Not sure where I am with catching you guys up............

Work has been ............just that work I have been so busy my task list is off the chain.

The house is 3 months behind on the mortgage and Tony didn't even tell me I was like when Feb. wasn't paid how come you didn't say "Hey baby we such in such sort"? I mean then I could have gotten on the grind to help come up with the money but he waited for us to be $10,831 behind SMH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I called Evangel church.............I heard they were helping people with Financial mortgage assistance .......I was transferred to the guy who handles that and left him a voice mail.....................Let's pray that something works out!

The kids are all fine not much going on.............James had his audition with Michael Bivens and James said it didn't go well at all.

The CatWalk is coming up May 2nd get your tickets if you in the DMV area it's a show you don't want to miss and not just because my kids are in it and my son directed it. (smile)

Shay has little Marchae wrapped around her finger the other night he made her dinner steamed shrimp, ribs and garlic mashed potatoes she said it was so good. They went to the mall and he brought her a change purse and shirt and some shorts he brought me some pink slippers and a big ass bag of the gum I like. (cheezin)

Necole is messing with this guy named Demarco and has been for a while she says they are best friends (smile)

Mo hasn't been up to anything at all

Lee has his boys for spring break and he asked me if I would ride with him when he takes them back. I said yeah but he had to make sure to tell his wife first to warn her because I hear she is a spit fire and you guys know I don't take any shorts he said "yeah that wouldn't be nice".

I went over his house last night he was upset his wife's sister was like she would take the kids home and for Lee to bring them to her ....this was Saturday ....why are the kids still here and Lee is like that's more time I could have had with my boys so when he called over there last night and they were still there he called me fired up. I told him I was leaving the house but I got caught up with some laundry so when he called back and I hadn't left his spoiled ass was like "where you at I thought you were on your way".

me "What's up you ok"?

him "No,I'm not ok".

me "Okay on my way".

When I got there Lee was fussing with his little cousin Dougie about school and stuff he is an 11th grader. I sat there listening and was like dayum Lee be in his shyt. I didn't expect Lee to show any affection around his family but I was shocked when he came to sit next to me on the couch pulled me all close and kissed me I mean he was being very affectionate and then he said "Dougie has never seen me like this with a woman not even with my folks I wonder what he's gonna run and say about this". He then says "Hey Dougie you got to go upstairs and shut the light off". ...................SMILE..........yeah ........um .......yeah multiples at one time ............dayum yeah. We fell asleep and I woke up at 2:30am and went home.

the other night.........Saturday night I was over there and he didn't want me to leave he kept saying "stay a little longer". (smile)

Sat

I went to G birthday cabaret by myself it was okay but kinda different to be sitting at a big ass table alone. This one guy kept pressing me to come sit with him and his 2 boys......I danced with him a few times and then I saw D was over there taking the pics so I went to speak with him. I took a pic and this guys asked to buy one of me .....now this seems strange but I've had guys do that before and it doesn't bother me I mean I don't know so anyway D was acting like he wasn't gonna make that money off selling the pic. LOLOLOLOl He sold that shyt.

Roma was there and kept coming to check on me since I was solo. Tiffany had nerve to say she thought I went out alone all the time...................to a bar, club or cabaret.......yeah okay when have I done that?????? I will walk in alone if I know someone is meeting me there but anyway I left at 12:30am and went over Lee's crib (smile) I was on the phone talking to him the whole way to his crib and he was standing outside when I pulled up he said "Dayyyyum baby I see why your cold you looking good baby". When I get in we go straight to the room I had stopped and got us both McDonald's and we ate in his room as soon as we were both done he got in the bed .............yeah............smh..........we had discussed for the 5th time about it is what it is and there should be no holding and cuddling with each other ....so needless to say it never ends like that (smirk) but this time he was jive distant from me and arm over his eyes while on his back. I was heated inside but remembered the shyt he was talking and said "Self be cool it's good you got what you came for don't fade it".My eyes were closed and when I opened them he was staring at me and closed his eyes all quick .........I turned away from him and he pulled me close holding me tight .....I said I was going to get ready to leave and he was like "Don't go". every part of my body inside ....deep ....felt funny like warm and butterflies in my stomach I looked back at him and he was like "Yeah I it is what it is but deep down I know within me it's so much more and I was the first one to say I wouldn't get like this with you but ...yeah.....". I stayed a little longer we went to sleep (wink) this is what we do and we both get our best sleep when are together................I got up around 3:30am and went home he talked to me all the way there even while the police pulled my ass over. Tail light out and tags suspended for not taking the van through emission.....The cop only gave me a warning ...I was happy about that since I have never been pulled over before............arrested before, locked up before but never pulled...... never pulled over while I was driving.

Tony took the van to emission the next day....yeah it failed what's new ....I have until Aug to fix it.

Let's see we won our first scrimmage and then went for drinks at the side line where I sang Karoke "Tyrone" and "Before he cheats"......... I had a good time and then stopped over Lee's house ......yeah...um.....yeah I got home at 12:30am.......................