I am so tired total for the whole weekend I have had 15 hours of sleep ..........now that's the WHOLE weekend I am soooo tired but anyway

Thursday

James turned 18

1st stop was the beauty salon we were walking in and I knew she had to be there early so she can get in and out. Well she was the first person in there and her stylist was a gay light skinned over weight guy who's legs were so bow legged he has to sit down to do everything.........Lee was on the phone with me when I dropped her off he called me to remind me to get the soda and Ice I was like okay.

Shay rode with me and after we dropped Necole at the salon we went to the grocery store, party city and hit up a few more spots.

Went home and finished the thank you candy trinket boxes on the way to pick Necole up Lee called me again this time to say "Hey woman don't forget the candles for the got dayum cake". LOLOLOLOLOL anyway I told him I was on my way to go into the salon he said "I can hold on". I thought this was sorta weird but ignored it went in and as soon as I get in the place everyone is saying "Your her mother"? "That's your mother"? "You look to young to have a daughter 16". I was answering 15 million questions and almost forgot why I was in there in the first place until Necole turns around and I'm staring at the most beautiful 16 year old I have ever seen she is down right gorgeous all I can do is smile and thank dayum my genes are a beast lololololololololol she had got her hair cut and it looked like Kerri Heilson it's real cute.

When we left I see Dreamy who is Cherries best friend she said asks me if I used to be in the bike club with Cherry we talk for a little bit and we leave.

Lee starts teasing me how everyone was on my tip about my looks when in reality he says "the looks is just one part if they new your inner beauty they would be really lunching".

me "Aw Lee".

him "Yeah man what ever don't forget the fucking candles have your daughter looking pissed on her birthday joe".

Tony had gave Necole $75 for one of her outfits and I brought the other I had already dropped $500 on the party and he was acting like that $75 was ....yeah.....SMH! I asked him if he was going to pay the $110 for her hair and he was acting like he had an attitude he said "Yeah I'll pay but she won't be getting a gift". (SMH)

The party turned out alright if it would have been closer more people would have come but she had a nice time which was all that mattered I was ready to go home I was sooooo tired and then we had to be up early Sunday for a cheer competition in Delaware AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so broke man I have to pay cheer this pay for real and Im down to 2 loans ....man this is hard we haven't done the taxes yet but should be doing them real soon I hope.

Okay I'm gonna give you guys Sunday, Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday tomorrow ......I am so behind ....one of my girls said she thinks I am falling for Lee and I think she may be right but I won't allow myself to feel it since ......since ......I feel like he hasn't spent anything on me yet why should I be feeling this way about a nucca who is 1. not a looker in my department 2. has false teeth (got them bitches knocked out with a bottle at a gogo years) 3. HAS NO J.O.B 4. always talking about what he not gonna do for a woman I just don't get it.

PS. I had no time to edit this so read it slowly ....sorry (smile)