Okay

Monday

Lee and I call them cut up Monday's because 2 weeks ago I was a drunkin fool and then last Monday he was toasted and jumped my bones. lolololol But I wasn't going to see him this Monday so there would be know cutting up (smile). I had to be home for the meeting with the man regarding possible money and scholarship help for James. Did I mention he got his first exceptence letter into Morgan State.

Shay had called Tony earlier that day to remind him for me since he wasn't taking my calls right?

Shay was also home sick I think she has what Mo had minus the ear infection. She was running a fever of 101.7 and 102.4 so she had stayed home. She texted me and told me that he was home and he had Mo with him .......he took Mo to her doctor appt.

When I got home he was putting food on the grill he even said "Hey baby you want a beer"?

That night he slept in the bed with me but put a pillow in between us so I couldn't snuggle up with him ................as if I would want to do that when he hasn't been home in 4 days right!!!!!!!!! duh!!!!!!

Tuesday

Tuesday, Tuesday Lets see I'm thinking oh how could I forget that day SMH

While talking with Lee that Monday at work he asked me if I wanted to go out to dinner the next day (Tuesday) I said "Yeah sure".

him "Where you wanna go".

me "Jaspers".

him laughing "WHAT are you kidding that's a place you take your kids come on now I'm not gonna take a girl I like to know spot like that look up Jerry's Seafood". I look it up and check with the Golden girls Sherellie has been before and said she loved the crab bomb...........

So Tuesday on my way home Lee asked me "What time you gonna get to my house"?

me "What time you want me there"?

him "Whenever you can".

me "Is 10pm to late"?

him "Yes, if you still wanna go get something to eat ................man I can't believe you gonna make me wait all that time".

me "Well next time mean what you say and say what you mean".

him "Exactly so get here by 7:30pm". I get home and Tony is there but I mean I have plans and he aint talking about shyt. So before I can even start getting ready I hear him tell Mo "I'm going to Home Depot". I don't call Lee until I'm in front of his house. He comes out and this nucca comes around to my door and opens it (smh) he's laughing too as if it's a joke I tell him how much I like that and he tells me not to get used to it. But you know me I eats that shyt up .......not the opening the door for me but the him thinking he won't have to continue doing it .................shyt he started it!

Liquor store is the first stop and I tell him I didn't want anything............we joke and play around all the way there.

Once there I say "You got me all in Bowie all hot and shyt ".

him "You wanna go some where else ....you nervous cause you know I'm not tripping I stay ready".

me " Naw we good". I pick the seat with my back to the door. (smile) Once the waitress seats us we make small talk and look at the menu.................now this nucca doesn't have a J.O.B anymore remember so the first thing on the menu is that Crab Bomb $34.00 I ask him what I should get and he says "The most popular thing is the crab Bomb". He orders for me and even gets me a glass of Merlot (he said I know you haven't had your glass today) he ordered the Mariner's platter $36.00 and Goose n OJ we had Calamari for appetizer. We had a nice time and the food was the bomb it was so much food I had enough for lunch the next day. So Oh yeah the chick comes over to compliment me on my shoes and she says "Do you need a box or do you want me to box it for you".

me "You can box it". Dude as the chick is walking away with my food this nucca kriks out "You don't ever let know body take your food from in front of you, She could do anything to your food now". then to the chick he says "Bring her plate back and then the box she will box it up herself". I was like dayum Lee calm down it's that street shyt ........just that shyt... when she left he was like "That's just your California side ....so laid back but promise me around me you will never do that again". He learned me I won't do that again (LOLOLOL). The crab cakes are lump crap meat no feeling added .....mm.mmm.good (lol)

Oh yeah on the way into the restaurant he opened my door matter as a fact he opened it for the rest of the evening (wink)

We went to his house afterwards and sat in the car for a few minutes then he said "Lets go inside for a few minutes". He opens the door (wink) and we go inside and watch TV some Wesley Snipes movie I think Art of war. We talked, held hands, kissed and joked around a lot.

