Thursday

We (Tiff and I ) were so siced we had a few guys meeting us at My Place to sign up for kick ball. Tiff came to work looking real cute she was rocking a skirt and boots yeah she was looking hott.

I got home and changed my clothes so I could be looking flyy too (lol)

Kris and Tausha show up and hang with us. I end up sitting by the light skinned guy who's name was Bryan (I think) he slips his card in my boot as if that was a real smooth move (lol) (SMH)

I get a text from Lee who is checking on me .......he says he is on his way up there to see me. (smile) I go to the dance floor Tausha (I think or was it Tiffany?) anyway Kris comes to get me off the dance floor to say Lee is at the window and can't get in ...........I get to the window and dayum there is a serious line out that joint. I'm waving at Lee and he's shaking his head and mouths "Call me when you leave". I head back to the dance floor to get my party on.

When I come off the dance floor for a breather Kris is telling me I have a text it's from Lee so I let her text for me I tell her to tell him they letting in again and he should bring his ass back.

Tiffany takes a few pics and we are having a great time Tiffany is off the Corona's and Henny on the rocks I'm jive shocked I'm on Goose and Cran (I had a total of 3 before I moved to water) anyway while we chilling at the bar Lee walks in I have no idea until he had his arms around me.

one of my girls was being real touchy felly with Lee...........I mean I know her so I wasn't tripping but he was like Whoa get your girl.....he's sorta on the rough side and doesn't do public displays of affection so imagine my shock when he held my hand and put his hand on my knee (wink). I ordered him and Tausha a drink then went to the dance floor Lee is behind me and as I walk to the dance floor guys (2 of them ) tried to pull me aside so they could rap and Lee was like "Naw man she alright". or "She cool slim". when we finally get to the dance floor he says "I have to fight every night to prove my love to you". (lol) Man we get to dancing and then this Nucca shows the hell out dancing his ass off ....I mean I've only seen 2 guys get it in off the GoGo on the dance floor I mean real mean with it and that was Troy (R.I.P dayum I still don't believe it) and their cousin Moolah OMFG!!!!!! they used to have me amazed off that shyt ........well Lee .......yeah I was standing still on the dance floor watching his ass .........SMH! he kept saying "Come on baby just move your hips I got chu". lolololol

Tiffany and Kris left a little before us (Tausha, Lee and me) but when we did leave Lee was hugging all on me and whispered in my ear that he didn't want me to leave.

When I got home Tony wasn't there not sure what time he got home I was knocked out.

Friday

Friday, Friday um for real you guys I don't even remember what the hell I did ...................oh yeah I went to a cabaret with Slyk and Cherry when I walked into the spot I see Lee's brother and Im like small world I text Lee and tell him this and he like "Did you speak to him"?

me "No".

him "Be nice go speak to him tease his ass about kick ball". I do just that ................We having a okay time with the first DJ but when the second DJ come on OH My goodness I'm getting my dance on when G from the Job come in we rap for a few I see this chick who used to work with us there as well.

Rude sends me a text asking where I am and telling me he is at the Zanzibar and when can he see me bull shyt.

We take pic after pic and then some dudes want us in they pics and we pose for those too.

I was getting jive tipsey off 3 miniature bottles of Merlot and 2 shots of Patron Silver. So when I left the place I headed straight to Lee's house I mean STRAIGHT there I think i called him when I was like .....um..........down the street (HOW BOLD OF ME) I said "Hey boy I'm outside open the door".

Him "Dayum for real why you didn't call me so I could have talked you all the way here and been outside waiting when you pulled up". He swears no females come over his mothers house but me (smile)

I go in his crib and show him the flick we took I think we talk for like 5 minutes and I'm crash sleep like shyt he covered me up with a throw blanket he said I was snoring and slobbering (I know it was true) I jumped up at like 5am like "OMG why didn't you wake me up"?

him "Cause you were so peaceful and tired".

me "I mean dayum I'm sorry what kinda company was I falling asleep on you like that".

him "Shyt just having you in my presence was nice I just watched you sleep it was cute". OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is this boy psycho or what???????????????

We talk all the way my way home and when I get there Tony is not there.

Matter of fact Tony doesn't come home all that morning ...............

Saturday

No Tony I could reach him by phone nor text and they said he was off work. He finally started taking the girls calls but not mine I was like what is up with that and thought maybe he has found out about Lee ...............but then again him and I did have a talk about my pay check which I really blew I got paid Friday and I am Negative $376.00 SMH yeah so maybe he was pissed off about that.

I have things to do as far as kick ball went and I wasn't gonna have him stressing me stop me from making the moves I had to make.

