Okay so before I leave the house I get a call "Hey Toni what's up"?

me "Nothing who dis"?

him "Malik stop drinking".

me "Malik uh"?

him " Yeah you met me the other night listen they not letting anyone in so where you at I'm a wait in my car out front for a minute".

me "Okay I'm on my way". Now I wasn't going to see him anyway as I said before I wanted to get out and mingle with other Kick ballers.

Now Sonja already said she would be up there around 11pm and it was just 10pm so I decided to go get a double fish sandwich man I had one 6 days in a row. I was texting Lee to give him my 20 when Rude called and since I pushed a button the call was answered. "Hey What's up"?

me "Nothing much sup wit you"?

him "coming from the gym where you at"?

me "On my way to My Place".

him "Where you at right now can you meet me"?

me "You have to come over this way I'm not going backwards unless you got money on my gas"?

him "Money on your gas uh"?

me "Yep I'm at McDonalds right now on Richie Road".

him "Okay meet me at Hampton mall and can you bring me a double fish sandwich"?

me "Sure". When I pull in the parking lot he is already there I had Lee on the phone so I tell him I"ll call him back before I even open the truck door fuck that shyt that happened when I had T on the phone and Rude was all loud (hott ass bamma lolol)

Rude Boy was all smiles when I climbed in the truck I did lean in for a kiss on his lips. He got right down to business " So this new guy got you all like that uh? He's taking my place uh"?

me "I really do like him and he keeps me busy always having something for us to do beside clubs, bars and sex".

him "WOW! I can't do anything if you wont see me or take my calls".

me "Okay so what's up"?

him "I want you to go to West Virginia with me but you might not be comfortable since I will be busy and mingling and stuff".

me "Boy you don't know me uh? You might be looking for me just let me know I might be able to go". I mean there was no real conversation ....................just him trying to set up a time when we can hook up and him talking about how he was trying to behave but I make him soooo horny. *rolling eyes*

Sonja called to say she was on her way so I told him I would hit him later and we could meet Wednesday at the Game Room. I left and was slightly relieved since he was getting on my last nerve it's like all he wants is sex and I'm so loving the whole package I get with Lee (lol)

My place was jive packed I went in all by myself saw coach Boo who wanted to ask me if I even washed before coming up there (lol) he asked the final score of the game and we chatted for a minute. I sat by the door chilling when Sonja came in we went to the bar and Champ waved me over to the other side of the bar. we took our drinks and chilled with him for a minute. Then I said to my self "Self call that Malik dude and see what he looks like". I had to be drunk when I gave him my number I have NO IDEA who he is. I call him and we meet by the front door he is nice looking, dark skinned, nice hair cut and facial hair perfectly groomed, dressed nice and smelled good ..............smelled like money!!!!!!!!!!!!

I turned on the charm (wink) He said he waited for me to call him and said he wanted to play on my kick ball team just to be near me (lol) he told Sonja and I that whatever we wanted at the bar was on him and for me just to call/text him. On our way to check out who the hell was messing up Erykah Badu's next life time ........Did I tell you guys one day Lee got in his car and this song was on and he was like "Baby you won't believe what song is on"..................Anyway as we walk pass the tables I hear someone say "Hey Toni". I look and see Karen I say "Hey Karen". We talk kick ball ...........we exchanged numbers so we could hang out sometime.

We had a nice time and left around 1 something I went right to Lee's crib...............yeah ...............sure did. I didn't stay to long since he had an interview the next day down at my job ..............yes GW security...........OMFG!!!!!!! at my JOB.

Tuesday

Lee had his interview and when it was over he called me and I met him on the corner he was watching for me out his side mirror and got out in his suit and opened the door for me (BLUSH) he was looking nice in his suit but you know that is not my thang and I removed his tie and loosened the collar of his shirt ......okay a tad better.

I went over his house later that night. I was looking raggedy as hell I mean hair in a french braid in the back, no make up, tight t-shirt and ugly black faded jeans I was looking ruff with the capitol R. Lee didn't even falter when he saw me he hugged and kissed me and I never felt so comfortable like that around any guy but Tony. I only went over there so we could watch a movie "What Happens in Vegas". it was so funny and he calls that our movie..............I be at work and his ass at home playing the WII (lololooloolOL) I made him a salad and took it to his house.

I left a little after the movie went off ...........he wanted..........I wanted........we had.......

I told him I was going to be good Wednesday and Thursday by staying home and doing the family thing. I really didn't want to but I have to keep home happy too. Lee didn't like the idea either but agreed what could we do.

