Lets see Sunday

I was up at 6:16am to get ready for the cheer competition in Delaware.............I pressed Tony to go with me I was so tired ....I ended up having to drive anyway but he went ...............Mo had spent the night at my sister's house and Shay, James and Captain were sleep I didn't want to wake them anyway since the spectator fee was $8 for adults and $5 for students not to mention the tolls on the way there.

They did good at the competition and each one of their squads came in 1st place (smile) Necole was on point with her flips and shyt this time she landed with out stumbling each time (clapping)

Lee had hit me up via text to make sure I was up on time to get her to the competition then he texted me to see what time she went on and for me to tell him how she did. (smile) before the awards ceremony he texted me and said "Call me when you get a chance I want to hear your voice". I called him from the bathroom (smile)

I think this dude can be stalker trouble even though he claims to be so unlike that I mean I don't believe things nucca's say ..........I don't believe a lot of the stuff regarding them period so him giving me all that hard core rah, rah but then acting like a love sick puppy is confusing me. He want's to know my every move and I just laugh his ass out. Tiffany said she can see him acting a fool at kick ball games and I told his ass "Hey, Lee you know I'm a big ass flirt right".

him "Yeah I saw that last time we were together and I didn't like that shyt".

me "Well look that is what I do and that's just me and I don't got me changing for no one".

him "Oh yeah".

me "Man Lee don't be acting a hot head when we be at the kick ball games and I be chilling I mean I got guy friends on my team and coming to see me play and I just love to have a good time I'm not for the drama so save that shyt".

him "dayum you kicking it to me like that uh? Okay fuck it then don't be in my shyt when I be chilling either. And I'm not tripping off you like that just don't disrespect me".

me "yeah okay just don't show your ass "

him "Come on man just don't act a fool with them fuck nucca's". SMH......he's a tuff one uh?

Tony did drive home so I finally got to get some sleep.

When we got home I went straight to bed....shyt the whole house was on sleep mode especially the cheerleaders (one of her friends came over too) that dayum Kayla didn't wake up until Monday morning she slept the whole Sunday away (smile)

Monday

Rude Boy called me while at work didn't ask about the snow and me making it to work safe he said "Have I been replaced".

me "What are you talking about"?

him "When can I see you"?

me "I'm busy all this week maybe next week"...................I mean aaarrrggghhhhh and I gave it up to him more then once and he can't even see if I got to work safe..............maybe he figures I get all that from my husband so why should he have to.

Like what Lee he said our first date

1. If we ever had sex it would be straight fuckin none of the lovey stuff

2. He doesn't express his feelings to women at all. but he has already switched up his game telling me he misses me or is thinking of me every so many seconds. He even said "We both know things can change" .........I'll get to that later.

Anyway I haven't heard from Rude since.

I went over Lee's house that night we watched video's and played deal or no deal everything was going good until he pulled me on his lap (I'm straddling him) and we start kissing now this is good but then he puts his hand under the front of my shirt and you guys know if my stomach wasn't full of stress marks like a dayum prune............um yeah he could have took my shirt off but I pushed him away .....he was looking jive hurt and started asking me if he did something wrong he was sorry .....maybe he was moving too fast. I started to leave and he was like "Toni I don't want you te leave come on I'll behave". He did he held me while we watched TV and then around 2 something he walked me to the door and we kissed nice and long and he was hard and yeah ....that thing puts Rudes lil man (in my best Waynan's brother voice) to shame ....I just don't know how he works his ...you know what I mean I didn't want to go but it was getting late.

Tuesday

Kids had a 2 hour delay due to the snow and I ended up going into work late since I took Mo to school.

Work is just that work

Haven't been talking with the Golden Girls that often since Lee be in my ear all day, Tiffany and I be on the e-mail (wink) and trying to blog OH YEAH and WORKING (lol)

Wednesday

Lee was wanting to see me so bad I mean he was trying to be cool about it but I could tell he was ..........yeah missing the hell out of me. When I got home I decided to put the furniture back since Tony shampooed the carpet the night before.

Mo was at GS

I had told Lee I would hit him back after I moved the furniture do you know this nucca sends me a text at 7:40pm "Look at the time baby". .................now I'm thinking 7:40pm uummmm is that the time we met? what's the deal with the time.............so I call him "What's that look at the time mean"?

him "It's almost 8pm and I wanted you to be aware of the time so you won't be late picking baby girl up". I thought that was so sweet of him and told him so .........................see how he do.

I called him later while at the grocery store and then we talked while I shopped.

While cooking dinner he asked me if I could meet him at the spot we met at last time. With out hesitation I put the food on low (simmer) and ask Necole to watch it I'll be right back.

We met up and all is well we just sit in his car he goes to the liquor store and gets another bottle of Ciroc and OJ ....this is funny once the chick leaves to get the order he asks me if I wanted anything............how come he didn't ask me before and he made it sound as if it was an after thought.........I have got to work on him for real. He is so happy to see me as I was to see him he was over his cuz house who lives close to me so it was just a quick hour together and I was home way before Tony. Lee and I talked through the night Tony was gone as always I was sleep before he got home.

Thursday

Tiffany and I made plans to do some kick ball business at my place and have some new recruits join us NO BODY showed up I mean NOBODY we decided to have a ball anyway and ended up having a wonderful time. I can't even begin to tell you guys how much fun we had because I got a bad ....bad...money issue going on right now I just got paid today and I'm NEGATIVE $254 in my account ............this means MY WHOLE PAYCHECK IS GONE .........THE WHOLE DAYUM CHECK ..................I don't even have my $40 kick ball money .....................SMH..........................I'll tell you guys about the My Place night and Lee coming up there, Kris......yeah Kris, dancing, me sending this dude a drink...............................all that will have to wait I am in a state of depression right now and with only one pill left for my anxiety.......