Tausha was ringing my phone off the hook I hit the reject and Lee was all siced (lol) The third call I had to answer and she was just checking on me and wanted to give me the $40 she borrowed from me. Now you know a sistah is broke so I told her I would call her as soon as I left my distanation (I didn't tell her were I was)

Lee was all whinny talking about "No don't go it's early". Now I saw him reject a call as well and just figured he would call that chick when I left he answers his boys and cousion's calls when were together so I knew it had to be a chick. So when we kissed at the door and he walked me out side I paid him no mind when he said "Call me when you get in the car". instead I called Tausha about 3 minutes later he text me "You off the phone". I call him "How you know I was on the phone"?

him "Come on now Toni I saw you get on the phone before you pulled off and my phone wasn't ringing". (lol)

we talked all the way to my crib and Tony was not home I was in bed by 12 midnight.

Tony came home around 1 something and asked me if I had a good time.............anyway

Wednesday

OMG I'm jive caught up

So YESTERDAY was the first day of practice for kick ball and I was siced .......I was also jive late coach didn't like that. But I wasn't that late ..........the only guy to show up was Mike but we had 7 females including Tiff and me. He worked us and I was sore as hell later that night and this morning.

Lee had a date ..............yeah nucca said he was going out for drinks with his female friend and yeah I was like okay but he did text me "How was practice".

me "Honest I'm sore".

him "Take a hot shower".

me "Thanks" We didn't text any more that night ...naw around 10 something he sent me a text that said "You know I miss U".

me "Oh yeah I miss you too Lee".

Now this morning he hit me with the "GM". text and I didn't respond ..........rushing and shyt decided I would wait and let him sweat it out .............he was on a sorta date last night right (smirk)

I get to work and see he had called me twice then he sent me a text "Everything ok".

I called him 30min later.........."Hey how you"?

him "I'm okay now that I heard from you ...what was you trying to stall me out or something I was about to send you a e-mail ripping you a new one I pulled out the theourous for what I had to say". lol He said he was getting pissed he was like girl you be doing some crazy shit and I would like to know if your ass woke up in the morning I mean don't do me like that I wanna make sure your okay. (smile)

Thursday

la de da I can't remember anything.

Tiff called off her and the baby were sick so work was a big ass bore even though I talked with Lee most of the day I knew he was going to get his kids and we had talked about us not being able to see each other while they were here and talk as much....I even heard him telling some chick "Shorty I'm a have my kids this weekend so don't even bother calling me I'll be busy". then I heard him say later that night while on his way to get them "I told her I was gonna have my kids man I'm not making know time for nobody but my kids and you Toni other then that shyt why is she still calling me when I just told her this shyt".

I talked with Lee just about the.....well dayum near the whole way pick his kids up from Charlotte NC he was meeting his folks half way.

Once they met up he said he would call me as soon as he got them strapped in and stuff and he did just that but I was out for the count (smile)

Tony came home late and off some sorta pill because this nucca's dick would not go the fuck down we had sex like crazy I had already hit the bullet like 5 times before he got home so I really wasn't in to it and I'm not all into that beat the bootie up type sex I mean lets get it in but I don't need my man pounding my shyt for hours.

He finally had to go to sleep without even getting a nut that shyt was make me SMH

Friday

Tiff was off again another boring day at the office.

Lee was chilling with his kids but had me on the phone much of the day .........he was making time for me (smile) I had to keep telling him to get off the phone and go chill.

When I got home I went to the mall to get the letters Necole needed for the back of her shirt and while I was in the mall I brought Lee .........yes.......I brought Lee 2 hats (smile) he had mentioned them like 2 weeks ago and I know he didn't buy them so since I was in the mall with a little cash I brought them for him. I wonder how he is gonna act when I give them to him since he doesn't show emotion well. (lol)

I went over P. Clarks house for the jewelry, candle, oil and purse party she had it was nice I had a good time Kente was making drinks .......I wanted to hang out after that but Tausha was bunned up with her man (lol) so she played me............................when women get a man they always do that but anyway (lol) I didn't even say anything because I never hate on my girls I am happy when they are and pissed or sad when they are too. I have been keeping a lot of my emotions locked away from them lately and ......yeah.........anyway . P could tell something was up with me but I said nothing to her about Tony not coming home and shyt.

I left her house and went home.

Tony was there and I just watched Love Jones and went to bed........................

the rest coming soon and I have updates