later that night while we laid up he admitted there was a lot of guys in there talking to me and he doesn't like that and he defiantly doesn't like other guys touching me. He was getting in his feelings and then had to say calm down Lee calm down.

He was saying how he told his brother that we been um yeah numerous times and how I know more about him then Lucky (his wife) and how he fucks with me a whole lot (smile)

I told him I was upset I won't get to see Keyshia Cole in concert and he was like "If I was working I would have got us the tickets". I believe him and like I told Tiff when he get back on as he calls it I'm gonna be right there reaping the benefits after the $150 he sends the kids every week ............that's $600 a month........not enough if you ask me but that's what the courts decided it's for 2 boys once they get older they gonna eat that $150 for breakfast. He is hoping to have his son's by then since he knows it takes a man to raise his son.

Dayum all that Sideline talk was what happened on Monday (lol)

So Back at the park I watched a bunch of teams play................my whole family came and we grilled out........while we were playing the game everyone came to watch us play and someone stole all our beer and drinks and food from our tent SMH I was mad as a bytch and wanted to start turning peoples tents over and flipping tables and coolers over too I was some kinda mad but it was all good. Lee brought me a beer and a drink he walked right in front of Tony with it. .............When Tony left to take some people home he left the kids with me Necole, James and Shay.

I tried to sneak away while we were watching a game and go to the car with Lee ......um ........yeah I'm Hott but most thrill seekers are (smile)

We couldn't even....because he was scared and not raising to the occasion (smh) then Tony called but it was Mo looking for me ..............when we got out the car I forgot I left my keys in his car so later when it was time to go ..............OOPS I had to call him "Hey, My keys are in your car". ..............SMH

He was so nervous ........the reason is he doesn't want my kids asking me to many questions.

When we got home Joan and her best friend Kim was over chilling with Tony downstairs so I decided to roll out and go see Lee........................we chilled for a bit and then I got to talking to him about some guys and he was like "Man you bold you sitting here with me talking about dudes.....man come on lets go upstairs to my room and um yeah so I can shut your ass up". (lolololololol)

Now I have been mentioning to him I want to touch his butt hole during sex and I wanted to lick it too and all that he was like HELL NO that is not my sorta thing and I was brought up it is a exit and yada, yada, yada so you know me being that he is against it I want to break him ....................so back to us in his room we got it in ..........OMFG! and I touched it and yeah ..........he didn't push me away since he says he hates to say NO in the bedroom and I shouldn't be saying No to him either.............We laid up for a little and then I went home............

Man hold on until I tell you guys about Monday night ..........LOLOL we got it in for sure and if I could still have kids I would be PREGNANT for sure (LOLOLOLOLOL)