Turned out to be a bust I stayed home

put a relaxer in Necole's hair

helped Mo start her project

finished the bottle of champagne Tiff brought to my house plus drank 1 glass of Merlot.

Made a nice Chef salad

I did talk to Tiff on the phone for almost 2 hours which was great we haven't talked like that in like never I think (smile)

I told her I was going to put an ad on Craig list .....just looking for some chicks to hang out with......and I am too I couldn't find one person to hang with me last night and I only have 5 female friends I trust to hang out like that and 2 just had babies, 1 is iffy, 1 hurt her back and the other was tired /bunned up I was like okay. Check the phone again and I have other female friends but I just deal with them on a different aspect of my life. I wouldn't dare kick it with them with other nuccas.

Tiff said give her 6 months and she can leave the baby with my girls and we can roll. I told her I was gonna say in the ad ......37 year old female who loves to have a great time, party, hit bars, cabarets, just chill spots. My close girlfriends are just having babies and settling down I have been there done that and now have no one to party with on the spur of the moment. Just putting it out there to find some party buddies we don't have to hang with each other the whole time I just don't like going alone so I can meet you at the place.

what do you think?

Tiff said she has seen ad's like this before so I hope I get a few hits.

While I was in the CVS getting the hair grease this young girl was on her cell talking about "So we going out tonight right"?I was looking at her like dayum I wish that was me.

ANYWAY

Tony stayed home too I was shocked he was down stairs messing with his DJ stuff. Later while I was in bed looking at the J Crew catalog with the girls he came to bed. Once we kicked them out he put on a slow jams CD and well you know .....things got to poppin and while sitting on top of his face I squirted I have never done it sitting up and I mean it was......yeah ......lets just say changing the sheets wouldn't have made a difference we had to flip the mattress (LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL)

I did have to think about ...her.....I haven't had to do that in a good while but I also thought about Rude Boy too ....every time I think about......yeah okay anyway

I mentioned my other personalities to Meesh, Sherellie and Dianna don't ask me why I did it I'm such an open book I'm sure they won't believe me anyway I don't get deep with them like that. If they read this shyt they wouldn't believe I am like this for real. With them I can say I was just joking with Tiff I can not we believe a lot of the same stuff .....my sistah girlfriend.

O well nothing else to talk about so get at cha later.

O yeah I sent Rude Boy a good morning text and he hit me with the

who me or should I say you remember me

I said- what ever I can't forget you I think about you everyday

him-okay so stroke my eagle right cause I can't tell only you know cause I can't see it

me- okay I deserve that

him-So when can I see you! now remember how his ass looked all over for me hunted me down asking other bike clubs about me and it's been what ...........4 years .....I have got to spend more time with his ass.