I spoke with Darrin and he asked me if I was going to Myrtle this year.....naw first he told me he couldn't find anyone to play on my kick ball team but he would come see me he said "Man I haven't seen you in 2 years I would do anything to see you".

I was like dang then he hit me with the am I going to Myrtle Beach. I said "I got to see how my money is it's acting funny right now".

him "You can ride down with me and you won't need any money think about it".

Me "Okay cool what days do I need to take off". He told me but I forgot......gotta ask him again because oh yeah a sistah is going believe that. I want to take one of my home girls with me though I cant go solo ....naw can't do that.

Why did Tiffany see Andre at her mothers house and her step father mentioned our kick ball team and Andre had nerve to ask Tiff about it and said he would come to our practice and give us some pointers .................OMG! I am so over him but ...yeah he needs not be near me remember?

Monday

Tiff and I went to My Place to sign up some more people. Kris ended up coming too later on to get a few drinks with us. My girl Mia and her husband Mike joined the team as well as my sister (smile) Lee came up to chill with me and I showed my ass ..........what's new uh? I was off the Bone Crushers and it was my first time having them ....yeah them we had 3 a piece I was bent....................went out to the car with Lee and told him to just take me to his house and fuck me and bring me back...............he was like WOW! then I was talking shyt about some girl all loud and shyt .........Yeah I was off the hook (lol) ......Tiffany and Kris were in there taking pic after pic......flick after flick......and when we got to work Tiff had sent me like 30 pics of us acting crazy snapping flicks like we was at a party (lol)

We had a ball ..................we really did TIffany and I laughed about that all day.

I drove to work Tuesday because I had a meeting at Shay's school with that girl who wants to fight her ....rather the girl and her friends wanted to jump Shay...................the girl brought her older sister with her who is 32 but was very nice, smart and even made the girl apologize to Shay for busting in the class room and trying to fight her like that.

When I left from there I went to BoJangles and then to work.

I took off yesterday so I could shop with Necole for her party .................I'll be so glad when this shyt is what they call the hell over (lol) We got everything big except the food and the cake. .........................which I need to order today aaaarrrgggghhhhh

My van still needs to go through emissions before they suspend my tags and a bytch be pissed as heck. I just don't have the money to get it and Tony isn't offering.

Jerome said he would play kick ball but now he has changed his mind WHAT the HELL ever.

Rude boy called me Monday talking about have I been replaced shyt and asking me when he can see me.....I gave him the straight brush off I mean I have someone who I can kick it with..........we text all the time.........talk all day on the phone someone I have seen last Friday, Saturday, Mon, Wed and Thursday........and we have only kissed dry mouth......not touching or anything...............we just talk and enjoy each others company..........he knows way more about me then Rude and I have been knowing Rude for almost 5 years (lol).............Yeah Lee ..............................Man I told him I had a date tonight I really don't but I have to keep him on his toes and keep me grounded for real we need sometime apart and I wont text or call him anytime tonight it is for the best believe me.................I be getting butterflies when I don't hear from him and I think about hearing from him. Lee ..............He called me Wednesday morning he Had just got fired ............9 years working for FEDEX and over some stupid shyt ............had to do with Lap Tops and getting money ...............aaaarrrgggghhhh I met up with him that night and brought him a card it has a band-aid on the front and says sometimes life is like a big OUCH! and on the inside it says but I'll always stick with you and the song playing has children singing "I am stuck on band aid cause ban aid stuck on me"! it is so cute now this nucca looked at the card said "Wow a singing card thank you". and that was it but why last night when I called his ass I heard that song in the back ground it was like he was looking at the card I asked "What's that"? and instead of him saying the card he changed the subject (smile)

Man besides sleeping this is the longest I have been with out talking or texting this dude since I met him and it's only been almost a hour (lol)

He just called me (chezzin) ...............come on people gotta tell me to pull up .........okay!