Saturday

I went to practice and got so down on myself.......honestly because I wasn't catching the ball like I thought I should.............I know, I know stop being so hard on myself but I mean this chick Tracy was catching the ball like shyt aaaarrrggghhhh I was getting pissed ...............I couldn't tell everyone else could tell I was upset so I was surprised when Tiff called me and said Coach had pulled her aside and asked if I was mad at him!!!!!!!!!! WHAT I was shocked and a little flattered that he would even care (lol)

She told him it had nothing to do with him and I was most likely up set about not performing as well as I thought I should and she was so right dayum Tiff knows me uh?

I was on my way to take Shay to her dental appt when Tiff told me about that and then Mia called "Are you mad at Mike"? Mike is her husband ...I said "No why"?

her" Cause he was like something was wrong with Toni when she left she had this look on her face I was thinking she was mad at me like I did something wrong or something".

me "Put your husband on the phone girl"

Mike "Tone you mad at me"?

me "No boy if I had a problem with you I would pull you aside and tell you your like a brother to me....I was just upset with myself but it's all good".

Mike" good but Tone you can't be so hard on your self we are all learning that is what practice is for". We talked a little longer and then I rapped to Mia for a bit and got off the phone.

Shay dental appt was $428.00 originally it's $228 but we still playing catch up. she just went last month and guess what she had 2 broken brackets this visit $50 a bracket which means next visit the cost will be $528.00 this shyt is wild I had Theresa give her a list of the foods she can't have and can have again and told Shay that if she has this happen again that is her ass and I mean that thang.

Lee called me after his practice he was at the bar with his team and wanted to know if I could be at his place at 8:30pm his boy Tommy, a bunch of his other friends, they wives and girl friends were going bowling and did I want to go too. I said "Cool, I'll see you then".

Now when I get to his house we chill looking at TV and drinking before he starts getting ready. Then he says "Man I hope you don't know anyone but I doubt you know anyone in my circle". I'm thinking I wish it was just guys but chicks too and they used to hang with him and his wife so shyt .......but I'm ready for whatever and then I have never been on a date like this before I was trying to tell Tiff how weird this was for me but she couldn't grasp it ..............being married.......going out as a couple with all his friends ........being introduced as his girl and dating and shyt yeah it was strange.

he stopped at the bank first and then Burger King I didn't want anything to eat but he made me eat the fries since we were drinking.

The whole way there he kept saying how happy he was happy I was finally in his presence and how beautiful I am and then he started teasing me about ...yeah ... and I told him "You have to keep your teeth in your mouth dude".

him "Oh so that's what it was okay but I'm saying that's me ....the all of me....but Okay".

me "Don't be upset".

him "I'm not baby I got chu what ever keeps that thang like I like it shyt .....you know I got you in my top 5 no bull hahahhahaha you put it down and I am almost open ....almost wide open that would be some scarey shyt but I'm still in control".

me "Okay". By now we sitting in front of the bowling alley chilling when his best friend Tommy hits the front of the car with his hand. Lee jumps out they dap up and hug and then he walks around to my side of the car and opens my door. We go inside and Lee pays and then when we walk to the lanes It's like 20 something people there all hugging and dapping up Lee. I introduce my self to Vicki and another chick who are standing off to the side. We talk bowling and then Lee introduces me to the infamous SARA ......I have heard sooooo much about her she is Tommy's wife and Lee and her are close they talk for hours when together about everything. I knew it was her before we were introduced since when he described her to me he did it so well with every detail. Now I know they are all Muslim but it seems like Sara and Tommy are the leaders or something. Anyway after we were introduced it was another chick standing with her and they asked me to go to the bar with them . Now I knew this was going to be the grilling phase..........Once we were seated at the bar they lit into my ass with the questions

"So how long you and Lee been dating"?

"He's a nice guy uh"?

"Iv'e known him for years did he tell you he had kids and he takes good care of them too".

"So do you have kids"?

"Where did you guys meet"?

"how old are you if you don't mind me asking"? Lee popped in to check on me...........and all night he would mingle but find his way back to check on me I made nice with Nivea and the other chick. Nivea is Jarad 's girlfriend and Jarad is another one of Lee's ace's.

Lee had his hand on my lap, arm around my chair and even kissed me ..................PUBLIC DISPLAYS OF AFFECTION IN EFFECT.............LOL

after the toy party I went directly home.

Lee had practice and I stayed on the phone with him until it started. He hit me when it was over and they were hanging at the bar. I told him I was so sleepy and everything I had to do that day it was around 7:30pm he was like "Why don't you put a load of clothes in the washer and take a nap". I did just that but the thing was I didn't wake up again until 9:30pm when Tony was telling me to put on my pajamas and asking me if I wanted any dinner. I told him no and went right back to sleep. I woke up again at like 5am and saw I had a text from Lee at 2 something saying "My baby was tired you must be still sleep hit me when you wake up".

Monday

I was up bright and early ready to start my day with a smile on my face. work was work I spoke with Lee most of the day. You know how I do with nucca's I told him we should fall back for a while and he went the hell off talking about I took his mojo and there is no cutting him off or falling back he has a thang for me and is liking me like shyt he said he wants to go to bed with me at night and wake up with me in the morning. He said "Man you almost .....almost have a nucca wide open". Lol ...SMH... He said he hasn't thought about anyone this much in a very long time since his folks (wife). Monday was a day for confessions (lol) he said he is still in control and see for some reason I want to push it until he is out of control...........that is me always pushing the envelope.

I told him I thought meeting him was just a kick ball thing and he's not the only one with these feelings cause I am digging him, his convo and everything too.

He said I be pushing his buttons by stalling him out and making his stomach hurt when he doesn't hear from me.

We had a scrimmage against the UI team (champions from 200 It was fun Tony, Mo, Shay and her friend Marche came to the game.

Tiffany's new babysitter came to watch too.

I kicked the ball and made it to first base ..................Tony and them were late and they didn't get to see that nor did they see Tiffany get the person out on 3rd base (lol) ..............those two plays were the highlight of the game and the only thing I was so excited about. We lost 5 to zip but I got on base and Tiff got an out (CHEZZIN)

During the line up when you walk pass slapping five and saying good game this nucca smacked me on the ass WOW! and he didn't do it to anyone else but me (SMH)

I couldn't wait to get in the van and tell Lee I made it to first base.........when I checked my phone he had sent me a text at 8 on the nose "How was practice? I heard you guys were out there getting it in"........I called him and he was at My Place ............it was so noisy .........but he picked right up "What's up baby".

me screaming "HEY LEE GUESS WHAT"?

him "YEAH WHAT BABY".

me "I KICKED THE BALL AND MADE IT TO FIRST BASE I AM SO HAPPY".

him "OH SHYT CHECK YOU OUT I'M HAPPY TOO WISH I WAS THERE TO HAVE SEEN THAT". I can hear his smile though the phone. I tell him about Tiff to and he was like "HOT DAYUM YA DOING THE DAYUM THING"

me "OKAY WELL ENJOY YOURSELF JUST WANTED TO SHARE THAT NEWS WITH YOU".

him "I'M NOT GONNA BE HERE TOO MUCH LONGER".

ME "COOL". I get home shower and change.........Tausha is taking boxing and it was her first day so she was sore as shyt she said she wasn't gonna come out.............I wanted to get out so I went solo dolo I did text Kris, Nika, Donna, Sonja,and Angel but only Sonja was cool with coming out and she is a new Monday night person.

now before I left the house I get a call ..........................