So I got ready went to the kick ball place to meet the coach for the first time..........Tiffany was late and I could tell she was a little stressed she had said the baby had been crying and through her time off. The meeting went good then we went to the barber shop to recruit some guys to play with us we got this one dude named Bo who said I looked familiar and I think he may know Tony. The owner of the shop Dee said he would pay for our uniforms if we let him put his logo on our shirts we so agreed with that and was happy with the out come.

I was in a good mood when I left there and got home I was getting a headache and decided to rest a little.

Tony came home I asked him if everything was okay he said yes dropped $40 on the table for something to eat and then rolled out.

I took Shay and Necole to a party around the corner

James had went to the Thrift store and then the Basketball game with Crystal I ended up having to pick them up as well.

We ordered carry out and then I had told Lee I was going on a date earlier that day (lie of course but gotta keep a nucca on his toes) he texted me at 10 something and I didn't hit him back until after 11pm (LOL) the next day that nucca said "man when you didn't hit me right back and I knew you was out with another nucca my stomach was upset and shyt I already don't like the idea of you going out with other nucca's man I was mad and I was like hey man just go to sleep just go to sleep". (LOLOLOL)

Sunday

I was up early and went to work ....yeah back on getting OVERTIME being -$376.00 in my account I just outta be working 24 hours a day 7 days a week like 7 eleven (lol) and that's some for real talk.

When I get back Tony still has not been home and I could careless I have the first official kick ball meeting to think about.

It's so funny Tiffany and I are trying to beat each other to the meeting and right before we turn into the parking lot she says (I mean we were on the cell the whole way there) "Is that you in front of me". I look in the rearview mirror and see her right behind me. (lol) that was funny number 1.

then funny number 2. we get to My Place and the place was CLOSED aaarrrggggghhhh Tiffany pulled on both doors man we laughed until we realized HOW FREAKING EMBARRASSING we have people coming to a meeting .........................it's down to business Tiff calls the coach and we begin making other arrangements.

Lee is on his way to practice and decides to come by and get a hug from me (smile) Tiffany looked a tad agitated when I said he was on his way but I let her know it was not for the meeting just a hug I think she thinks he is smothering me or going to be trouble or something I mean I can't put my finger on it just yet but it's something. And her and I are close so it will come out ...................I hope she finds someone like Lee I mean a cool guy not all about the sex I mean once again I feel like here I am married and now here I am getting another good guy who is basically like putty in my hand and I don't know I be feeling like dayum he could be with a single lady you know what I mean that is why I don't talk about him a lot to anyone only when asked I mean it's been a lot of crazy shyt said by him to me and it been deep but I don't get to express my joy or excitement about those things because I feel guilty so I just blog about them which explains the very long post and all the Lee talk (lol) I can call my big sister and tell her everything (smile) I'm gonna give this thing I got going on a few more weeks before I call her......................Lee told me he said "This shyt is new for me I can usually smash I chick off the 1st or second date without spending cash and that's my goal more women should know what they have and how to use it to get what they want"...................I couldn't have said it better myself.

I gets my hug and like that he rolls out but before that we standing by his ride when this guy drives past and is all in my face Lee looks at me shakes his head and says "I'm standing right here why dude gotta be like that"! he hops in his ride and drives off with out so much as a good bye to me I just shake my head smiling.

Once the coach gets there we make arrangements to get to meet at Ruby Tuesday's we end up having a nice turn out Mike from work even showed up ........then 3 guys mmm mmmm arms for days and bodies like ...whoa ....I'm a female and out of shape letting these nucca's out shine my ass I gots to get my sit ups in for real.

When I left the meeting I went to see Lee at his place (smile) we sat around watching TV and talking then we went to P.F. Changs for dinner mmm mmm good then back to his crib to watch TV (Bad Boys). I learned there are 2 chicks he's been messing with besides me but they have been slowly fading and you know I don't believe nucca's but um yeah I tend to believe what I see and actions which speak louder then words...........I just got the green all access pass to come by his place when ever I want............(smile) I mean this nucca stomach be upset behind my ass (LOL) he said I put that whoa hoo on his ass all he does is think about me all day everyday .......daaaayyyyyyuuummm

Anyway neither one of us wanted me to go and said as much to each other. I'm always encouraging him to call this one chick back you know don't cut her off (smile) but instead he calls me, talks to me all the way home and when I find out Tony is not home again we talk on the phone until I fall asleep....wake up and tell him I'll talk to him later.

Monday dayum I'm almost caught up........................catch you guys up later...................like tomorrow or later on today.