him- "The date".

me-"WOW! My type of date a bar .....look do me a favor have fun and I'll see you NEXT LIFE TIME".

him "What? do you want to go some where else"?

me "You had 3 days to think of where to take me on a date and this is what you pick for alone time with me listen I'll hit you up when me and my girls hit the bar or I'll see you at a function. We still cool I just see how things really are now. I haven't spoke with him since and have placed him on call block ..............wish that worked for text as well but I'm no longer interested in him how dare he .......... no use in crying over spilt milk right what's done is done............................NEXT!

I told Andre I would call him when I was on my way to his place ...................I get home and start changing out of the work clothes....now Tony starts making dinner and I know he is going to happy hour at the Zanzibar with his boy Mac........so I was making it out I was about to hang out too. Andre didn't call me back until 9:30pm so of course I was in the bed, had told Tony he could take the van and was watching Pride and Glory when he called. I asked him if he was sleep and he said "No, I was laying right here my phone was on vibrate, did you leave a message ,cause I didn't even know you called, You could have still came over I was right in here".

We ended up talking for a hour and 17 minutes (smile)

every time I talk with him my hormones are all over the place I want him so bad (blushing) So he says shyt that can be taking two ways and I always choose the sexual path .........example I asked him what he was wearing, he said nothing I said well what are you doing playing with your self........................then he said he had a taste for something sweet and I said that could be me ..............I mean he always appears shocked like "OMG! why are you talking like that". finally last night he said "You wanna fuck me don't you"? I mean just like that he said "You need to just go a head and act on your desires and get it over with because it's taking over everything just get it over with". I denied it he said I was in denial and you guys know what? HE IS SO RIGHT!! I think I need to get this out of the way it's even funny to me how I be thinking and saying shyt I have never been like this ........I mean never I wonder if Rude turned me out...............Andre man he says stuff and then breaks it down for me (You know Rose (wink)) sometimes he says shyt that be over my head and when he says "You understand "? or "You feel me"? I be like "Nope can you say alllllll that again". Then he gives me examples and all the while he's talking I'm thinking about those dayum lips he always be licking and how soft the kisses are, His arms how BAM! big and nice they are and how his hugs are so strong, and BAM that wash board stomach mmm mmm mmmm..........even though I am thinking all this I still understand his point................................Tiff said she thinks he has a little thing I don't know but I can't wait to find out..................................

Once we got off the phone it was 11pm and time for the Family Guy, I watched that and checked my MySpace page. then fell asleep. I was up at 2:30am now the Zanzibar I thought he said was over at 12 am but he still wasn't home I called twice, left 1 message and sent a text then I flipped through the channels until he came home at 4 something...............he told me how cold it was outside and how everyone was sweating his Obama jacket................that thang is mean wit it and he looks nice with it on too. He said he only danced a little bit but he had a nice time. He was like "baby I see why you didn't go out it's way to cold out there". ................(wink). I fell asleep with him holding me and I slept sooo good.

I talked with Tausha yesterday and we plan to walk tonight ..............we were supposed to start on Feb 1st but she kept making excuses but she called me at work talking about she wants to make me a lace front wig and is going to have the stuff sent to my house because if they leave it in front of her house it might get stolen. She was like "We still on for the night regardless of the cold". I guess I can go see Andre afterwards (smile) I really don't want to see him since Ruby is here I mean what's the point.

Tausha invited me to a party with male strippers Saturday I told her I would go and you guys know I hate the male strippers .............

James is so ready for the CATWALK classic May 2nd 2009 he is running the thing at his school this means he calls the practices, picks the music, theme, the kids who make it, the choreography, the outfits I mean lets just say he is running the production (cheezin) I can't wait for the show. (smile)

James and Necole both have birthday's this month James 18 (2/26) and Necole 16 (2/2 and money problems caused me not to be ready and now she doesn't even have a party planned I am so sad about this her day falls on a Sat so Friday I'm gonna have a Limo pick her and a few friends up from school and take them to a restaurant and then I'll pay for dinner. Saturday spa, hair, nails, shopping and then her party but WHERE!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????????????? I hate this I'll come up with something ...............I have too.

When I got into work I had a real nice E-mail from Andre "Good morning to you i hope you have a wonderful day. I really hope i see you

soon and i hope you slept good last night it's always a pleasure talking

with you take care sexy. Oh i thought about you all night."

Yes.....I was cheezin.

He called and we talked for a little he is busy again today ....I told him I was coming over and for him to answer his phone. We'll see

I haven't heard from T since I was helping him with his girl Lashawn's V-Day gift.

No text or call from that nucca Rude either .....Oh I'm a still hit him with the meet me at the shoe store thing tomorrow don't even think for a second I'm not gonna get in his pockets EVERY chance I get he OWES me ....Thumb ass nucca (wink)

O well nothing much else to discuss

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