Saturday

I was up pretty early I watched Nip/Tuck and talked on the phone with Tiffany. We were both excited about going out that night.

I was surprised and happy that Tiffany trusted Shay to watch the baby she was happy about that too (smile) and she did a very good job.

On our way to the club I forgot the tickets in the house and we had to go back but we still made it on time to get in free with the passes. Man standing in line it was freezing. We were all happy we brought our coats (smile) The way Neka was acting I could tell things were going to be like old times she wasn't ignoring me we were all laughing, joking and that was just in the line.

When we got inside we see G off the break alone as always even though he was hollaring at some chick he grabbed my waist and stuff talking shyt. I wasn't paying him no mind the music was sounding good to me so I head where people?????????????????? you know how I do ..........................straight to the dance floor!

all three of us are dancing Tiff is smiling and getting her groove on I can tell she is happy to be out.

We get a drink and I text Rude to tell him I am there. He text back to say he will be down in a minute. Now he wanted me to be his guest to the birthday party but I wanted to add my girls so I decided to just chill and not go to VIP.

It took him like 2 hours to come downstairs he claims he was looking for me and watching me on the dance floor ....................whatever. He's still not handsome to me and he is on the short side but he's nice and sweet to me so I let the looks slide with him (lol) plus there is a physical attraction as well.

Tiffany spoke to him but now that I think about I didn't introduce him to Neka I just assumed she met him before but next time.

He also informed me I hurt his feelings when I told him he didn't have to stay down there with me he said this made him think he was blocking something....aaarrgghhhh men I tell you.

The fellas was hawking Tiff, Neka and I! We danced and of course I couldn't find them when I came off the middle of the floor but Tiff said she had one eye on me at all times (lol)

We shut the spot down I mean SHUT it down the lights were on, they were cleaning up the tables, sweeping the remaining 3 couples making love standing up off the dance floor I mean ................WE .......SHUT.............THE..............CLUB ..............DOWN!

this guy comes up to talk to me now I seen him checking me out a few times and just as he gets up the nerve to approach me and is in my face asking my name Rude Boy slides in between us and hugs me tells dude "Not this one anyone else in this club but not her". then he looks at me and say's "Unless you want to Toni, I can't have you messing with someone I know". I thought that was cute................

Now there was a nice looking guy talking to Tiffany and Neka earlier I remembered him from over at Tiff's mom's place before but for some reason I thought they used to mess with each other so when she introduced us I hugged him and kept it moving ...............actually he walked away Tiff then said he was asking about me but it was so loud in the club I really honestly didn't understand anything but some guy asked about me ............Now as were are leaving the club Neka asks her "Isn't that the guy you know"? and she hits him on the ass with her purse. I peep this thinking okay maybe he's interested in her or something so as he's asking who did it I'm walking away he starts talking to me and I tell him that's not my style he asks for my number and as were standing out side we exchange numbers. He doesn't seem my type of guy so I figured he wouldn't call me or maybe you know ....I don't know ......anyway he called me twice before I got home .......he wanted to make sure I made it home okay .......aw.....lol.

I mean he has called me every day since we met.....he seems nice....he knows I'm married he is single and lives alone ......he said I can come over anytime and the ball is in my court because I'm the married one he gave me his work number and the all access pass to come over whenever ........he seems to know the ends and out about being discreet and even suggested parking my car at his place and then him taking me to the movies in VA, movie nights at his crib, dinner in VA stuff far from my home (wink) ..........he wanted my e-mail address and I gave him that and he sent me a cute e-mail. He doesn't drink or smoke but he does work out I checked those arms out at a cook out Tiff's mom had. He asked Tiff's step father about me too.......dang......I mean he ....he ...has me interested and I plan to pursue the option and see what's on his mind you know me if it's a sex thing then I will bow out, move on ...........I mean for some reason he really has me interested..........I have to stop calling Tiff every time him and I talk I mean she knows him he says they like family (smile) he also could tell I was shy and is the first guy who said he wanted to break me out of that...............I don't know he is different then the other guys...I still don't believe him and ...I don't know.... he was like call me when you get back from lunch I'm thinking does he really mean that?????? yeah he is different .............more on the Jerome level and if the cake is freely flowing like Jerome then POW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll have to keep him around.

We shall see people...............oh well I guess he really did mean call him because he just called me to tell me he was gone for the day and he was wondering why I didn't call him back...............now not bragging ..............okay maybe I am ........but just a little but I had a nucca track me down call over bike clubs looking for me and I thought his ass was PRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSED (18 s's inside joke Dianna) but why is it I don't think Andre is.

Enough about him

Anyway Tiff, Neka and I all agreed we had so much fun and plan to do it more often along with our famous monthly dinners (smile)

Sunday I went into work and Tony was texting me I love you text and stuff ...........yeah the same man who Fri and Sat. came home at 6:30am (lol) he cooked a nice dinner and then we watched Not Easily Broken with him lying his head in my lap..............lol...................

I talked with Crazy Sunday while at work

Oh yeah did I mention Necole's squad placed 1st at the cheerleading competition?

Yesterday I talked on the phone to Cheryl who is miserable in her marriage .....my girl ..............who used to be just like the wind like me .......my old road dogg.........who has not cheated since she has been married is as she say's miserable......................I told her the good marital advice hang in there, listen to your husband, don't cheat, stop checking his cell phone, don't bring up the number you found and yada, yada, yada she said "I know you don't do all that stuff".

me "Do as I say not as I do". (lol)

I am happy and haven't been since .........yeah I'm over them and now happy again and believe it or not it's not a chick involved WOW .................I am happy and me being happy makes my marriage happy and my home a happy place and true I might swing pass hell and get singed a bit but I refuse to take up residence there MY GOD IS A FORGIVING GOD (wink) and I talk with him every day he knows my heart.

enough of that

It's snowing and I hope it's gone by Friday I have Cheryl, P Clark, Angel and poss Kris hitting the Club house with me......It wasn't Tiff and Neka's cup of tea I mean once again it's not for everybody but ...yeah ......Tausha called me asking bout it and have I been going out I told her I had been and she seemed a tad sad that she wasn't included. So when she included herself in hitting the club house with us I said "Okay". I mean I just know how to handle her .............................with a long spoon

Oh yeah like a sucka I contacted T telling him I missed him and I wanted him to call me.........................well he did and we talked yesterday a few times but it's no longer there the feelings I had for him or gone they were gone a while ago and I only called him because I was feeling lonely. Now I'm not gonna tell him to stop calling me I'll let it fade on it's own.

Did I tell you guys yesterday that Crazy sent me a text that said

"What do you look like with nothing on"?

me "What fuck kinda question is that"?

and he called me fussing about my attitude I just loves me a thug (LOLOLOLOL)