Wednesday

I went to practice and did pretty good I caught 2 fly balls and got someone out on 2nd base (smile). Malik called me and I talked him to the new park we were in he sent me a text that said he was there sitting in the Benz out front ....mmmm........didn't I say .....anyway I forgot to mention he owns 6 barber shops. Okay so after the pep talk from coach I walk up the hill to Malik as he is walking down to me he is dressed so fresh ta def and the smell he is giving off is like DOLLAR DOLLAR BILL YAW GOOD (lls)..........coach walks up to Malik dapping him up and shyt they exchange a few words and then coach leaves.

Malik and I walk back to his car he smiling and shyt checking me out looking all ruffty scruffty (shyt this was the 2nd day in a row a nucca has seen this side of me true 2 different nucca's but they both had the same reaction) me "Malik stop checking me out like that".

him "Why baby you look thug misses I like it and it's not the clothes that make the person because if it was God would have had us be born with clothes on. It's your mind your tongue the way you speak, your personality,sense of humor that I am attracted to".

me "Your right".

him "Where is your car at"? I point out my van

him "I have a couple of those".

me "You do uh"?

him "Yes, I own a used car dealership I try my hand in many things". we flirt a little he asks me to go to the Zanzibar with him but I declined. He will be at the game Sunday (smile) coach walked past me and was like "You all smiles". I shook my head at him and got in my van.......I called my sister to talk with her a little and then Malik called me to say he was looking at me from behind (lol) I look in my rear view mirror and he is behind me. I told him I would hit him later and I really need to do that maybe I'll see if he'll come out tonight...............dayum I'm a trip I got Lee coming out tonight ...mmmm..........I'll work something out every man has to know his place!

I get home and the whole family is home I'm like good I'm being a good girl tonight and we can watch movies together right? Wrong answer Tony left to go to the Legion to pick up some DJ equipment but stayed ...........so I called Lee and we wrapped on the phone until I started falling asleep. Lee told me to go take my shower to wake me up and then to call hm back when I got out. For real I think he got a text from some chick and he wanted to talk with her.....just a vibe I got so therefore I didn't call his ass nor text it either.

Tony came home around 2 something ready for sex but I wasn't I was dry as a desert and could only think about Lee and not in a way that it would make me wet for Tony. Tony went down town and I thought of My Lady to get wet ..................it worked and got me to squirt (wink) but when he wanted me to get on top and his thang wouldn't get hard.......then he wanted me to give him oral so I did just that over and over on his soft dick ..............I was getting mad ..................I finally told him to JUST FOR GET IT. He talked all through the night waking me up.

Around 4 in the morning I checked my phone and had a text from Lee at 12 that said "Good night". I sent him one at 4 something that said "I can't sleep wish I was in your bed in your arms".

He sent me a text around 6 something that said "I tossed and turned most of the night too why do I think about you so much"?

I called P. Clark this morning singing "HAPPY BIRTHDAY". to her tonight we are going to My Place for drinks I can't wait............I know I said I was going to stay home tonight but NOT gonna happen I gots to hang with my girl for her B-Day. I invited Lee to come up there for a while so he can meet P, Angel and Jo and he is a little hesitant and said he would meet me outside but not come inside ......yeah okay he better meet my other group of girls (smile)

Lee will be picking his kids up next week for spring break.

he hasn't asked me to go and if he does I would love to go he always sends me the pics of the kids when his wife sends them to him. He just sent me the one of Lieak (now I can't spell their names they are all arabic/Muslim) this morning of him with his missing tooth at the bottom (smile).

Okay I just looked in the Hadith and under boys names I think it is Laiq and the other son is Tahir and his daughter is Zairah okay well I would love to meet them.

I told Lee my cell was gonna be cut off now remember I heard the Nucca balance in the $20,000 so there is no reason he can't help a sister out right. me "Lee my cell is $253 and that shyt about to be cut off".

him "Why you not paying it how we gonna talk and shyt now my stomach hurts o.m.g".

me "Shyt I don't have any money so what can I do"? He never once offered ....okay so yesterday I lied I told him my boy Sean was paying it for me ...............Lee got pissed " Oh hell naw, Why the fuck he doing that shyt listen tell him you will pay his ass back Monday and I'm gonna give you that shyt when I see you Friday Fuck that nucca"..............If I didn't have to pay the $175 for the dayum cookies (GS) I would have had some play money for shoes aaaarrrrgggghhhh

Right now Lee is over his friends house they all loud and shyt so I told him to hit me when he left why he just called me to tell me he was doing my dance and he wanted to tell me. His boy was like "Baby girl I hope you do that shyt better then the way he trying show me ". I was cracking up they must be drunk as shyt...........I love this one step Kerri Heilson does in "Your turning me on" and he was trying to do it awwwwww every time he hears that song he be like do it baby .......never mind I guess you have to be there (lololololol)