him "Okay come pick me up first". Now him saying that made me think I would be driving and my van was a mess and I started cleaning that shyt out. I ended up going to Ross and finding a cute black half jacket with the same color tan as in my dress for $6.

When I got to Lee's house he was fired up ....after the cuss out I was prepared for (lol) he told me to get out the van and come on ....he was gonna drive I was siced.

We went to the Liquor store. I wanted to get a drink and since I was paying for the date I decided to pay for everything that night. (what is up with that????)

I was in the liquor store waiting for the dude to unlock the cabinet with the Goose in it. When Lee comes in standing so close to me I can feel his ...um yeah against my butt cheeks.(blush) I said "Yous a hard head ass didn't I tell you to stay in the car". Oh yeah he was opening the door all night (smile)

it was sprinkling and he dropped me off at the door to the movies while he went to park. He said "Man if you ever get to talk to my folks she will tell you I have never done shyt like dropping her off at the door in the rain or opening her door man she would probably smack the shyt outta me for doing it for you and not her". See you have to start that shyt early, Know that your that bytch and what this nucca won't do the next one will (wink)

The movie was okay I mean it had a good concept and the story line was great and it was a believable story but not scarey at all. Lee was like "I'm happy you didn't jump baby". He kept saying "I'm here don't be afraid". LOLOLOL .....yeah he had his hand under my dress and it was so hard for me not to yell out when I got mine ......dayum just like that (smh)

It was still sprinkling when we left out and Lee went to get the car.

We went back to his house and a few streets from his house I told him to pull over so ....um....yeah. I gets mine twice (3 times all together), He got his but was trying to get another when I was too tired to even do anything else he was like "That is not fair".

My cell rang and it was Shay sending a text that said the kids were not home yet and Mo calling to say the same thing. I call and text Necole and get no answer it is 11:30pm and my kids aren't home I tell Lee and he looks concerned but tells me "It will be okay call a few of their friends". I call Deanna who tells me she didn't go to modeling today but she call around. I call Pam and she has Gerald call me who says he last spoke with Necole at 9:30pm and he has been calling her and getting no answer he said he was now worried because his cousin just got jumped in Riverdale and now Necole was missing . I get myself together and so does he we drive to his crib and once out the car we are standing by my van and he is holding me tight. Deanna calls and says she found them and for me to call Destiny's cell I can't even think how to put the number in my phone with her on the phone when Lee pulls out his phone and says "What's the number". He puts it in his phone for me and I call from my phone ......Talk with James and find out they were at the hair salon waiting for Destiny to finish her clients hair (she is a senior). I was so relieved I found them and I told Lee I was soooo worried he was "I know you were baby me too baby, me too and don't bomb them out because their father told them no so they were getting home the best way they know how". Tausha said the same thing. Tausha had called to see if I made it in the house yet when I told her about having to go get the kids she wanted to ride with me so I picked her up and she rode with me to get them (smile) She said now it looks like I was really with her all night (wink)

Angel and Aunt Nat were just leaving Jesse's (bar downtown) So I told them I would get up with them the next day.

Once we got home Tony wanted to talk to the kids about them missing the bus and me having to go pick them up. I was pissed that he knew he told them he wasn't picking them up and they had to find they own way home but he didn't tell me aaarrrggghhhhh

anyway

Saturday I was up for practice but it was canceled due to the weather .....I should have taken my ass to work but I didn't I was lounging talking with Lee who said He was thinking I should have went into work as well but in order to get the 8 hours now I would have to be there to late and he didn't like the idea of me being out there that late on my real day off (smile)

I got up and decided to make a nice breakfast .........Lee had mentioned he was hungry so I said "I'm gonna bring you some breakfast". (WTF???!!!!????) I am so slipping with my guard people. Anyway I made Turkey bacon, Cheese & Spinach Omelette's and hash browns. I fed the family made Lee a plate, washed up and rolled out .........on my way there he called me "Baby just come right in I'm gonna leave the garage door open just close it when you come in". Why when I got over there he was in the bed. I took off my pants and got right in bed with him for a .......yeah and a nap (smile)

he got up took a shower heated up his food ate his food then we rolled out he gave me the CD out of his ride and as he was walking back to the house for something I acted like I was going to pull off he looked back and walked over to me he was like "I know you wasn't about to pull off like that don't ever do that with out giving me a kiss and hug goodbye you never know what may happen and it could be are last time we see each other". Okay already I get home take a nap get up at 2:30pm get a shower and start washing clothes and cleaning up.

