03/17/09
It was St. Patrick's day ...............did I tell you Lee was practicing Muslim??? anyway he brought a Hadith the other day and when I brought up I had on a cute green headband thingy with kiss me in shamrocks on it he was asking me what that day was for. I didn't know so he said he was gonna check it out .....when he doesn't understand something he studies it and said maybe I should too. We talk about religion ....our believes and we never push the other to believe who is right or wrong some of the things we believe are actually the same. I never would have thought that before.
Mo was siced she had her green head band as well as the girls.
work was cool yesterday and Lee kept hinting at he wanted to see me..............I already planned on going to see him. I was so sleepy and lately have had my best sleep while in his arms .........real talk. I didn't tell him I planned on coming over.........I can't let on how I really feel about him to him once a nucca know he got you SMH he start hitting and missing with the calls, text, and quality time.............LOl........I.....don't think I'm the bomb but this is 100% guys fall for me pretty hard and I don't put out ........imagine when I do give them a taste ..........Rude Boy is ...as Lee would say O.M.G! Rude Boy SMH ...........
Remember I called him and he didn't answer man he called 4 times and left a message "Toni I missed your call did you want to see me dayum". I didn't even call him back and by the time I left work he called 2 more times and sent me a text "Wanna get something to eat? If not tonight when just give me the date I miss you". I told him I was pretty busy maybe Friday. I turned the music up in my ride and .............yeah I'll get to all that later. Naw I'll tell you now the whole time I was chilling with Lee Rude was texting me like crazy Lee didn't like that shyt and wanted me to call him so he could tell him to leave me the hell alone since I was chilling with him dude would have to wait. (lol)Work was another work day for me like I said I didn't talk to Lee as much .........so I worked and listened to my music la...de..da...la...la..de...da I couldn't wait to leave work .........the Golden Girls were jive quite today they all be on face book pimping I aint mad at em they keep trying to get me on board I'm just too busy. I was counting the hours to leave this joint.
T called me with the "You know I was teasing with that e-mail I sent". ...................this is why with Lee we keeps it 100% if it sounds corny, punkish or bytchy because I don't think his ass was joking he was jive in his feelings so just SAY THAT.
I just so happened to check my yahoo acct and had a e-mail from him ...........It was like 4 days old and said "I guess you have someone else to take my telephone time. I called you and you left me on hold forgot I was even on the phone but that's okay".
I hit him back via e-mail " T I am so sorry about that and I'm here for you to talk to anytime I thought we were better then that T. me being on the phone with someone else has nothing to do with you and I, How are the kids, Nico (his dog) you and Lashawn ready to move? How is that going? talk to you later".
so he calls me and say's "You know I was playing when I sent that right".
me "Okay good". I was thinking "Man up say what you mean, mean what you say nucca" but he's not built for a comment like that ....believe me.
he told me he would call me Saturday because he had a lot of stuff to tell me about but of course that call never came and I didn't miss it .......don't put all your eggs in one basket (lol) that's for sure
James has an audition with Michael Bivens April 4th Michael is getting a reality TV show looking for a teen group Fuji gave us the inside scoop and said he can guarntee James an audition
okay so before I left work yesterday it was established I would be going over to visit Lee. I couldn't wait on my way home he was like "What time you coming over"?
Me "What time you want me over"?
him "Now"?
me "well gotta stop home first and then shyt I'm sleepy maybe take a nap".
him "Whoa hold it woman you can take a nap over here, did you eat yet? cause you can get your sleep in while I cook us dinner".
me "Okay sounds good be there around 7:30pm". When I get home I do the mother thing and start getting ready nothing fancy jeans, black t-shirt, a hat and flat boots I was looking like a regular ole chick no glits and glamour. Make-up not even refreshed (LOl)
Tony is making plans with Demar to go out for drinks and I was like cool he ask me if I will answer the phone when he calls I say "Yes".
Lee calls me trying to time me he is waiting in the driveway as soon as I parked (SMH) he's learning (smile) we hugged and kissed then went inside he had his bed made up for me to take a nap we spooned and I was out next thing I know he was waking me up to watch Children of Men and said he was going to start cooking............he was like "Come upstairs with me while I cook".
me "Naw your mom up there right"?
him "I know you not scared of my mother .....stop it".I stayed down stairs ........he made me a chicken breast and mac in cheese ..................his cooking skills suck (lol) I was able to get it down but once done I said "Thanks that wasn't bad".
him "Yeah but you wasn't humming and dancing so it wasn't good". He is very observant and I'm surprised at the things he remembers.
we talked while we ate about his Muslim believes and my believe in the after life. Rude sent me a test and I responded we laid on the couch with him behind me and watched a boxing match (Fly weight) we both fell asleep I jumped up when my phone rang it was Tony calling me I talked to him for a few and was thinking DAYUM he is being pressed he had left me two messages "I'm calling you and your not answering the phone".
AAARRGGGHHH I knew I was gonna have to nip that shyt in the butt when I got home.
I didn't want to leave but such is life uh?
I beat Tony home and was in the bed sleep when he got home man he was drunk and talking a hole in my head about him and Demar and all the drunkin fun they had and then he was talking about how much he loved me and wants us to work out yada, yada, yada I mean don't get me wrong I am HAPPY he has come around and everything but I'm used to this and I'm sure it's not the last time. I love him and he is my best friend but I'm not in love with him just afraid to let go ............are song is Gladys Knight "Neither one of us". That's real talk. he said he caught some people slipping and gave me a digital camera real nice. I deleted the white people out the camera and the dick shots they took Tony and I was cracking up about that shyt. After we played with the camera we went to sleep. Tony was holding me so tight I couldn't even move, breath (that good)and talk about sweating ...........I was ready for the sun to come out for real.
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