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I hooked up at the motel with Rude Boy............we sat and talked he told me he liked me more then I thought and he just loved being around me .......I make him sex crazed .............and it's not just about sex for him the sex is just the icing on the cake................... So ........um......we kissed and made out a little he already called his Aunt while we were in the room and asked her to pick his daughter up since he was running behind..........once he started sucking on my breast I knew it was a done deal...............I pushed him off me and started in on the whole .............I'm sure you can get sex from your other chick and he was like there is nobody else right now .............the last time I had sex was with you 2 weeks ago and that's been a long time to me..................he said he wanted me to want him as much as he wanted me..he kept saying he wanted us to make love I said "Rude in order to do that you have to be IN LOVE with someone". ................he said so many other things but it's what his mouth wasn't saying but doing that got him his way ..................OMFG!!!!!!!!!!! he hit it from the back and the side GOOD GOSH .........thinking about it right now has me blushing and chezzin hard .................I came 3 times and he finally asked me if I was ready for him to cum .................I started getting ready to leave and he was like "Why you always running off and shyt".

me "Weeeeelllll what you wanna do talk about it"? I was being sarcastic and he says "Yes, So how do you feel"?

I said "How do you feel"?

him "Good, real good".

me "Well that's how I feel too, I gotta go". He tells me to call him when I get in the van..............I don't he calls me "Why you didn't call me Toni"?

me "Well you called me so what's up"?

him " You okay? We still on for Wednesday"?

me "Yes, I'll talk to you later"....................I called Tiff and inform her about what went down and she was like WOW!!!! the women can't get no love from you right now....................as I was talking to her Rude calls me again " You okay"?

me "I said yes what's up"?

him " Come back so we can have a round 2".

me "No, and when I see you Wednesday there will be no sex okay you should be okay for a few days and then you need to get a girl friend so you can leave me alone and we can go back to being friends with out sex".

him "No, Naw that can't happen I'm gonna always want you".We chatted a little while longer and then got off the phone.....................He asked me to go with him some where Friday too...........

Tony wasn't home when I got there so I took a shower, played Clue with Mo, talked to Necole and then watched Benjamin Buttons I haven't finished it because I went to sleep but so far it's a good story. Hey anyone got Love Jones DVD I can borrow?

this morning there was no Voice Mail from Andre and I GIVE what they call the HELL UP! he won't go by the rules .....MY rules and I think Rude has broke me because I can already tell you Andre can get it .............it's not gonna take him a whole 4 years BELIEVE that.

I haven't heard from Rude today and I haven't heard from Andre either .........................SMH.................I did here from T ......man you guys my mind is so cloudy right now ............the sex was the bomb I mean the first 2 times was good too but this last one has my head spinning I feel like I want his ass right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Man I don't even think about ......them anymore it's like Rude has taken over she couldn't get back if she wanted too.............I like Rude Boy and I am starting to believe he really does like me and maybe it's not just a sex thing..........now it's time to get that paper ................I'm about to hit those pockets ..............I do need a new pair of black boots..................my nails done again too

I forgot all about going to see Jerome last Saturday dayum he used to be my money man until .he started tripping I wonder why he has decided to call me again anyway................

Nothing else so far still nothing from Andre I think it has to do with him breaking my shyness and being spoiled Oh yeah Rude sent me a text asking if we were still on for tomorrow