I was going out later that night with Jo, P. Clark, Tausha and Angel ...............now Sonja had been hitting me up all day to see what I was getting into but I knew P wouldn't want her around so I was ducking and dodging her ass. after the 5th call I answered and told her I wasn't sure what I was getting into but was meeting up with P. and would let her know something later.

Tony had gave me some green for P. and P. wanted me to stop and pick her up some easy roll. I went to 3 gas stations and no dice I finally ended up getting white boys.

I get to Angel's house and we all there chilling and P. smoking Angel's guy friend Marques shows up with more beer. I'm on the phone with Lee and Jo and P are laughing at me saying "Look at Toni all Lovey dovey".

Jo "She phone boning let me call my meat". Lee is laughing and then when Jo calls her friend and it goes to voice mail she is pissed "I'm jealous Toni talking to her meat and my meat missing". Lee said "baby get off the phone and chill with your girls I'll be here when you done chilling just call me later".

me "I don't want to get off the phone ".

him "I don't want my name to be mud with this circle too hahahha".

me "Okay your right I'll hit you later". When I get off the phone with him P. is looking all fucked up in the face me "What's up"?

her "Angel done invited Sonja".

me "Angel"!

Angel "What"!!!!!!!! No one says anything because the vibe in the air has changed and we all know it's about to be some bull shyt.

I'm thinking Tausha is standing me up because she is not on her way and talking about she will meet us down there. We thinking about who is riding with who when Sonja makes the biggest mistake talking like a mad drunk woman and then saying she hasn't started drinking yet (WTF!!!) I said "Hey Jo I'm riding with you".

Now Jo, Jo, Jo,

She and I are talking and she starts telling me how I hurt her when after she took me to the hotel and then I started fucking with Will and putting it all in her face she said she was so hurt. She said Sherellie and her was not trying to trick me but she didn't think of Sherellie like that she only had a thang for me and true she had been felt up by a few women but as far as going all the way I was the only one she ever did that with and she was really liking me. I told her how I was feeling for her back then too ...........shyt I'm not even into women any more well at least not now anyway.

The place was chill not many people in there and up stairs there was a pool table we watched a few games and then danced a little bit. I did get some good ass Salmon stuffed with crab meat a loaded baked potato and mixed veggies seasoned to perfection (SMH) the food was so the bomb I had to ask to meet the chef and it was a chick OMG I got her number since she does private cooking I was thinking it would be something nice for Lee and I but then thought WHOA Toni pump your breaks ...............yeah this would be something nice to do for Tony and I.

Sonja and some dude got into it and the dude took his coat off so Sonja did too. Man my type of chick she did just what I would have nucca don't be offering me up you bytch ass nucca. P. got upset and was ready to go. Tausha was there by then and was trying to intervene. Jo had rolled before this happened, Angel was trying to calm Sonja down and I was just looking like that nucca better not swing.

Oh yeah before all that this chick was trying to act like she was with us so. Jo was like naw dude just pay for our drinks we don't know that chick...........the chick gets an attitude and stats rubbing on dudes back now dude is trying to holla at Jo and I'm looking at ole girl like ....with the I'm about to fuck you up look and Jo say's "No Toni". shaking her head at me...I give her the nod like to say okay I won't say anything. but then the chick walks past me all hard gritting and shyt. So I gave her the look back and then stood up in front of her looking her up and down because now it has to do with me. Jo says "Naw Toni you like her boots"?